NeW yr evE

YesTerdaY wEnT oUt tO joB interview.. early mOrning the person called mi le.. so jia lat.. hahahah den went all teh way to AMK lor... den bo bian but the place very wulu.. overall still not bad.. in teh end the person hired mi so hapyp leh.. hahahaha good.. start work next monday le.,. wont be so free le... coz working n working for my life now... dun think so much le..

den ntie tiem meet joey n her bf.. n her bf de friend.. so clal jay chow.. hahaha funny leh her didi.. still not bad gonig out wif themm friendly n chatty.. went to rush wif them... kns $6 for the entrance now.. kns lor.. haiz.. den got dance all taht koni n jace got go also.. not taht fun today at rush.. so so onli.. den yc msg mi say he going down MU alone... so i went down to mu after that.. but i saw his not alone... btw i hate ppl to lie.. but he just did it.. pro.. acturelly dun intend to go down de... but haiz... disappointed..

after taht went cine to find joey de bf they all.. haha the xiao bu dian very ke ai.. although big big size.. but they all him xiao bu dian.. heheheh.. btw.. all of them was from same ite wif mi one.. hahah

after everything went to starbuck near john little de.. sit there chat chat lor.. hehehe but i went off early.. coz got work today mah...

today think never go countdown bah... but got 2 sales today good good

nEvER gO worK

todAY nEvEr gO work.. coz duN hav thE mood to.. sO wEnt walk waLk wIF jAcE lOR.. wEnT bUgis village wAnTed tO search fOr sOme sKirts.. bUt did nOt mAnAge tO.. hahA.. dEn went OG broUgh mY bRA.. wow sExy.. bRoughT back tHe samE bra i bRoUgHt that daY wiF mY mum.. sO sian.. den afteR ThaT wENt tO eaT aT tHE markeT tHeRe... hahA.. eAt lE deN gO shop agaIN.. i bRoUgHt tWo cLoThEs.. nIcE NicE wO.. i lIke iT aLots.. hahA.. n lEnD jacE $$ for tHe cLoTh also.. buT sHe sAy her bF tranS $$ tO mi.. dEN i lEnd her lOR.. saw onE more cLoTheS wanna buY dE buT duN suiTs mI.. toO fAt lIao bO bIaN lor.. haha... when i sliM dOwn moRe baH.

wEnT Rush aFtEr thaT... coz feel likE drinking.. haha..dEN JeNnifER jIe n ivaN koR gOiNg dOwn tOO buT i lEavinG iN awhilE timE onli.. sO sad.. n noW homE sWeet hOmelE..

:):):)

AfTeR sEEing ur blog i alSo hav tO saY sOrry tOO... i am aLways over senseRtIvE buT i can sAy tHaT mY feelings r aLwAyS rIgHt.. i noE mysElF wEll.. since tHe sTaRT i noE Yc wIll lIkE u lE.. i jusT over jealouSe le. haha... but den i aM not tHose wIll keep sTiCk tO a pErson withoUt thinkinG oF his fEelinG dE.. i neveR wIlL asK hIm tO falL foR mi.. N i noE that hiS sis like hiM alotS.. aLL i caN dO iS oNlI to kEep hiM cOmpanY when he nEeds sOmeonE arounD n tRy tO make HiM hAPpy.. of cOz i wIlL fEel jEalOuse afteR aLl i aM sTill a geR.. wHo eveR wiLL feel jEalOuSe wheN u Saw thE onE u lIke tReAt others bEtter... aM i rIgHt??? eVeryoNe wiLL lIke to seE hIS/heR lOvE oNe tO bE happy aR.. same goeS tO u right?? N theY hav their cHoice oF cHoosinG a PratneR... n coZ oF U i noe hiS tHoUgh n wAd hiS thinkInG.. i sTill haV tO say tHaNZ to u wo... aT 1ST i diD dUN lIke U... but now iTs oVeR lE.. as i noT thoSe Ji cHou dE rEn.. hEhe..

n i alsO noE u Gt sOmEonE iN mind.. so JusT gOes wIf uR feeliNG lor...samE gOeS wIf mI.. mY feelinG iS tHerE for his n iTS tHE truth lE cAnT cHange.. n of coz i hopE he can bE hAppy tOo.. duN coZ oF this mAtteR eVeRytHing cHangE.. aLl r fRiEndS.. sTill caN go oUt togEtheR.. cHionG tOgetHer... haha..so jIa yOu.. afteR writInG aLl this i hopE u guys noe wAd i am thInKing lE bah.. sO aLL of U r mY frieNDs... no MiA nO notHing.. aLl shoulD sTaY by mY sIdE...kkkkk:):)

fEel cOnforTaBLe

afteR reading throught the blog.. i fEel moRe confOrtable le.. n everytHiNg is thE enD.. i sHeLl cArry oN wiF my owN lIfE... on tHiNg tO Say (sElEne u R the mOsT xiN fU dE lE) jusT treasurE wADeVeR on uR lIfE now...

n HiS rIgHt lOvE a pErsoN sHoUld leT hiM/heR hAppy.. buT i wisH duN becAuse of tHis mattER n lOse a Gd friEnd. everyone gt tHeIR rIgHt to lovE n noT to.. aS foR mE.. i wont bE dIrEcT tO thE oNe i LoVe/Like. i onlI hidE iT mYsElf.. aM sUcH a losEr toO.. (btw duN wish tO sEe u geT hUrT) yeSh u Like her.. but Den jUsT duN gET tOo dEep jUsT liKE waD i aM now.. aS iT wIll hUrT mOrE dEepEr.. althougH u neveR oR hardly tAlK tO mI sO oFfeN lE but i caN sEe tHE thinGS tHaT tRouBleD u... u cAn cHoose uR owN lOvE oNes.. u shoulD bE morE dIrEcT tO eVeRYtHinG.. aS MinOr paiN is aLwAys bEtter deN majOr PaIN.. :)

i noe that u wont like mi all along from teh start, but its ok i am still happy for the time we spend together. even u never liek mi befor but things will still be the smae. just love/like the one that is in ur mind.. as i understand taht (ai qing shi bu nen mian qian de) i alwasy respects ur decision. just waiting for ur ans.finally u did it le.. n i respect it, i think u r brave le. in my mind u r the best... i still miss dancing wif u .. if u mia none will dance wif mi le.. liek taht i be very ke lian right?? ni se de meh??? hahahahaah

but no matetr wad i wIll alwAys be therE foR u toO.. juSt liKe u be thErE foR hEr tOO... aLl aLong i Was wroNG le.. n I realIsE mY mistaKe.. i sHouldeNT haV negLat uR fEeliNs n onli thInk bout mY fEelinGs.. buT i dUnno uR fEelinGs wHerE u never eVen sAY oR sHoW iT... rIght?? plz keeP oN uR pRomIsE u R a cHeerfuL gUy.. i belIeVe u can dO it.. .. aLthoUgH u neveR lIkE mi bEfor buT... its alriGhT.. lIsT i noE thE anS cLeArly n its fRom u.. i really veRY hAppy le.. tHaNX.... YC'

belOvE fOnG

stuPiD Ktv

mEetInG aiAi gO oRcHard wAlK WaLk.. coz buyinG sLiPper.. nO sLipper liao hahA.. gO fAr eAsT n eaT loR.. fInally bRoUghT a sliPper i lIke dE lE.. nice leH..aFteR tHat mEeTiNg Zai, micHGael n apPlE... knS tOdaY so ex lOr.. iF i noe i duN go lE Lor.. haiz...

wEnT to K-Box coz i Gt tHe 25% oFf vOuCheR...ThE perSoN so sTupiD fEel like slaPiNG hER siA.. knN... so aNgRy.. dun feel lIke sInGinG lE.. so ex..... tHeY ordER bEer.. 2 juG.. woW michael sInG sOnG lIkE lIU dE hUa lor.. totaLly.. cAnt belIeVe leH... den i slp iN Ktv foR aN hOuR pluS loR... tIrED n cold.. i rEaLly shaKing iNsidE loR.. eVen gT jAckEt aLsO.. sI jIA laH.. sInG till nO vOice.. deN zaI send mI hOme...

disAppOiNtEd

tHis tImE rOund everythiNg i nOe Le aFter reading thrOuGh her bLog... so now tHe truth iS.. he dOes lIkE her.. dUnno hoW tO explain my fEelinG now.. wAS hUrT.. tOtally tHe feelinG of takeing a kniFe n pOkE intO mY heart.. tHe pAin... i dunno wAds hE thinkinG now.. i hOpe aLL tHe actioN hE does tO mi jUst duN happEneD aGain.. aS i hatE gUys to do tHat wHen u lIke oTher gers n did tHose actiOn n iT rEaLly make mI fEel haPpy aT times bUT tHe truth is i aM noT.. as iT makEs mI fEel happy n saD iN tHe end.. aS tHe truth iS nt wAD i aM thinKinG.. as ( U NEVER LIKE MI BEFOR) tHis thE feelinG u give to Mi.. y i say tHaT iS bEcAusE iS.. u cHangE lE..

if somEoNE dUN lIke thaT persON, u wonT go ouT wIF heR sO oFfeN.. n u wonT tAlK tO heR much oN pHonE.. u tell mi.. am i thInkinG tOo mucH?? nO i aM not.. i am a gER gUys wOnT understand how i feel.. u aLsO nEveR msg mI anymOre.. u caN jUsT iGnOrE oR mia for nOthiNg.. n no reply aNy mSg... bUt u diD reply hEr n dOeS everYthinG lIkE waD u nEver even dID tO mI (as in go out). say wanna watcH moviE dE.. nOW lEh?? think fOrgeT bout iT... siNcE she acc u.. dEN wAD for nEed mE??? gO aheAd wIf hEr dEn.. i wonT botheR anymOrE.. fEeling gRows.. n i gUeSs u sLoWlY tO lIkE her too.. sO i nothinG to say... i waS JusT a fOOl a sTupId a idiot geR... i aM faT n uGlY.. i aM nOt uR tYpe aLl aLonG i noe it.. buT i Just tell mYselF tO try.. but now i really dUnNO lE.. on xMas evE i tRyInG to make u hAppy but dUnno y... maybE i aM jusT tOo sTupid baH.. i jusT cAnT mElT uR hEaRt ThAtS wad i cAN sAY... u R noT mine..

sAD tO C u goinG oUt wiF another gER on heR bLog she wRite... rEaLly a biG diSaPpointment tOtally saD n lOsT... iF eVer i tReaT u colder mEans i nO lOnGer care bouT u anymore... n u r mean nOthinG tO mI le... btW tReAsUre wAdeVer iN uR lIfE eveRYtHing oNlI has oNce... gd lUck to u n hEr bah.. :)

chrIsTmAs evE

yEsTeRDaY went to work from 11-2 onli.. hahahaah i was late.. coz also hav to go jace house take her things.. coz she never go home... hahaha den afetr that i went down to kovan afetr my work.. do treatment lor. den the ger do hairstarightening for mi also.. haha not bad ar.. but onli for awhile onli.. hahaha den i went home to prepared to go town.. xmas eve leh.. stay at home so sian... meet wei n yc lor... but koni jace n joey they sellnig spray can.. wanna support them de but in the end their cans been confiscate... coz no licenece selling...

went to mu after that... not bad.. we buy spray cans but stupid lots cannot be used de... been spray all over lor.. li xian worse hahaha... but was fun how i hope new yr eve also can play .. hahaha.. mu need money yesterday but i never pay coz i member mah... haha many ppl also... was pack on dance floor n over mu.. even stage too.. hahaha elmo n terry came too.. so good.. hahahaha saw patchy jie too... hehehe she gt new bf le... hahahah...

after that we did went 7-11 i also gt meet my bro... kns his friend com n spray mi lor.. knn,..den saw someone almost fight lor.. rubbish... but those ppl also stupid lah.. bo tai bo ji anyhow spray... jace they all com very very late... n she was drunk also.. haiz.. dun wish to say her le.. she should noe her sutuation le.. still keep on like that... haiz.. but i already give up on her le.. so her thnigs i also dun wan care much liao...dun borrow $$ from mi or my friends can le.. dun wish thnigs to happened ... she is old enough to earn her own living le... n not going on like that.. such a disappointment men..

mi,yc,wei n terry went 7-11 after mu... but after awhile was raining heavily lor.. kns can go home early de but kns raining so heavy.. haiz den we sit outside 7.-11 tehre lor.. tal ktalk.. hahaah stupid terry.. kns him.. hahaahah in the end no cab there we walk n walk till phonix hotal knn gt one stupid guy siao de com say mi.. wad who say nb bei chi bye... also not saying him.. we saying the cab wad.. cbb wanted to say him back le but wei n terry stop... so i never sya if not i sure scold de....stupid.. den yc was very angry lor... he keep scolding bad words.. so funy.. hahaha i also abit abgry.. coz he pointed at mi... stupid spoil mood... haiz.. den i went hoem wet lor.. whole body.. kns...

pass mmy pract 4

todAY i went for my bike practical 4 lesson.. yeah i finally pass le leh.. good good leh... but pract 5 comnig sure jia lat de lor.. haiz... dunno leh scared.. wish mi godo luck.. den today raymond com fetch mi to work.. so nice of him right?? haha den he go for his music lesson..

today no sales.. but sam treat all of us curry puff n spring roll... so gd.. i also never eat dinenr.. so thats my dinner.. hehehe... he get mi an extra one.. he treat mi not bad.. very good.. (of coz our boss leh) hahaah..

meet tony n his god bro at mos burger outside.. wow he drive a yellow car.. my favourte colour leh.. den saw a big garfeld.. so nice of him.. brought it for his ex gf.. but say they broke up 2 days befor.. ahha how i wish i hav a BIG BIG piglat for my christmas wo.. or valantine days.. hahaah of coz i wan the humen size piglet.. i very greedy hor?? fetch jace also... den went to his ex gf house while he ger her the present.. den went down to town for a coffee session.. we did talk alot.. but his bro too quiet le lor... hahaah after that jace went rush while they send mi home..

wad a borInG dAY..

fOunD oUt something tHat i shOuldEnT hAv.. dUn lIkE tHe feEliNg oF bEen likE tHaT.. i hate iT.. mAybE fRoM nOW oN eVerythinG shouLD keep a dIstance lE.. he shOuLD gO for hIS dReam gEr... am i jUsT a fOoL?? i dUnNo.. bUt i noE i fEel hUrT.. oNcE n OncE again.. aLthough i nOE wAds gOiNg oN.. bUT duN wIsH to saY oUt lE.. wE sHoUlD bE frieNd jUsT frienD fRoM noW oN.. bTw aLl along i waS jUsT zHi zHoU dUo qInG bAh..
if he diD rEaD mY bLoG u shouLD undeRstAnD wad i mean.. n i noE i aM nOt puttiNg iN mUch aFfecT. bUt i trY le.. i reallY tRy lE.. buT aLwAyS miA or nO replY.. but i undersTanD. sO u R fOrgivEN. :)....
sTiLl wIsH hiM gOod lucK iN hIs dReam geR.. n i really gIvE uP lE.. tOtally.. as i noE hoW impoRtAnT i aM iN his hEart..(maybe i sAY now buT tOmm thingS goes aGaiN) aS feEling iS not eAsy tO say gIvE uP den gIvE uP de. hAiz.. sAd... :(

jUst came bAcK fRoM Ktv.. mEet aPple lOr.. woW not fEelinG gD.. aftEr sInGing.. dUnno y.. althougH i fEel sAd bUt dUnno y sTill gT the mOod tO sIng lOL.. gO wOrk today aLso.. pUt iN onE saLes... rAininG aLso.. wAs a cOld weatHeR tOday...

ktV Vs MoMo

YeSTERDAy IS y2k DE BIRTHDAY celebration... we went to ktv.. wow ltos of ppl came.. but someone did not attened.. nvm... wAS quite happened de... hahahaha

after ktv all still decide where to go.. in the end yc cam.. so sudden.. he say he meet a friend befor taht.. was acturelly quite angry de... coz he say taht he will com de.. but instead he went to meet another ppl... no reply no nothing from him... haiz.. so disappointed n sad... but forget it le.. thats him...

den y2k n his friends dicide to go clubmomo.. but yc cant go/... den he took a cab home... while teh rest of us took a cab to momo... got hui xian,mi,ching,wei,y2k,ah gong n others... momo was fun.. but quite pack de... haha bout 2 am hui xian wanan go hoem le.. coz of stupid guy... his bf?? haahha guys haiz.... dun wish to say le.. onli hurts... den she was very sad.. ni the end she went home while mi n ching continue...den at 3 y2k de friend wanna go hoem le... so we went otu again to take our bag.... sit there talk talk lor... hahaha awhile later his friend wanan go in find ppl.. so we took a walk inside den com out liao... all go hoem le.. haha left onli mi ,ching n y2k de 2 friends.. den they dicided to go geylang for the you tiao da wang... hahaahha funny sia they all... one blur king... hehe.. while talknig we become friends le.. so exchange email add lor.. hahahaha

yEsTeRdaY went chee ping de mum funeral.. sad case... think left hi alone onli le..
saw kc alex n Qmor also.. den we talk talk lor... afetr that ah chey ask mi to go for a drink or wad... den i say ok lor.. he com fetch mi n ching.. n he willing to send chnig home den we wanted to reached a beach le.. den ching say she wanan go to east coast park.. ah chey never think en say on le.. so good sia..

we listen to techno all that.. den talk talk.. we reached east coast le.. went to dunno wad bar... den we sit there drink neat some fries.. all his treat... the vodka lime there was nice.. the best i ever drink lor... next tiem bring my friends along too... hahahaha.. afetr that ching was very tired le.. den send her hoem 1st.. 1st tiem went to her house nice nice... den saw her dad.. wow so skinny sia.. afetr that ah chey den send mi home lor...

19/12/2005

today meet ken kor kor go chinatown walk walk lor.. so lnog never saw him le.. hahaha den went bugis eat we go find canto... den go wan tan mee eat... after awhile i go work place le.. today got 2 sales.. so happy leh.... of coz i hope to hav more lor... haha anyone support mi k???? thanz..... still sick..

Y2k BdAY

yEsTeRdaY is Y2K dE advancE bIrthDay cElebratIon~!~! mi kAnG wEI, yc, cHing n jOeY meEt uP aT oRcHaRD.. den aH wei gO Mu wAtch sOcceR whIlE tHE rEsT of us gO eaT aT cinE. wE brOught a CakE for y2k a swenseN cAkE wO ice cReAM dE leH.. nice Nice.. aFtER eAtIng went tO mU le.. deN i sIgn ching kOnI n Yc iN.. woW quitE alotS of ppl. Y2K oPen 2 bOttles..

i alsO saW pauLiN, they alL.. sTupiD aH wEI kEep dRiNkInG till hE sEH kNs.. den wE sInG bIrThDay sonG for y2k he aLsO aLmOsT lE dEN aSK hiM gO sTaGe dAncE haha.. sO kE aI.. alsO saW tHaT sEleNe too... but i haV to say she got everytHinG i duN hAv..

yc alsO kEep wanNa dRinK.. hAiz.. i saw heR kEep lOokInG at Yc.. sCarly shE fAll foR Yc hOw??? wOW.. deN lyn jie also got com n shiny jie too.. ah wei ji tao seh n slp there.. that elmo also gei kian lah drink so much in the end also tou lor.. kns... hahahaha but its terrence birthday yesterday manage to wish him birtday hahahah..

later gonig chee pig mum de funaral haiz..

xiao val cElEbrAtIon

yEsterdAY very fuN n NicE... rEaLly.. hahA.. i dRiNk tIlL hIgH hIgH siA.. but tOdAy wAkE uP nO vOiCe lE.. haiz.. iT was xiaO vaL dE bIrthDaY cElEbRatIoN.. bUt bEfOr gOing mu.. i mEet a frienD to go bUY bIrThdaY pResenT fOr tAnSy n vAL.. dEN took bUs dOwN tO tAmpIneS.. oN tHe wAy tHere iNsIde tHe bus.. hE sAy hE wAn tO bE mY Bf.. wTF.. sIao dE... iMposiblE.. haha.. wHerE gOt sO sHui biaN.. aLthougH eVerYoNE sTaND a chaNcE buT dEn.. wIthout uNdErstAndinG dE rElAtiONsHiP i wOnt waN dE.. n hiS nOT mY tYpE n.. n now i aLrEaDy had someoNe iN mind... aLthoUgH hE brougH a bottle of mInirAl wAtEr foR mI n i appreciatE iT.. dEN reacHeD taMpinEs.. i gO cHaLaT sTrAiGht aWay.. pass tAnsY thE pIg Pig.. haha ke aI lEH.. wE go eAT Kfc fOR dInNER.. haha

meet kangwEi aT 9.15 pasIr rIs mrt pLaT fOrm.. dEN meet teRRy aT tampiNes platfOrm.. hahA.. oN the wAy down tO Mu.. ladIes nite.. wE toOk somE pHoTOs.. tHey bRought a biG pIggiE foR xIaO Val... so AnvY.. buT i wAN a biG biG pIglat.. who gEt for mi i marry hiM aR.. haha Jk.. bIg nice tO huG maH.. em.. deN xiao vaL oPeN bOtTLE.. wE alL got dRink.. caN sEe tHaT sHeS hAppy.. coZ aT lIsT wE r therE foR her bAh.. hOpe iTs so.. hehe.. den as uSuRe go sTaGe dAnce.. pai seH oNlI feW pPL.. worSe tIll oNlI mI n Yc dAnCe sIa omG.. iN thE enD aLL oF us staY tIll 4 bAh.. coZ R n B.. woW yC tHE oNe whO sAY wanNa go... buT hE got scH tOday.. hahA.. wEnT 7-11 eAt mAgGiE mee hAhA.. 4 oF us sIA.. dEN sHaRe cab hOmE wiF terry n ah wEI.. sO nicE oF theM.. :)

yc sAY mY dancE changE lE.. mayBe tOo lOnG nEvEr dAncE lE BaH.. buT i tRy mY besT tO dAnce lE.. i sHout tIll nO voice lE aLso.. tonIght gUaI GuaI at hOmE rEsT.. tOmm mY Rtt tesT lE.. studY tOdAY aFtEr wOrK gO homE.. buT hOW am i gOnna work wiF tHE voiCe..

feel saD n lonly. n sicK.. so sicK...

sick, rUsH ,cHalaT

wEnT tO fO mEi dE chalaT.. saW qUiT a nuM oF ppl wHicH i lOng to sEe.. 1sT thInG i walK iN wEI dE sAY woW xiao feng ni sHoU le.. i waS vEry haPpy leh.. hahA too bad meng diD nOT tUrN up .. goT shuN xI tEnG dA n AlAn aLso.. dEN tHeY ask mi takE pHoTo wif shuN xI.. sO pai sEh siA.. hAiz.. afteR thE cakE cerEmOni mi,tAnsy,kerry n jAcE tOo cAb dowN tO ms.. coZ gOing rUsh.. actUrElly nO intenD to gO dE.. coz aiyo lOng tImE nevEr gO.. go seE see lOr..lOtS oF ppl aLsO lEH... haha.. alrigHt loR.. nEvEr drink mUcH also.. rEally sIck lE.. n noW hEad vERy pain.. haIZ.. mInG haO ku aR...

fAiNtED

oMg.. jUsT noW aFtEr a cAlL.. i wEnT oUt tO mY cOmputer tAblE.. i suddEnlY fEel sO dIzzy n aftEr aWhilE i fainTed n hit tHe tAbLe now my fOrEhEaD n eyE parT vErY pAin... bUt was really sHoCK.. n hArD tO cOM oUt.. thinK gOnNa bLue black lE...hOw??
rEaLly dArm pAin.. this thE 2nD tImE eVeR sincE tHE 1St tImE iN pRimArY sCH.. sO scArY.. oMG.. hAiz.. who cArES rIght??? hAiz... dunno.. now pAiN tIll cAnT tHink le..

sad n sicK mOodY n HuRT

afteR yEsTerDay i feelinG bAd... i canT gEt tO slP wEll.. tIll this mOrninG i fInd mYselF lost vOiCe lE.. sO pOor ThinG wHO cAres???? hahA.. nvm i carE cAn lE...

anyoTheR saD thing is when i saw hiS bLog.. reaLly dUnno waD tO saY.. buT i noE his not tHat kInd of gUys... n i trUsT him... btw eveN if i am nOt hiS tYpE oF Gf.. all i can sAY is.. i aLreadY trY mY bEst in everytHing i caN do... bUt tHiNgs dun wOrK ouT den i will givE up.. buT onlI tIll hE tolD mi tHat " feng i duN hav feelinG foR U i onli tReAt u as fRienDS" Or "i duN lIke u coz u R faT" Haha... Jk.. buT onLi this day coMs i wiLL give uP totALly.. iT maY bE hurt buT beTter den to bE hUrT dEepEr.. btW i reaLly dUnno waD hiS thinkIng.. As i onli sEnse tHat hE treAt mI as nOrmal friendS baH.. haha.. but i wIll sTiLl aCcePT iT.. as eVeRytHiNg neEds tWO hAnD tO clap... aLthoUGh i maY nOT bE a peRfecT gEr aS hE mEntion buT this is Mi...

btW hE iS sTiLl a gUy... nOrMaL gUY.. i canT eXpecT mUch fRom hIM.. aLtHougH i jEaLouSe bUt thats waD mosT gUys n geR does.. if u lIkE ThE gER , n she iS wiF oThER gUys duN u fEel jEaLoUsE?? as it sAme gOes tO mI.. n eVeRoNe.. thats wAD love aboUt.. not onlI tHaT.. sHoW oF cOnceRn is a mUst tOo.. mOsT iMportanT iS thE feelinG.. nO mattEr how hE/shE looks mosT impoRtAnt iS thE "fEelinS" . if u tHiNK lOoKs r iMporTanT u r noT a perfecT Bf... as i mysElF duN gO foR yAndAos.. i go foR mY feeliNgs.. i wIlL cArE foR wHO i lIke.. N i wIll neveR sAY thingS wIlL hUrt hIm n mOsT importanT iS when i saW him smilInG n hAppy iTs gOod eNougH.. aLthout tIlL tOdaY i diD noT sHow mUch aCtIoN bUt i Can sAY is

"hiS tHE 1ST gUy tHaT i reaLly fAll dEeP iN hIM"

he maY nOT gET mY feeliNGs... buT i can understand aS i am not wad hIS mEntion.. haha. bTW nO oNe is pErfecT.. n i rEalLy bElIeVe in that... HahaaS i aM nOt pErfecT toO...for mi i neveR likE aH bEngS.. toO kIdS foR mi.. aS for gOoD lookinG guys r noT gD aLso as mAnY geRs wIlL gO afTeR eSpEcially goT a Gf likE mi.. they cAn gO foR a bettEr cHoice cHiO bU??? dEN i wIll bE dItCh lIao.. hahA... btW jUsT mY feeliNgS for everytHinG.. noT iN a very good moOd toO.. sIck lE.. n this saT is Val n lyn jiE dE bIrthdaY dUnno iF i shouLD go>??? wilL hE mSg mI??? wIlL hE mEeT mI??? i dUnno..PerHeLps i shoUld leaVe hiM aLoNE??? buT cAn i??? haiz.... sO fAN...

worKinG

tOday fInAlly gET 1 SaleS.. aLmOsT wAsteD as sHe sIgN uP fRoM anOtheR gEr.. bUT hEng sHE sUpPOrTeD mI... n sHe aLsO intrOdUcE heR siS tO mI.. sO wIll bE gEetInG 2 sales soon.. hahA pOwer.. she iS friendlY.. i lIkE heR.. haha favourate cUstomus.. aLthougH she iS PhIllipInO... bUT sHe iS gOod.. reaLly.. gOod.. sAy thouSanD thanZ tO heR...

gEetInG sIcK lE.. noT feelinG tOo goOd.. thinkiNG lOssinG mY vOicE sOon agaIn..

moodY n saD..

just com bAck fRom perlin noT lOng ago.. vEry noT feelinG gOod tOdAY lOtS thingS hAppeneD.. haiz... btW sTiLL hav to tHaNz pAuL alOtS./.. sOrry fOR tHe tRoublE..

com bAck jUsT sAw thE frieNdSteR rEading throUgh his tEsTI.. n sAW that geR wRoTe hIm a tEsTi again... wAiteD hIM fOR sO lOnG buT iN tHe enD i geT nothing.. aM i too silLy??? buT i cant bArE tO sEe hIm aLone..bUT i jusT get jEalOuSe tOO eAsily.. n tHE gEr sHE jusT noE oNlI.. i aGrEed she iS morE pRetTy n sExy bUt sO wAd?? i duN gIve iT tO dAme.. sExy dance??? wHo dUnno.. kAO.. is tHe nIcE mEmOries goInG to eNd hErE?? i duN wIsH toO.. aLthOugh i wAn hE tO groWn mAture but not wanteD hIm tO noe dIff gErs... i rEalLy saD n hurT wHeN i saW thaT.. when i asK hiM did hE saW tHaT gEr buT hE cLamE tHaT he dUN... i Was sO sad Sad sAd :(... nO mOod tO dAncE.. n now mY moOs iS lOw.. maybE tHiS tImE i Am tHE one whO gOnna Mia BaH.. bTw aFtER sO lOnG hE sTiLl duN gEt mY fEeling?? mAybe i dUN hardLY sHow bah... hAiz.. i wish i cAN pRoTact hiM... iF i aM around i wOnT aLloW any gErs oR gUys to bUlly hiM dE.. anyoNe does i make sUre hE dIe... BuT if tHE gEr wAs hIs cHoice i got nOthing tO do buT to sit oNe cOrner n wIsh tHeM aLl the bEsT bAH... reLatIoNsHiP r lIkE tHaT... bUt i sTilL wisH hE cAn bE tHe oNE tHaT i lIkE lasT tImE bAh.. btW wHeN i rEciEvE tHaT msG froM him i was really upsaD... n feelinG bad lOR.. hOW caN hE sAy tHaT??? wHen i never sAy i am nOt gOinG??? n do u tHinK i wIll lEaVE hIM aLone??? hE jUsT dUN undeRstanD mI well... sInce wheN i lEave hIm alonE?? but eVerytImE i sAw hIM i fEel hAppy n gOt mOod... bUt cUrrEnTlY things start to changE.. i msg hIM nO reply lE.. all thanz to tHaT oncoMinG ger SelEnE~!~!

FuCK mEN... i reaLly fEeL sUX... n i feel sO lonelY nOW...y things alwAys hAPpEned oN mi??? hAiZ.. love hurts... i rUtheR chOose to bE love dEN tO lOve.. but tHiS tImE i canT as i aLrEady choOsen hIM le... i aDmIt tHaT i lIkE hiM.. bUt dEN i hAv no cOuragE tO tell hIM... think if hE sAw this blog hE wIll uNdersTaND dE.. aS my feelinG fOR hIM nevEr fAde bEfoR... n HiS tHe 1ST....

Mu Mu

wOw.... yEsTeRDay was fuN... aLthOugH i aM the oNlI ger.. bUt i really eNjoY ... haha.. dAnce oN sTaGE... aLl the wAY... pOwer... bUt yestErday nOT mUcH ppl wEnT mU.. oNlI mI,yc,canto,sOnic,amON,kimsTeR,my frieNds... n manY mOrE.. eveN xiao vaL.. lOng tImE nO sEe hER le.. haha.. sHuaNG.. mI n yc sHaRe 1/2 GlasS oF GrAvEyArD.. nOt aS powEr aS dAviD givE de...noT vEry hIgh aLsO... ah bEE wAS there toO... n mIcHaeL?? hahA.. lotS ppl... thaT i noE.. pInK ger?? long tImE nEver sAw hER lE.. sHe wAs theRe too.. n kendY my ex sCh mAtES... em.. sTill goT ppl froM rUsH dE.. woW... happeneD... nIcE Nice... haha... aFtEr tHat cAnTO n y2k lefT amoN aLsO.. onli leFT mI n Yc nia.. dEN tilL 5 .. saw versioN n his frienD sItTIUng aT tHE bUs stop oPPosiT.. sO we wenT over.. dEN gO 7-11 tOgEther.. haha.. dEN mI sHaRe cAb wiF ah pA wHiLE yc share wiF hiS frienD.. sHuang rIght?? hahA.. but my phOne gOne low batT.. sIan...

no sAlES

tOday wenT to Cdc fOR mY tRaIL tEsT... dEN aFtEr thaT mEet up wIF jAmeS aWhile.. hE sEnd mI tO Mrt sTation.. sO nIcE oF hiM gIvE mi a diAry... hahA... long tImE nEvEr sEE him lE... but i aLready duN love hiM aNymOre.. so i wonT patCH back wIF hIm dE...

den i went to eat... at bugis got a guy approch mi n ask mi to do a xmas servay.. haha funny sia... den i go eat.. after that i went to work le... today again no sales at all wow liao when will be my luck men.. haiz.. sad... no luck for everything.. tomm gonna buy 4D liao.. hump...

will getting a new phone soon.. my dream phone... E730... hahaha nice nice... think will get it tomm bah... asap mah.. haha

worKiNG

todAy wEnT for mY dentAL aPpointeR.. saW tHat hAnDsoM dEntIes aGaIn.. hahA... funnY sIA..

aftER tHaT meeT yc at bugIS.. coz hE wanNA eAt Wan tAn mee.. haha.. but bEfoR tHat i wenT foR a joB intErvIer.. aS aCCounT assisTancE.. hOpe eVeRyThing wiLL bE aLright baH.. n tHeY will gIve mI a call by tOmm befor 3pM.. goD bLeSs... dEn i wenT Wtm tO meeT uP Wif Yc, kOnI n jacE.. kOnI bring a guy wiF heR buT i tHough hE waS a bTuCh sO fuNny sIA.. hahA... so ke ai.. but noT mY tYpE.. dEN aftEr eatiNg wEnT tO wOrK wIF jAce wHiLE yc wIf tHem lOr.. tOdAY nO sAlEs aGaIN.. sOme onE plZ hElp... max onliNE n cablE Tv... lAI aR... hahA

jUsT nOW cHat wiF Yc fOR awhilE... waS hAppy coz cHattinG J now... but aS a fRienD loR.. hAha.. hope hIS fIne as mOre dEN a weEk neveR saW hIM lE.. bTW toMM iS a neW dAy.. jIA yOU xIao fEnG.. u cAN do iT.. a sAle foR tOmm...

ktV

yEsterDaY aCtUrelly gOiNG iN tO Jb dE... buT iN tHe end nEvER.. bUt nVm.. i wEnmT Ktv iNsTead.. i jiO aH cHeY go.. meet hiM bOut 10.30 lOr.. sInG tIll 2.30 bUt i sTiLl sInG noT eNougH.. yEsterdAY i sPenD $40 onE shoRt lOR.. kNs.. bRoke lE LaH.. hAiz.. bUT den we dRiNk beer... hehe noW pOckeT pAiN lOR.. hAiz... i waS hIGh aFteR the sEssiOn.. i dRinK bEer Cmi dE.. hAiz.. deN mY bRaIn wAs lIkE iN a bLanK.. hAiZ... aH cheY sEnD mI hOme.. i nOE he tReat mi good.. buT deN i canT lIe tO mY feelinGs.. diD msg him aFtER i geT hOme.. buT hE sAY wilL wait fOR mi.. haiz... let nAturE takE its cOuRsE baH... hahA lIvE tO bE happy..

tHis mOrning wAkE up.. i dReaM of J leh oMG.. sO sUpRise.. hE waS sUpPOsE tO gO for thE tRip wiF hIs gf but on thE waY his bike waS spoiL.. deN inSide oF dReAM i was tHinKiNg tHaT hE cAnT gO foR thE tRiP lE.. haha.. but aftEr aWhilE i wAke up le.. dunno wAdS tHe eNdInG...hehe bbuT nvM who carEs..

jUsT noW hE msG mI iN msn.. rEguardInG yestErday jb tRip.. buT i tolD him i did noT went... hEhe.. gUess hE diD eNjoy wIF hIS gf baH..

sad saD

saW tHe fRiEndstEr of HiS n hiS Gf... wAD a sWeET pHoTO.. jUsT msG hIm jUst noW.. aSK hIM tO go jb.. but hE sAy somEthiNg on.. dEN bO bIaN.. but gUeSs hE was wIF his gF baH... hopE thiS thursday cAn sAw hiM baH.. wanNA bUy tHe cOmB foR him.. hahA.. btW sHoulD wish tHeN hAppy togEtHer.. mayBe i sHoulD gEt ouT oF tHeIr wOrLd.. to mY own wOrLD.. lotS of gOod gUyS rOund mE.. buT yeT i aLwAyS fall fOr a wrong gUY.. hAiz.. wHen wIll i falL fOR a gOOd guY?? hAiz... sO sAD n mOOdy now.. hOw i hopE i can gO for a ridE n rEleAsE mYsElF.. i hope i caN haV a good crY now... haiz... lUvE sUx.. gUy suX... wHO cAn bRiNG mi oUt...

rEaLly mIsS thOsE dAyS... buT noW everYthinG iS gone... hahA bUt bEtter.. mAybE i wOnT gEt dEepEr.. btW mY PtBf wiLl bE bacK iN singaporE iN fEW weeks tImE hahA.. hOw i hopE now theRe iS a hElping hAnD bEsIde mi... acc mE.. tAlk tO mI.. huG mE.. n lEnD mi hIS shoulDeR...

Mu last nItE.. n movIeS

yEsterDaY wEnt Mu aGaIn... hahA bEfoR ThaT i mEet Yc.. fOR a mOvIe sHoW.. aCtuRelLy wannA wAtCh 'SPL' de.. buT saw thE nEw sHow calL 'The DecEnT' i tHink.. sO we wAtCh tHaT sHoW... woW i Find iT nIcE loR... realy.. n ScarY.. haha Yc sO fUnnY sCaReD tIll scold badwOrd... bTH... mUsT watcH iT... nIcE... hahA nEvEr reguRT tO watcH iT...

afteR tHaT wE wEnt tO Mu loR.. sAw lOtS of Ppl wO.. dIFf group of Ppl arounD... goT kimsTeR tHeIR gRoup, Ah cheY tHeY all, V-pOwer, ouR groUP (dancE oN stage dE), huI tInG tHey alL,MicHael n His frieNd ,DannY n frienD... aH beE aLsO.. woW lOtS wo.. sTilL goT sErene laH... Er mo laH.. woW lOtS wO... n ElInE tOO... hEhE... nicE nIcE.. waS fuN lor... toO mAnY gRoUP le... sTilL goT sAw jInG guang n yIlUN... hahA..

i scareD tO lEfT ppl aLone dE haiuz dUnno wAD tO dO le.. den aH cHeY com dOwn wIF hiS mEI tHeY aLl i Was sO sUprIsE lor... dUnno wAD i sHoUld tEll hIM??? i aLrEady goT a TaRgEt in my hEarT??? or jusT bE sTraighT fOrward.. i duN wIsH tO hurT anyone.. n I dUnwaN tO lIe tO my feelinGs.. so heaDaCh...

afteR Mu.. mI,jAcE,yc n WeI they aLl wenT 7-11 nEaR sparkS de.. deN sIt tHerE talK tAlk tIll mOrniNG.. tOday none fEtCH mi hOme.. haha.. home aLonE.. dEN Yc mI n jAcE tOok cab homE.. aGain mI n yc pAy foR tHe cAb.. hE pAy for tHE mOvIE tIck alsO leH.. sO nicE of hiM.. nExt tImE goT $$ i treaT hiM bAck.. hahA.. i wOnT tAke tHings wItHoUt ReturNeD... haha.. den wE wEnT blK 10 dE sEeSaW.. sIt tHeRe tAlK loR.. tIll morninG 7 PlUS deN gO hOmE.. but jAcE wEnT hOmE 1st.. haha.. wOuNdeR wads Yc mInd iS tHinkINg??? hAiz... is tHaT hiS nOrmaL rEactIon tO eVerY gErs?? oMG.. i duN understand.. really.. iS hE hintinG sOmEtHiNg?? haHA.. jk... jUsT mAkInG a wHiLe gUeSs.. mAyBe i thInK toO mUch le..

anytHeR nEw dAY..

hE wAs oNline.. i duN hAv tHe cOuRaGe tO msg hiM.. haiZ think hE also wOnT msg mI lE BaH... btw no bIG dEal sInCe hE gOt a Gf alreAdy... y bOther... sHI ni dE jIu sHi nI dE bU sHi nI de jIu bu sHI nI dE mIan qIaNg sHI meI yOu xInG fU dE... hAiZ..

laTer gOinG tO lAvandEr dO higHlight liaO.. hahA.. hAvinG nEw ligHlighT aGaIn...

bAck fRom kTv...

tOday waS sUpPoSe tO mEeT up foR bLood dOnatioN dE.. bUt thaT sTupId stacy kNs lOr.. hAiz duN say lE.. bUT i meeT Yc bEfOr i gO tO wOrK... cOZ hE wanna change hIS carD..wHile jAcE aLsO gOT com.. dEN gO wIsMa eAT.. kNs waSte my $$ onlI the tHinG sO eX one.. hAiz..

tOdaY wOrkiNG alriGhT laH.. aLmosT got salEs.. jUst thaT weatheR tHe person wilL cOntAcT mI anot onli.. scarEd sIA.. hAiz... den afTeR wOrK went tO ktV wIF aPplE.. sO sUprIse wHeN i SaW valVe?? ravEn?? Jss??? n lotS moRe hahA theY cOm fInE uS.. sO gD sIA.. hEhe.. nOt reAllY in tHe gD mOod tO sInG n dAnce dunNO y .. fEelinG dOwN..

jUsT gOt hOmE nOT lonG aGO... dUnNO iF he wILl stilL talK tO mi?? oR thinGS rEallY turN out bad.. bUt i hAtE iT wHen ppL lIe tO mI.. hAiz.. iF got Gf jUsT sAY gO Gf lOR.. nO biG deaL lOR.. haiz... knS leH.. lIke i waS bEen fOol arounD lOR.. tHe feelinG reaLly sUX ... hAiz...

reallY break dOwN...

wOw.. i fOunD out aNothER suprise thinG... aCturelLY his thE oNE hImself wHO aSK got rOom wIF hiS gF aNot... of coZ he can sAy nOt hIS Gf bUt oNlI frieNdS.. wHO nOeS?? aS i am nOt aS cLosE to him.. n i aM nOt hiS whO rIght.. oNE tHing hE say was really rigHt wHeN i talk tO hIm oN Msn lasT nItE.. "i dun own u a explaination' tHiS pHrIsE aLready wIN eVerythinG i saY... hAiz i dUnno wAD tO sAY lE.. buT keep mY feeliNG iNsIdE... lOts ppl sAY tHaT lIkE a pErson u sHould let hIM/hER nOE... bUt i dUn hAv tHe cOuRagE to.. as sCareD thiNgs wOuLD tUrn out dIFf... hAiz... nOw mY mInd wAS reaLly losT.. mAyBe i sHoUlD jusT tReAT him normALy baH.. dUn thinK sO mUch...

到了?要??，不?易放?，任和是都是?有其几的。

lEts belive iN fate bah.. 是你的就是你的，不是你的就?免?，免?是?有幸福的。

saD daY moODY

wEnT foR my bikE pracTicAl i pAss mY narrow plunk buT faiL mY eneRgencY bRaKE.. kNS lOR.. abit morE i pAss lE.. hAiz.. haV tO retaKe agaIn.. sIan...

aFteR tHaT i wEnT down to mIng dE sAlOn... wow liaO i waitEd foR 2 houR lor.. wtH...haiz...

i actUrElly wEnT dOwN tO J dE housE dOwNstaIR... coz dUNno y jUsT fEel lIke gOing n hAv a cHaT wIF hiM.. buT unFoRtUrEnatElY hE nEvEr reply mI... dEN nVm loR.. deN i wait awHiLE i saw hIM walkiNG tOwarDs hiS bike...bUT i hiDE bEhInd tHe wall.. mY heaRt aLmOsT droP oUt lor.. deN sAW hE ridE mOrE fAr aWay lE dEN gO tAkE a look.. hAix..

but nOW i noe everythiNg lE... coz i ask hiM on msN lE.. nOw feel bettER lE.. buT sTill sCareD... hahA..

你是?儿我是沙，沙儿???儿??，沙儿??天山去，?儿??天山去。
wAD a nIcE pHrAsE...

!~nO mOod~!

my mOod wAS lOw nOW.. reaLly vEry low.. wHeN i sAw that posT ... J n his GF omG... i hAtE iT y he nEvEr tell mI tHaT hE got a gF??? oR iS hE goIng wiF aNy gErS?? oR wAdever??? but nvm sUaN lE.. haiz.. sEe wHeN he gOnNA tell mI dEn.. wOnT mA fAn hIM aNymOrE... n sOrrY tO ask hIM tO fetch mE everytIme... i fEel bad n bEen cheateD.. hAiz.. bTw i noE tHaT hIs nOt my wHO but dEN.. dUnNO mAybe iTs aLl my guessInG?? thIngS mAy nOt turN oUt tO be wAd i thInK buT dEN iTs wAD i feel..

tRuElY hIS nOt bad.. bUt mAybE hE iS stIll tHe sAmE aS other gUy bah.. fLiRtS too?? i dUn wIsH to sAY tHaT buT dEN my fEel... tHiNk hE wOnt aSK mI oUt aNymOrE.. eveN yEs aLsO tAkE mE as a (Dai tI ping)???? omG... hAte iT... y iS iT sO?? hE tReat mE gOod mAybe jUsT aS nOrmaL frIeNdS?? oR i just thInK tOo mucH?? wOW.. wAD a fOol am i..

1St hE jIo mI tO gO.. buT nOW?? sO fAsT hE gEt anOtheR gEr?? oR maybE this gEr is alreAdY assist bEfOR mI??? i rEallY dUnnO... hate it hAtE iT hAtE iT... gUyS r aLl tHe sAmE... all flirT.... FLIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wonT bOtheR tO mSg hIM anymorE.. FUCK oFf meN... hAte pPL tO lIe.... tHe feelinG sUX mEN...

gOiNg foR mY prAcTicaL lEsson lAtEr lE....

1sT dAY wOrk

wake uP latE tOdaY buT sLP eaRlY lasT nItE.. tIrEd.. hAiz.. iN tHE afteRnOon mEet joeY aT oRcharD for a walk... dEN cHiT cHat loR... so nIcE of heR... dEN aFtEr tHaT wenT tO bUgIS mEeT jAcE n kOnI coz wIlL bE wOrKinG aT 6.30...dEN kOnI go eAT... wE wEnT wTM oUr old hAnG oUt placE.. very lONg nEvEr go tHeRe lE... cHangE aLotS... haiz...

aT 1St vEry scarED coZ dUnNO wAd tO sAY foR thE 1sT calL.. buT waS fUnNY tOO... robert sIt bEsIdE mI i mOrE stress siA... dUnno y leH... hAhA.. wE gEt to nOE dIff kinD oF ppl tHroUghT phonE taLkinG.. reaLly eNjoy tHe jOb.. tOday dID noT mAkE anY saleS bUt i wIll sTill tRY mY bEsT dE... jIa yOu... hAhA

mY jiaN fEI jI hUA hAiz...

Chiong cHioNg ChionG

yEsTerDaY went to mu... wif yc , wei, ting, n lots more.. but waited for quite long coz of amon... he came late coz he need to sign koni n jace in mah.. but in the end elmo sign them in coz he came more early.. hahaha den after that amon came wif a bear cute leh... hahaahha

den yesterday while dancing on stage suddenly got a guy com talk to mi funny sia.. ask mi am i from balestier ite... n say lots of thing... but i keep dancing lor.. but yesterday not bad was fun.. haha den after that jace n koni went off wif their friends... den left mi yc n wei nia... den we go 7-11 lor... we sit there n talk..

today saw ah long also so suprise leh.. when saw him...dunno wad to do le...just normal lor.. hahaha den J com fetch mi home... haah although was late le but he still make his way down here.. hahaha

waTcH mOvIE~! n interview~!

nOw i grad fRoM ite lE happy leH... hAhA bUT wIlL sTart wOrK..yEsTerDay mE jAcE n kOnI wEnT foR tHe joB traiNinG.. lots oF thIngs lEh.. selLinG Scv dE n max onLinE.. 4hOur oF cLass lEH... dEn aftER tHaT mEeT yc foR a mOviE.. aT 1ST wE wanNa watcH harry PorTTeR dE but dEN in tHe eNd watcH eMily rOse..coZ oF kai lOR.. n hIS frienD.. sO latE went Ps watcH...

eXcItInG shoW meN.. i fine iT alrighT lOr.. hAhA... but sCarY... dEN aFtEr tHaT yc sAY kAi gOT gO mU dEN i aNytHinG gO mU lor... bUT wHen rEacheD oUtsIdE Yc dUnWan gO iN lE he scArED hE cAnT eNter... wTH.. fUnny lOR hE.. hAhA... bUt wE walK tO mArIdIaN theRe sIt dowN tAlK Talk... for qUiTe lonG dE.. deN gO homE aftEr tHat coZ tHought tOday gOT tRaInIng.. haha... tOnIght mAybe Mu aGaIN.. so bOrEd..

interview

todaY meEt J gO bUgIS wAlk walK aWhIle Lor... cOZ nothinG tO dO.. wE went tO aRcAdE pLaY gAme fUnNY lEH hE... hahA buT not bad hE takE train wIF mI haHa~!~! i wAS sUppOsE tO gO foR salES mArketing dE tRaInInG buT i dId nOT go.. coZ i dUN tHink i wIll liKe tHe jOB lor.. mEet up wIF kOnI tO aNoThER inteRvIeW aT nOrTH bRidgE centeR.. but i waS sUppOsE tO gO foR tRaiNinG dE.. buT dEN coz kOni cAnT mAke it n tomM i alsO cant mAkE iT so cHaNge iT tO fRiDay n sAT lE.. tOdayS wEathER iS coLd.. buT mI n KonI also fILl up a forM fOR waitReSS gd leH... buT waitIng for reply.. haiz tomm last paPeR lE.. sHuanG leH...

Mu n devilS

wOW yEsTerday aBiT bOred.. wEnt tO mu mEeT tHe pPl tHere... den mI n pAuliN sAY wAnna gO deviLS aFter mU.. coz sHe sIgn mI iN... wAs sUprisE tHaT sHe gOt a bF lE.. nOt bAd EvEn sHe hAv lE wHeN iS mInE coMinG wO?? sO sIaN... hAiz.. dEN bOut 1 i wEnT tO deviLS lE.. mOre sIan oVeR tHeRe.. cOZ i dUnNO mucH oF tHe ppL tHeRe.. oNlI noE pAulIN jAsmIn n sainT gEr nia tHe rest aLl i dUnNo dE.. sO sIaN... hAix dEN i aSk J wAnNa coM fetch mI hOmE aNoT den he say ok lOr sIncE hIS aT mArina plaY game.. sO nIce oF hIM... aLwAys fEtch mE hOmE... hAhA..... buT oF coZ sEe wHerE is hE aT lOR...

todAy wenT tO meet bEBe foR a sHort wAlK... lOnG tImE nEveR saw hEr tUmmy starTing tO groW bIgGER lE wO... hahA... dEn went tO cInA foR pOol sessIon.. aFtEr tHaT she wenT tO meeT heR lAO gOnG lE dEN i went bugiS aLonE.. gO wAlk walK see SeE lOr.. thouGH J wIll cOm feTcH mI bUt coZ hiS playInG gAmE so will cOm laTer.. bUt dEN i dunwaN wait sO lOnG dEN went hOmE mYselF lE... hAhA...

lOnG tImE nO bLog~!

wOW sInce lOnG tImE never bloG le... lOts thinGs hAppenEd.. 1ST onE oF mY fRiEnd is geTtinG maRrIed lE.. wIsH her gOod lucK n alL tHe besT fOR hER marridGe.. n hope tHE gUy wIlL tReat hEr gOod...

cUrrEnTlY no tImE foR sHoppinG... n now lOokinG fOR job lE.. hope eVeRYtHinG wIlL bE fine.. wIll bE cUttinG dowN oN mY cLuBbinG noW.. mOstLy wEnT oUt wIF aPple noWadays.. jUsT wenT rush lasT nIte buT uNfOrturEnAtLy tHinGS duN gOEs wElL.. dEN i wenT tO Mu mEeT kOnI tHeY aLl loR.. saW heR bf.. nOw mU mOrE n more lessEr ppl lE wO... sO sIaN...

mY jiaN feI jI hUA cHeNG goinG lE.. i dID sLim dOwN lE.. hAppY lEH... wIlL kEep iT uP de.. jIa yOu... wIll uPdAte iF i caN...

mU aGaiN..

yesTeRdaY nite wEnT Mu wiF tIaN n hIS bRO... waiteD fOr tHeM.. sAw cLaIrE n tInG n aKeNO tHeY aLL... den tIaN de bRo tAkE oUt tHe mArtell tHaT thEy leFT... sO wE dRiNK...aFtER fInIsH lE hE open anOtHeR bOttlE of mArtELL.. n i tOok tHe membeR.. sO nIcE oF hiM.. dEN wE dRiNK n dRink plaY 5 10 lor.. end oF dAy we fInIsH aLl tHe dRiNkS.. den we wenT bOok kEnG maC eat brEaKfasT.. hAhA.. dEN saW eeleENs n her frienD... aLsO sAW hAO iNsIdE.. wAs suprisE leH.. after hIS bRO sEnd mI hOme.. buT i was hIgH aLready.. hahA

todAY mEet uP wiF hIs brO foR cOfFeE sEssion... talk cOcK aLot.. hahA....

feW dAyS nO bLoG~!

wow jAsT cAmE bAcK fRoM cAmArON higHlAnd.. nIce placE oVeR tHerE.. cOld weatHer.. waS fuN.. n wif tHose frIeNdS aRounD..n ThE fEnG jInG... wAs vEry cold uPhIll.. tOok bOut 1h plus tO reacheD thE tOp.. sTaY tHeRe fOr 2 days.. wow com bAcK fat bAcK 1kG.. sOB soB.. eat tOo mUcH lE.. muSt kEep iT uP aGaIn.. kEep fIt.. i reaLlY miss the straWbErrY tHere.. vErY verY nicE n sWeeT.. bRought bAck oNe jaM.. nIce nIce.. nExT trip hOpe tO gO gentInG... hAhA... mY $$ bRiNg not eNoUGh iF noT cAn bUy strawberrY bAcK de.. tOo bAD.. bUt nVm next time gT chAnCe gO aGain... sO tired aFtEr cOmInG bAck.. had a nIce slp yEsTeRDaY nIte... hAhA

sEntosA~!~!

woW.. wEnT seNtOsA..wanna gO tAnT de... hAiz bUt rain kNs.. aBit sUN com oUt dEN rain.. gO wIF xiaN n ching... nIce nIcE... hahA.. dEN niTe wEnT ktv wIF aPpLe aGain.. sOmE mORe nO vOice lIaO lE... hAiz.... wad a bOreD dAy..

sick*

wOw tOdaY.. i wEnt sTeambOat wIf mUgen n v-poweR n sG20+ dE ppl.. hahA waS fUN... tHat mUgeN eat aLot siA kNS.... v-pOweR coM fetch mE.. hahA.. deN afteR sTeamboaT hE senD mE tO Rush.. hahA nice nice.. dEN sAW lotS ppl iN rUsH toO.. gT kC.. aLeX.. haha.. cEcelaR alsO.. n tIantiaN... aFtEr tHaT i heaD tO mU.. dEN sAw cEllo n oThErS... denm dAncE n dRinK lOR.. tiaN de bRO vErY cuTe kEep taLking tO me.. hahA.. bUt nT my typE hEhe... afteR mU jOsean cOm fetch mE... wAd a rAininG daY sIA... kNs... but a nice gUy oF hIM.. hahA.. siaN.. tIrEd n sLeePy... hehE

nIcE outinG

today pass mY pRacTicaL 2 hAppy.. aLl thanz to sOmEoNe aLso... em meEt aPplE tonIght... wEnT kulaI eAT... nIce nIce... aLl rIde sO fAsT.. my head aLmOsT dRop...one pErsoN oNlI 16 rInggiT... wOrTh iT... hahA

siaN gEttinG sIcK aGain.. abit cOugHiNG.. hAiZ... y aM i sO fAt??? hAiZ.. i wanna sLim doWn mOrE... jia yOu xiaO fenG u can dO iT... 3 cHeereS fOr hEr... hehehE

nIcE nAsI lemak

wOw nice nice.,... went KulaI fOr nAsI lEmaK... nice nIcE.. yUmMY.. but mY kAmpOng place de also verY nIce lEh.. hAha... hAiZ tOmm i gOing fOr my thEoRy lEssoN class le sIaN dIaO sIA... bUt nvm lAh.. the nAsi lemAK nOt bAd... bUt aBiT eX lOR.. tO mE lah.. hAhA..nExT trip i wanna gO tHaIlAnd leH gO bUy bRa.. hAha.. nice nice wO.. bTw reallY eNjOy tHe triP.. n mY frienD... bUt tOo baD mIss oUt aPple :( nVm nExt trIp hAhA..

supper agaIn~!~!

woW tHiAS fEW days kEeP sUpper sIA.. sIaN liaO.. hAiZ mUst dO lots oF exErcise lE.. yEsTeRDaY gO fOR my pRact 1 retaKe.. sO sCareD tHat i wIlL fail.. bUt i pAsSS oMG.. i waS sO hapPy~!~! mY nexT PrAc iS oN monDaY sO scArED lEh... hahA.. dEN aftER tHaT at nite.. meeT mY eX.. sO lOnG nO sAw hIm he wAS totaLlY dIffErEnT lEH.. hahA.. but wE chat fOr 2hOuR pluS.. deN jAcE aSK mI gO sUppeR.. den gO lOR.. awhilE.. hE sEnD mi thErE... hahA.. kUp kia... nOt still nOt bAd.. dEN afTeR eaTing den go hOmE lOR.. that hOW i spEnD my daYs

fUN...

hahA.. jusT cOm bAcK from supper... sIan.. think fAt agAiN.. hAhA nOt bad lEH the outIng .. get tO nOe mOrE frIeNd lE... nIcE nIcE.. biG grouP oUtIng.. buT in tHe enD lEfT fEw ppL nia.. but nvm lah... wEnT tO dAm... dEN cHong pAnG fOR suppEr.. dEn tO jAlaN kAyU fInd pPL... hahA~!~! nIce nicE.. :)

nIcE OutinG

yO yO... wAs vErY fUN yestErDaY~!~! hahA.. gO sch slacK.. coz teAcHer was bUsY wIF sOmethInG loR bO bIaN hahA.. leave scH eaRly... after thaT mEeT mY frIeNd gO jB lOr.. hE waNted to bUy vCd mAh.. sO aCc him gO lor..

Late evEnIng meetInG armY mArket eAT fOr dInnEr.. hAhA.. qUiTe lOtS oF pPL.. cOnsIdeR cHeNg gOnG le.. bUT aLl gOt perSonaL CuE sIA.. bTh.. hAhA.. dEN sEe thEm plaY bIllIard.. sOme oNe saY wanna cOm in the end neVeR.. kNs dua mI lor.. hAiZ... nvm aFtEr thaT swItCH to pool.. wOw liaO tHaT mY frieNd hOR dArM prO sIA.. kNs lEH.. cLear taBlE lOR.. all pPl sCarEd of hIm sO fUnNY siA.. hahA but qUiTe fUnny n nIce gamE.. dEN sOme oF my frieNd lEavE lE.. mE n my frieND wEnt aLaMeEm eat sUpper.. cUtE sia he.. say i mUst eat.. cOz whOle dAy neveR eaT much... hAhA.. dEn meeT aPplE n hEr frieNd lor.. dEn talK cOcK till 2 pluS dEN go hOmE.. tIred sia.. hAiZ...

ToMM my pRacT 1 aGain. hOpe tHiS tImE rOuND pAss wIf fLyInG cOlOuR... gOD bLess~!~!

Mu

yEsteRdaY ar.. wEnT Mu agaIn.. cOZ oF kEN lOR.. n iS cellO biRtHday lor.. wIsh heR hAppY bIrthDay.. dEN sAY haO wanna lEave eaRlY dE in thE eNd neveR.. sTaY tIll 3 pluS.. n i dRink fInisH mY bOttlE loR.. aBiT hIgH sIA.. hAhA.. buT nOT baD lah.. fuN.. sAw uNcLE.. he mOre n morE sKinnY liaO.. sOmE mOrE stIlL sIcK.. kE lIaN.. hAiz.. deN uNcLe mSg mI.. say "nieCe u becoMe mOre n mOrE prEtTy liaO" i WaS stone sia.. thouGH hE wIll sAy i becomE mOrE faTtEr sIA..hahA sO cUte.. lOtS ppl camE mU aLso... hAhA bTw jusT verY fUn..

faiL

yO.. yEsTerDay tAkE my pRactiaL 1.. hAiz sIaN faIL lEh.. sTiLL gT lotS oF thInGS hAveN dO leH.. hAiz.. saD saD.. bUt wiLl jIA yOu de wO.. hEhe.. a nIce outIng lAsT nItE.. think mY billiaRd still sO lousy.. hAiZ.. keep cAnT gT tHe rIghT pOsTuRe.. haiz.. mEeT aPple afteR mY pRaC 1.. wE both tAkE tHe heLmat sO cUte sIa.. brinG hErE n tHeRe.. hAhA.. she sAy wanna acc mE dE dEN brinG lOR.. we gO eaT jIaN dAO jiaN aT JalaN bEsAr.. nIcE nIcE lOts oF pPl sIA.. bTH.. aFtEr eaTinG wE wEnT aH bOy see helmAT.. bUt dUn hav thE choice lEh.. i wanna gO oTheR placE see lE.. aNy jIE sHaO??? hAhA..

aFtER thaT walk tO bus stoP.. sHe sAy bUS 7 gT reachEd KKfC sO wE tOoK lOR.. iN tHe eNd KnS.. gO tO gEylanG.. wOw liaO.. bTH.. dEN hav tO walK aGaiN lOR.. tHis 2 dAyS keEP walkInG but i lIkE.. cAn jiaN fEI mah.. den we talK lots oF cOck whilE waLkIng sIA.. BtH fRoM oNe plaCe to anOtheR.. bUT dEN wE both just verY cUte lor.. brInG heLmAt herE n there.. hAhA.. but gO oUt wIf hEr.. aLwAys eatinG de.. buT oF cOz i hAv to contrOl mY diet laH.. hahA.. deN we wait aT KkFc.. lieW we sIt there fOr very lOnG.. tIlL i fall aSleeP sIA.. hahA.. aFtER thaT some frIeNdS cAM lOR.. dEn awhiLE lAtEr gO hOmE lE.. sO tired sIa.. hahA.. sLp 2 hOue nIA the day befOR..

lOtS oF dayS

wOw long tImE nO wRite lE wO.. haha gOt miss mE mAh?? hAha.. ok laH lEts sTaRt froM lasT fridAy bAh..

30th sept
tOdaY wenT tO Jb wIF pAuchE.. hE was meEtinG hIS frIeNdS tHeRe.. deN wE wenT tiaN laI.. nT bAd.. tHe fOod.. haha.. i onli pay 20 rInggIt cOZ i onlI hav that. eN sImon aLsO gT gO.. the blacK pepper cRab very nice lEH.. bTw tHeY r rEaLly guys talK lor.. aLl those kinD of thingS de leH.. bTh. deN i jUst listEN lor.. hahA.. fInally i noE who iS xIaO xUe lE.. oMg sHorT n....... HGaHa.. dUN be tOo bAd.. aFytEr that wE went back sIngapore lE...

1st oct
wEnT tO Mu cOz oF sTupID aH kor kEn laH.. dEN tEll mI hE dunwan gO lasT mIN./. dEN i kaN hIM lor.. gO dOWn cOZ of hIM if i nOE i gO Jb wIF appLe theY aLl lE.. iN the eNd hE aLso cAm.. bUT i drinK tilL abit hIgH lE.. bEer leH.. mY wEek pArT.. hAhA.. drink le higH hIgH gO dancE loR.. bUt i lEavE aT 2pLuS ah hAO cOm feTch mI hOmE.. den wHeN i fOunD out kOnI wAs nOt therE.. the locker kEy wAs wIf hEr.. mI , bebe n jAce was sHock when we nOe.. aS sHe neveR sAY a word den go rUsH likE tHaT.. den bebe gO oFf wIf bOY.. wHiLe i ask hao brinG mI gO Ms takE tHe kEy from kOnI loR.. bO biaN.. aftER that gO hOmE le..

2nD oCt
tOdAY aR.. mEeT up wIF siMoN lOR.. cOz paUcHe lAwreNce n pactIrCk mEeT uP fOr dInneR aT bEdOk blk 511.. sImON cOm feTch mI go mAh.. hAhA.. he rIde reaL sAfety lEh.. hAhA. dEN wE eAT n cHiT cHat aFtER that mI simON eNpty vEssal n pAuL dEcIde tO play biLliard..sO wenT tO kLassiC aT beacH road there.. after that guess wAd. aFtER thE gaME pAucHe was hUngRy den gO eat again.. aFtER eaT le aLl gO hOmE loR.. dEN sImON saY wAnna go rOundinG not deN i anythinG.. wE gO tO cOsy baY there sIt dOwN cHaT cHat.. talK bOuT lots oF thIngS till 3lIke tHaT deN senD mE hOmE..den onLine awhile..den sLp lE..

3Rd oCt
yEsterDaY again mEeT uP wIf paUl he fetch mE.. wE gO motowOrLD meeT up wiF jEss n hIS hUsband.. dEn gO bEdOk 511 eAt aGaIn.. dEN aPpLe,pactRiCK law n mIkE came aLsO.. aFtEr eAtInG pAuL fetcH mI go tAkE my walleT aT tHe sTupid faCtOrY lOR.. deN tHe secUrItY gUarD sTiLl dUnWan gIve mI the wallet sIA kNs.. in tHe iN take fOr awHile den hE gIvE.. kNs de.. dEN wE gO taMpiNeS mEeT Pl ,pactIrck n laW fOR a mOvIe.. "qIu monG qI yUan" bY aNdY lAO..nOt bAd at the bacK vErY toUcH.. i drop tearS lEH.. hAiz.. den aFtEr thaT pAul senD mI hOmE lor.. hOpe i cAN joiN theM again thiS fridaY lEh.. bUT pAI seh to aSK paul lEH...

enrOmEnt

yO.. tOdAY mEeT ken kOR.. gO eunos den CdC drivInG center coz i gO eNrOmenT fOr mY bIkE... sO sCareD mY 1sT pRaCtIcaL lEssoN is oN nExT wEd 5th of oCt.. sO eXcited lEh.. bUt abiT eX lEH... hAiz... 100+ lEH... hOpe i wIll pAss aLL.. all the besT..

sAd daY

today never go sch... was tired... haiz.. went out wif stacy.. go play pool den walk walk.. also go find ken ah kor... haiz.. today was a sad day for mi.. as everything was the end le... haiz... den after that went to the chalet at aloha... is trical de chalat... was a big bangelow sia.. not bad... den i stay awhile onli den leave le.. lawrence send mi to mrt station.. n now i am home le.. haha

losT weigHT

wOw yEsteRdAY weNt tO see doctor reguarding my skin.. den he weight for mi.. i go down by 3kg sia.. happy.. must keep it up le hahahaah this few days very sad n confuse.. lots of things in my mind...just happened to made my ezlink card le.. haiz... so ex sia.. haiz xin tong.. my WALLEt especially lor.. kns...haiz.. no modo to write.. end here

working n lost wallet

yesterday went to work factory wif jace acturelly dunwan go de.. in the end still go lor... so suey when i finish work i found out my wallet was totally gone lor.. not a single thing left lor.. knn must be the malay guys lor... ccb... si bei hot n angry lor... if i noe is who i will catch them to police liao... my birtdhay present osem more lor is pierred cardin de leh... so sad...

borInG

sTaY homE foR 2 dayS lE.. haiz sIaN dIaO.. aFtEr sAt i really cOnfuse lE.. i dunnO waD aM i thInkiNg bOuT.. omG....... HELP!!!!! aM i gOiNg bacK tHE samE time?? aM i sTarTiNg tO falL aGaIn??? aM i tHiNkInG oF him.. bUT i gUeSs yEs.. hAiZ.. tELl mi pLZ.. ArH!!!! saW hIM i feel lIke tAlkInG tO hIM n fEel cLose tO hiM.. buT tHaT dAy wAS aBiT hIgh i gueSs.. haha.. aftEr sO lOnG lE.. sUdden appeareD i rEaLly dUnNO wAd tO dO bUt tO rElax mYself.. hEnG i nEveR dO aNy sIllY tHing tHaT dAY hAhA.. wIll tHe sToRy cOnTiNuEs??? oR eNd?? i mYselF aLsO dUnNO.. uNtIll nOW i sTilL dUnno wAdS tHe aNS.. he lIkEs mi?? oR hE dOnT?? i waS too sHy tO aSK lE.. wIll wAiT baH.. untIl tHe dAY.. bUT oF cOZ hOpE tHiNgS wOnT cHangE toO.. buT i tReasUrE eVery mIN eVeRy sInglE tImE sPeND wIF hIM... :) its enoUgHt lE... hAiz wHeN wIll u reaLly feel mY hearT??? hAiz~!

kEnNy gOing jApaN lateR lE.. dUnno is nIte oR dAy time.. wIlL mIsS hIM toO.. hE bE goinG foR a lOnG tImE oMG.... but iTs Ok..

Mu cElEbRation

hahA yEsTerDaY wAs fuN.. i was very hIgh aT fRisT aftEr i dRiNk 2 LaMbOgIni lOr.. sHuanG diao leh.. hahA.. dAviS n yoNg trEat mI oNe each lor.. nIcE nIcE leh.. eM.. quiTe a nuM of ppl cAmE loR.. sO hApPy.. unclE aLsO goT cOme buT qUiTe lAtE dE.. deN gOt Yc' aH wEI wE aLl gO stagE dAncE again.. sO nIcE hahA.. lOnG tImE nEvEr dAncE tHerE lE wO.. n i likE the pResenT from aLl oF tHem.. i like iT vEry mucH.. hEhe..i open 1 bOttlE of cHivaS buT sTiLL gOT sOmE lEfT oVer laH.. dEN i kEep le.. aFteR everytHinG mi yc,weI, jacE, kOni, bOy, kOnI,sHiny,cHellO,kEN...... n manY mORe aLl wenT tO 7-11 eaT n dRink lor.. hahA den wHen goinG bAcK iT rainS... sIaN..

cHeESe cRaB iN jb..

veRy hAppy yEsTerDay i meet pIaO linG tHey aLl gO jB eAt cheese cRaB buT oNlI 3 bIkes tOdAY.. bUt noT bAd sTill eNjoY aftER tHaT whEN com bAck sIngApOrE iT rAin vEry biG i waS all wet lOr.. hAiZ sIaN dIao..

JB cHeEse cRab~!

yesterDay was reaLly vEry happy... afternOon mEeT jAmeS hE treat mi gO eaT sAkaE sUsHI.. dEN after tHaT mEeT kangweI koR aT bUgIS walK wAlk .. buY Yc de prEsenT.. hahA.. hopE hE lIke iT lOr.. em.. hE wanNa fix His wAtcH so wE go to thE market lEvel 2 tHere.. bUt was finE.. iT geT fIx.. em.. dEN we dIcIdE tO fInd Yc n lI xIaN.. aT tHE libRary.. aFter awhilE i gTg lE wO.. sO sAd gOnNA lEave sO eaRlY wo..dEN gO hOme lAwRencE coM fetcH mI n mEeT piaO lInG tHeY aLL.. wE gOiNg jb eaT cHeesE cRab.. saw jacE dE parenTS dOwNstaIr.. hEr muM sAy i tUrN slimeR n pRetTy lE.. buT tO mi i DuN think sO leH.. deN lawRencE coM lE woW hE nevEr pUt box wo.. sO sUpRisE.. bUT i preferE nO bOx.. hahA.. den meet apple tHey aLl lE wE gO iN froM 2nD lInK lOr.. at Gp Esso saw lOtS oF bIkES.. some fRoM frOuM de.. oNe of ThE geR camE say "dunno whos bIrThDay tOdaY hor" dEN i wAS lIke sTunD lOr.. wHO iS sHe wO?? deN aFtER tHaT i noE lE.. hahA.. buT we dInT jOin ThEm coZ we goT our plaN lE tHats y lOR.. tHeY aLsO wanna jOin us dE buT canT.. nVm.. em wHen rEachEd pasIR gUdAn tHe placE was nIcE really.. i like tHaT placE.. aLtHougH aBit woLU lah.. buT got tHe protectIon oF lAwrEnce sO nvM laH.. wHen gOinG bAcK sIngAporE iT raiN heavaLy lOR.. reaLly biG leH.. deN aT cUstom aBit jaM dEN law dRive tO tHe fronT n ruN iNsIdE tO cHop passporT.. coZ i dUN nEEd mAH.. deN wE gO 1sT lE.. i waS all wet wHeN i reacheD home.. but hE wanna gIvE mi tHe raiN cOaT bUT i dUnwAN.. so sUey leH.. biG rain sTupid raiN...

today gOinG Mu le sO hAPpy... dunno wAd wIll hAppeneD tHere wo.. sO eXcitED continuE tO tOmm dE bLoG bAh.. tAtA..

BIRTHDAY GER

WoW fInally mY bIrThday lE wO.. tOday iS My biG dAy hAhA...

yEsterdAy gO oUt plaY pool wIf bEbE,boY n kEnnY theY aLL wAs fuN.. hAhA
gUess wAD i sAw YC sIA.. sO qiaO aT cInE lEH..dEN talK aWhilE lOR.. hIs sTiLl the sAmE.. cUtE cUte de... den aftER tHAt mI jace n bebE walk tO mU thinkinG of gOing.. iN the eND nevEr.. wHeN i wAs bOut tO msG yc he wAs walking tOwards uS leH.. sO qIaO agAiN.. haha dEn afTer tHaT i weNt hOme lE..

tHanz tO thosE whO wIsHeS mI hApPy birThDaY tHanz~!

cOuntInG dOwN

woW.. tOdAY cOuntInG dOwN tO mY bIrthday lE.. 18 lIaO lE wO.. sO hAppy~!~! hahA

yEsTeRdAY wEnt tO paK bIlliard wIF redname n pual bUt i jiO michael along he jIO lawrence.. in the end lots of ppl.. michael jio one of his buddy also, den paul jio baby devils.. but her friend drive.. den com fetch mi there... coz they dun hav extra helmet.. funny thing is the car already 5 ppl le add mi is 6 leh... den coco de friend also joining so total 7 lor.. omg 7 leh.. how can.. but still hiong lah.. haha so funny sia.. den afetr that play billiard lor... den cnahge to pool .. coz billiard too lnog le.. den redname bring his personal cue sia.. power leh... after all the games we go downstair de coffee shop.. while they eat n drink.. i drink le go home liao.. scared no bus mah.. heng still got 31 think last bus le./.. haah power...

rain...

wowo yEsTeRday go sch... afetr sch rain sia... kns.. when i reacherd red hill big rain leh.. sian 1/2.. dEn waiteD fOR dOctoR tO sEe mE.. wOW.. nOW i noE i sO hEavY siA.. kNn... bUT dOctoR gOt giVE mI sOmE pilLs tO eat buT hAV tO fOlLow wAd hE saY dEN i cAn sLiM dOwN leH.. hAha~!~! i wIll tRY de... tOdaY oNlI dRiNk oNe gLass oF mIlK.. tIll jUsT noW dEN eAT 2 pieCe oF cHiCkeN.. thats aLL fOR tOdaY.. em.. afteR sCH wEnT bUgIS.. coz gOnNa buY projecT dE thInGS... mI n sTacy nIA.. she kEep pErsuade mI gO bedok eAt bUt i dUnwaN.. deN i gO meeT jAcE aT bugis lAn shop.. gO used nEt aWhilE lOR... hAhA.. den gO eAt lOnG jOhN cHiCkEN.. hAhA.. dEN broUght a thing.. dUnNo hOW tO saY.. hAhA``!~!

i rEaLly xIa dInG jUE xIn jIaN fei lE.. i wAN tO bE pretty... i wanNA weaR nIcE cLotHeS.. haha~!~! cHeErs fOR mI plz.. tHanZ

See dOctoR~!

wowo todAY go sch... afetr sch rain sia... kns.. when i reacherd red hill big rain leh.. sian 1/2.. dEn waiteD fOR dOctoR tO sEe mE.. wOW.. nOW i noE i sO hEavY siA.. kNn... bUT dOctoR gOt giVE mI sOmE pilLs tO eat buT hAV tO fOlLow wAd hE saY dEN i cAn sLiM dOwN leH.. hAha~!~! i wIll tRY de... tOdaY oNlI dRiNk oNe gLass oF mIlK.. tIll jUsT noW dEN eAT 2 pieCe oF cHiCkeN.. thats aLL fOR tOdaY.. em.. afteR sCH wEnT bUgIS.. coz gOnNa buY projecT dE thInGS... mI n sTacy nIA.. she kEep pErsuade mI gO bedok eAt bUt i dUnwaN.. deN i gO meeT jAcE aT bugis lAn shop.. gO used nEt aWhilE lOR... hAhA.. den gO eAt lOnG jOhN cHiCkEN.. hAhA.. dEN broUght a thing.. dUnNo hOW tO saY.. hAhA``!~!

i rEaLly xIa dInG jUE xIn jIaN fei lE.. i wAN tO bE pretty... i wanNA weaR nIcE cLotHeS.. haha~!~! cHeErs fOR mI plz.. tHanZ

marInA sTeAmbOat~!

wOW tOdaY verY happy lEH... meetinG mEI,tAnSY,kIm n minG.. bUt mInG dID nOt turN up foR tHe sTeambOat.. fOmEI dE mUm cAmE aLoNG too..i tReat eVery oNE fOR the steambOaT.. hahA.. eAt till fUlL fUll lEh.. dEN aFteR tHat wenT bUgIS meeT minG .. she hUnGrY sO wE aCc her go eAt.. bUt i tReat again... wad i supRise iS tHey wannA eAt sWenseN lOR.. wOw liaO.. ex leH.. wHerE gOt $$... bUt wAs tOtallY dIfferenT.. cOZ tHeY brouGhT mI a ICE CREAM CAKE~! omG... aLtHoUgH eVery yEar tHeY bRoughT mI a cakE but thiS yr iS the bEst.. rEaLly vErY happY.. dEN aFtER tHaT tHey gIvE mI a WaLlEt sHop walleT.. i wAS reaL hAppy lOR.. cOz i lIke iT vERy mUch.. reaLly tHanz lOts.... mY 1ST presenT leH... tHeY r mY bEsT fRienDs.. nEver fOrgeT bOuT mE de... reaLly vEry aPpreciatE aLThOugT wE harDlY sEe eAcH othEr lE but sTiLL vErY gReAtfUll tO tHem... lovE theM aLl...

BLK 10 Gers rOcKS




My bIrThDay cAkE~! NiCe.. swenseN de wO..


tHeY tRyInG tO mAkE a 'F' sHape.. coZ mY nAmE FonG


cUtTIng mY bIrthDay cakES~

rUsH

yEsTeRdAY is rUsH day.. cOZ i gOing dOwN theRe.. gOT a bOttLe of whiSkY theRe..

meEt cHiNg aIaI gO sHoP fOR pResenT.. managE tO buY sOmREthinG.. dEN aftER tHaT meeT xian aT eXpo. cOZ theY wAnna sEe thE womEn thinGs ..bUt abit bOIrED laH.. buT nVm.. eM.. den gO wAlK awhilE iN tHe paSa mALam at bEdOK.. dEN tOok bUs dOwN tO MS.. RuSh.. hahA.. wE reacHeD rounD 10+ buT hAv tO paY cOvEr sO sIaN.. so 3 Of uS dRiNk almOsT 1/2 nbOttlE lE.. plaY 5 10 lOr.. loss de drinK.. den dA jie cAmE.. fOlLoW bY jAcE n hER friend dEn bY kOnI lOr.. hahA.. bUt nO gUys.. bO bIan i noT atTraCtIvE enouGh jiO de gUys alwAys nevEr cOM.. wHen rUsH closinG aH wEi cAme lOR.. hahA.. dEN closE lE we wenT homE excepT fOR kOnI jace n Wei theY wEnT mu.. waS reaLly hIgH lOre.. gO hOmE chaT awhiLE gO sLP le.. hahA..

tOnIgHt sTeAMboaT..n couNtInG 5 more dayS tO my birthDay.. sO exciTed...

yO~!~!

wOW... i yEsterday wenT wOrKiNg wiF sTacY n jAcE.. hAhA wOrK fOr 12 hOuRs.. i iNtrodUcE kEn koR tO worK aLsO.. bUT i sAW terry n hiM tOgether wad a surPrIsE wo.. bUT sO sAd cant wOrK tOgetheR lEH... hAhA.. buT wAs oK laH tHe leadEr vErY fIerce de.. kns

aFtER wOrK jAmes cAmE tO feTcH mE.. bUt jAcE wEnt aLoNG.. we gO tO tHe nEw mArkeT nEaR bEdoK hE brinG uS theRe... em.. wHeN oN tHe waY bAcK thingS happeneD.. hE angrY wIF mE foR nOthInG lOr.. sO sTupiD.. deN aLl tHe waY i kEep qUieT.. wHeN jAcE alighT.. hE stop at rOad sIdE.. n sTaRt quArrEL aGaIN.. hAiz.. wTH lor.. i aNgRY i sLaM hIS dORr n i wAnna gO hOmE... kNs.. bUt aCturelLy hE meEt mE wanNa gIvE mY mUM tHe mOon cakE.. sO hE cOm feTch mi instEaD sO hE dUn nEed to gO uP... bUt nOW oK le lA.. bAcK tO normaL lE :)

haah tOnIgHt RuSH... sHuang sUrE lotS oF pPL de.. sO exCitEd~!

bebe cElEbrAtIoN

today is bebe jie de birthday celebration leh.. nice nice... haha.. em.. she wanted to go chinablack to celebrate.. dunno if i can make it anot also lor.. sian diao leh.. haiz... if cant den gonna go hoem liao lor... dunno got who go laso leh... haha.. after hers is mine le.. so excited.. but i gonan broke liao... how???

bebe cElEbrAtIoN

today iS bebe jie de birthday celebration.. tomm is her birthday.. she wanted to go chinablack so got to acc her go lor.. hahahah.. but dunno if i can enter not.. if cant den too bad.. coz i wednesday very suey de.. always kena check one lor.. bo bian... dunno who be gonig also..think few ppl bah... see how.. blog again~!

wow...

so lnog never blog le.. haha.. lots of this happened last wekk.. haiz.. sian diao.. but i went home early last sat... lots thnigs happened.. haiz.. btw pass le.. yeah this sat rush.. wow shuang leh... invite all my rush de friends there... nice nice.. my aiai n other good friend leh... nice...can see my lost lnog friend all that... open whiskey le... too bad cant open martell or chivas.. :(

10 more days to my birthday le.. counting down liao.. hahahahah will be a very big celebration.. coz will be celebrating wif shiny star jie.. but too bad YC is not around.. but will still try to ask him along lor... so excited... but hope on that day nothing will happened bah.. i wan peace... no war please.. no quarrel no fighting... all of us should enjoy... haha~! hope lots of ppl come... the more the betetr lor..

finisH pAper~1~!

wOW i fInIsH my pAper lE.. bUt still hav loTs pRoJecT tO dO.. sian.. aFtER thiS teRM cAN relAX vErY lonG liao lE wO.. hAhA~!~! tOday iS frIdAy.. nExT week oNward 8 deN start cLaSs/.. sHuanG.. better lEh~! but gOiNg hOmE lAtE laH.. nO dIffErenT.. hAiZ.. dUnno wad to do noW sO bOred.. tIred..

ktv

wowo.. no sch yesterday n today.. but die my project haven finish lor.. wow liao a... die le lah.. haiz.. em.. yesterdya went ktv wif ken kor, uncle vincent,jesmin auntie, y2k n qihe<-- not close.. haha.. em.. aftert the ktv they wanted to chiong.. so the qihe bring us to devils lor.. but so suey kena check knn,,, ok since i cant go in here den decide to go find icy jie n a ger call nana... at shanghai.. when reached le.. we go there kns lor i been check again.. wtf... cant go in agin.. knn i birthday i take ic throw them ar... shang hai is wad nothing lor.. sucks i wont go there anymore.. big deal ar.. den after that went to play pool but onli mi icy jie,ken kor n y2k was there onli.. so sian.. haiz.. wanted to go devisl but cant .. haiz.. den we took a cab hoem...

boring day~!

haiz.. yesterday is my second paper wo... not bad confirm pass de... today n tomm never go sch.. but today i skip class.. haha.. give self holiday 1st.. tomm is teacher days.. wish all the teachers happy teacher day.. haha~!~! yesterday slp at 1 plus... haiz but now still tired wo.. haiz..

no ppl care or love.. lonely mi... hahahahahaha

wow...

em.. tOdAY iS mY 1sT pApEr..diE.. cOlourinG cannoT mAke iT de.. hAiZ.. scarEd wIll retesT wO.. siaN... tOmm anOtheR tesT aGaIn.. hOpE evErythinG gOes welL wO.. goD bLess.. wED n thurS nO gO scH.. gOnna sTaY hOmE n dO cOlOuRiNg... sIaN sIao.. den friday tHeOrY teSt~!~! gOnNa sTaY hOmE lE canT gO oUt liaO...

wEnT Ktv wiF ken kOr.. yInger jIe.. nOIt bAd sO long never gO sInG lE,... my vOiCe sUcKS.. afTer tHaT uNcLE n aUntiE cAmE aLso... tHey cOmE sInG 1 hOuR oNlI.. qUite eX de.. aFteR tHaT gO eAT aT tHe S11.. uNcLE tReAT mE eAt wO.. sO nIcE oF hiM.. nExT tImE i goT monEy deN treaT him back.. wIsH hIm n aUntiE aLl the bEsT wO...

think i hav reallY loss faIt iN rElAtIoNsHiP.. canT fuLlfill my wIsH lE... coZ i noE thinG iS impoSiblE dE.. eveN i tUrN cHio??? alsO nO uSeD... cOZ hE jUst wOnt falL foR mE Bah~!~! haiz

moMo oN fridAy n mU oN sat

fRiDaY

wEnT momO on fridAY lEh.. coZ hUnEY dE bIrthdaY gO fOR aWhIlE lOR.. dEB mY fRieND wantED tO gO mOS lE.. sO wE leavE 11pluS qUiTe nuM oF pPl went therE de.. eM.. aCtuReaLly dUnwaN tO lEave dE bUt bO bIaN.. dEN wenT mOS lotS oF ppL was tHeRe.. hAv tO Q.. vErY lOnG.. dEn wEnT rUsH.. buT i got nO mood dUnNO y... mAyBe tOo lOng nO cHionG...gO hOmE qUiTe earLy that day de..

sAT

went MU tOnIght.. not bAd qUiTe fUN de...dRiNK oNe water fAlL.. hAhA

anothing day le... haha em.. just a boring day thats all... slp n wake up.. do nothing.. haiz.. no money no nothing.. stay home do work.. tomm hav to go sch again.. sian.. gonig slp soon.. very tired haiz

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tOdAY iS a mOodY dAy fOR mE.. gUys sUcKS.. aLl lier... fUcK.. hAiz...

tOdaY.. sTaY hOmE.. nOthInG tO dO... jAmEs called mE.. wE hAD a vEry biG qUaRrel.. reaLly.. vEry jIa lAt.. haiZ..

dunno wAd tO wRiTe lE.. everyoNe sEem tO bE iGnOrE mE.. eVen hIM??? hAiz.. mY dAY iS mOrE n morE wOrSe.. sTilL goT coUghinG.. hAiz.. sIan.. fAT lE.. fAtTer.. i lOok mOre uGlY...

again... long tiem no blog...

eM... aGaIn.. anOtheR lonG tImE nO bLoG.. lazy tO tYpE.. lOtS thInG happenED... bTw.. mY bIrthday cOmInG lE.. haiZ.. wIlL i hav loTs oF pResenT??? hAhA~!~! JK.. dUN fEel likE cElEbrAtinG.. sO sIaN.. nO mOod thIs fEw dayS.. hAiz... nOW hOliday.. cUrRenTlY fOund a jOB wOrKinG iN mOtOrOlA.. nOt bAd.. cAN wOrK anytImE dE.. aT list cAN sErvIvE.. hAiz. gOnnA sTudY n hAv tO dO mY pRojecT.. enD oF yr cOmInG nle.. after tHis wEek sCH reopeN eXaM lE.. sTresS.. eVerytHinG aLsO dUnno.. dIe lE laH.. hoW?????? wHO cAN hElp?? nOnE othER deN myself~! lIfE sTiLL hav tO gO oN rIght???

mIss hiM?? hAiz he dUN noe.. am i jUsT tOO sIlLY??? nOW.. i lIkE hIM.. bUt i lIkE tHe oThEr oNE mORe.. aS i likE hiM 1ST.. foR sO lOnG lE.. i dUN think i haV a chance.. i understAnD... bUt nVm.. lIfe sTiLl hav tO gO oN.... hOpE oNe dAY mErIcAL cOmEs bAh.. I WANNA SLKIM DOWN~!`! I WANNA BE NICE N PRETTY~!~! I HAV BEEN LEAVING IN A UGLY WORLD OF MYSELF~~~~~~~~ ARHHHHH WTH WTF WTS~~~~~~~~~~~ I WANNA BE DOT N LOVE N CARE~~~~ I WANNA QUIT THIS KIND OF LIFE MEN~~~~~ GOD PLZ HELP ME~~~~~~~~

sIck lE~!@

hAiz.. fallInG sIcK le... hAiz... hOw?? dUuno how lonG i wIll bE sIcK thiS tImE round~! hAiz.. kEep cOughinG.. after thaT wIll sNeEzE dEN lOsT voicE.. hAiz i noE myself tOo well lE.. bUsY wiF mY wOrk lE.. cAnT cHionG mUcH after my eXaM dEN cHionG baH... lots oF pRojEcT n wOrK tO dO.. hOliday nExT wEek lE.. gOnNA sTudY foR iT lIaO.. iF nOt dIe sIA~! also dUnnO iF i wAnnA cElEbrate my bIrthdAY noT.. seE hOw bAh.. bY dEN iF really canT dEn nOt gOnNa cElEbratE lE wO.. haIz!~!

few dAyS aGaIn..

haha.. hErE tO bloG aGaIN... coUntinG dOwN tO mY bIrthdAY lE haha~!~! nIcE nIce... hope eVerythinG wIlL bE fIne.. siaN.. nEed tO sAvE $$ nOW if noT jIa lAt~!~! wEnT to Mu last nIte.. was fuN.. quiTe aLots oF ppl... dRink tHinK goT 1/2 bOtTlE bAh.. hE kEep gIvInG uS dRink... aIyO.. btH~! i alsO hIgH den wenT deviLS mEet tHE wHO.. den aFtEr tHaT lYoN senD mE bEbE n kOni hOmE...

haIZ.. tOday dUN fEel gOod aGaIn.. lots of thInG iN my mInd... hAiZ.. sOmetHingS iS hArD tO bE sAY.. bUT mY feeliNG iS eAsy tO sHoW.. buT hAiz nO oNE noeS...

mIsseS hIM aLots.. oNcE gO Mu i aLwaYs rEmEmbER tHe pAst... iT wAs fUN buT nOw?? wAs aLl aLonE hAiZ~!~!

lOnG tImE nO bLog

woW iTS bEen a lonG tImE ago sInce i laSt bLoG wO.. tOday iS nAtionAL day... so i aM herE tO wIsH u gUys hAppy nAtIonAL Day~~~~~~~~ hAiz.. went MU lAsT nItE.. theY opeN 3 bOttlEs.. bUT i goT sHarE aBiT lAH.. qUiTe aLoT oF ppl de.. den yestErDaY aLmost gOt tAI jI sIa.. sCarED scAred.. bUt in tHe eND oK lE... xIaO vAL dE aH pA sTiLL aSk waNna dRink vOdka anot.. sO gOod.. hAhA.. bUT iN tHe enD never... i wAS hIgh.. bUT nothInG happeneD.. aH bEe gOt cOM also.. foR awhilE... sIan.. nVm.. pAsT lE..


sTiLL mIssInG hiM aLots... 1 mOnth lE.. sO lonG... buT yET.. mY feelinG iS still the sAmE.. dUnnO y... tHe sTronG feelInG.. think hArD tO fOrgeT hiM dE.. bTw i wIll wait tIll he fInisH hIS everything n cElEbratE BIRthday tOgethER... hAha~!~! aLl tjhe besT iN evErytHing~!!~!

sIaNz...

still cant get my computer fix.. so fad up.. haiz.. wth.. coz my friend say is mother board problem hav to bing to the shop... sian 1/2... now at lan shop again... cant wait to blog everyday again... currently no mood coz of the problem... haiz... should i go chiong this weekend??? haiz see how bah... see the qing kuang 1st.. haha

am i a fool myself?? i really dunno... i hate it.. hate myself.. hate everything i do... haiz... am i wrong to fall for u?? i dunno.. i keep asking myself this question... is it worth it?? or am i waiting fro u ans to say that u dun like mi at all???? :( :( :(~~~~~

lonely

another day has pass... now here i at bugis lan shop... tomm my friend coming to fix my computer.. nice nice leh.. finally... if not hav to waste my tiem here... so sian... haiz.. so lonely today... alone...

miss him... alots alots.... hope his doing fine.. this the last week for him to do the test le.. good good.. waiting............................................

lOnG time nO bLoG~!

tHiS fEW days nO bLog.. coZ my cOmpUtER gOT pRobLeM.. hAiZ.. lOtS oF thIngs happenEd reCeNtlY..dUnnO hOW tO sTart.. jUst dUN feel gOod.. mOodY.. sAd?? hAiZ.. dUnnO.. bTW lAst fRidAY n sAT wEnT tO cLuB mOmo.. nOt bAd lEH.. but vEry pAcK lor.. mAnY ppl.. dEN i bo bIaN.. goT gO mU alsO.. bUt sO sIan dUnnO Y.. nO mood.. nvM.. aT lisT i make a tImE hErE to bLoG lE.. hAhA..

thiS fEw dAyS.. sTill mIss hIM.. nEver sToP thInkInG of hIM.. hOpe hE nOe~!~! haiz..

wAD a dAY~!~!

nEW dAY hAs pAss... hAiZ.. iTs tUesday tOmm iS wednesdAY.. tOday msG ah wEI.. rEguarDiNg hiS pAper.. hE sAY.. cHickeN paPeR.. kNS tHaT dAY aT chAlaT sAY tIll he gOnNa diE iF he never sTudY.. kNs.. buT gOod fOr hIM.. hOpE thaT Yc pAper toO.. wish hIM aLl tHe bEsT iN hIS pApeR... :)

a nEw dAY.. bUt tO me.. iTS noT.. hAiZ.. xIanG nI XiaNG Ni XiAnG nI... tIaN tIaN dOu zAI xIang ni... mEI yI feN meI yI mIaO.. wO dE xInG cHonG laI mEI tInG zhI guo... bU gUanG ni zAi bU zAI hU wo... wO dOu hUI dEn dEn dEN... :(

gO bUgis~!

todAy nEver gO sCH... hAiz... mEeT uP wIf kOnI,jAcE n cHinG.. long timE nO gO out tOgEtheR... tomm iS bUrgUndY uNcLE de birtHday.. wIsH him gOod luCk..gO walK wAlK wIf kOnI n jAcE 1ST.. den gO wtM... chinG came aFteR thaT.. hAiz... dEN nItE tImE bOy cOmE meeT uS tO play poo.. hAhA i won hIm 5-2 lEh.. but lucky oNlI laH... afTeR thaT gO hOmE lE..

haiz... tHinkInG oF hIM.. aLthOUgh i canT sEe hIM.. cant cOntAcT hIM.. bUt mY heArT nEveR sToP thInking oF hIM.. hAiZ.. aLthOuGh i cAnT tEll hIM i lIkE hIM bUt.. i wIlL sHoW hiM... i wIll wRiTe eVerydAY.. shoW hiM hoW mUcH i lIkE hIM.. i wIll wRiTe oUt mY feElinGs mY tHought foR hIM.. waiT n waiT ... i wIll wait fOR hIM tO msG hIM tOo..as i noE i msG hIm hE wOnT reply.. nO mAtteR wAd i wIlL wait...aS sIncE tHaT dAY i saw hIM.. i tElL mYselF i wIlL waiT fOR hIM... tIlL tHe dAY i reAlLy pRoVe tO mYselF i dUN likE/lOvE him anymOrE~!~!

kOr cHaleT

saT~!

wEnT ouT tO bUy pResent wiF yinGeR jie.. wE walK arOund aT bugis.. deN we brouGhT a sHiRT fOR kEn n a liGhTeR fOR bUrgUnDy uNcLE.. as kEn kOr iNviteD uS tO hIS birtHday cHalEt aT cHaNgI.. dEN aFter thaT wE mEeT uP aT tAmPineS inteRchangE aT rOunD 10pLuS.. gOT mI,kEn,yInGeR,ah wei,tInG,ElmO,iCy jie,burgundy uncle ,his friend,kEn dE cAmP mAtE,shang de n jace lor... den aT cHalET gOT kEn dE brO n his bRO dE wIfe.. buT qUiTe lAtE lE.. dEn wE dEcIded tO gO Och.. aH wEi aCturelLY wAnNa gO sTudY dE bUT iN tHe eNd nEvEr.. hoW cAn hE sTudY oVeR theRe>??? dEN thEy aLl tU tIlL vErY lAtE dEn gO.. buT 10 pPl gO.. wHeN reacheD tHere eLmO dUnwAN gO lE.. sO i aCc him lor.. i aLsO wan gO de.. buT nVM lah.. cOZ hE saw sOmEthinG mAH.. sO wE sit oUtsIde tO waiT.. wHilE waitInG i saw thEM cOm out.. bUt thinGs hAppEnEd ken kor.. drop iNtO a sMaLl holE.. cOz hE nEvEr saW aNything on tHe fLoor hE sAy.. bUt iS likE tHaT dE sO suey.. den we wenT bAcK lE aFteR thaT.. deN all of us wAs qUitE sLack lE.. sOmE wEnt tO sLeeP lE.. dEN mE n jAcE wEnt tO tHe kOpI tIaM foR aWhilE.. dEn wenT bAck .. qUite late liao.. i Was vEry sTiCkY dEn i took a batH.. aFtEr thayt uncle bUrgundY aSK mi play dAI deE i say i lOuSY dE.. oNlI mE hIm n hIS 2 frieNd play.. bTH vEry fUnNy lOr.. i laughT tIll i canT tAkE iT sIA.. dEN yInGeR jie wanNa play i lEt hEr plaY den i wEnT to slP le...

sUn~!
wake uP aT 12 pLuS kEN cAll uS gO eAT.. coz hE bOok iN earlY tOday.. 7 pluS hE gTg le.. den today i becOmE tHe cook lIaO.. hAhA bTH lotS oF thinG happeneD.. vEry fUnnY dE.. wE aLsO tOok sOmE photOs.. dEN aLoTs oF ppL cAme alsO.. bUt nOt aLl hE iNvIteD oNe cAme lOR.. hAiz.. bUT nVm is oK.. aFtEr hE gO oFF lE all oF uS aLso gO oFf liaO.. den mI kAi n jAcE tOoK bUs hoME nOW sIttIng hErE qRitTInG tHis.. Kor wIsH u A vErY hAppY 21sT bIrthdaY n hOpe u eNjoY.. dUn bE sad lE.. i wIlL bE tHeRe fOR U.. nO mAtTer wAd u wIll aLwAyS be mY belovE kOR..

nEvEr sToP thinKiNg oF hIM eVery min eVeRy sEC every day~!@~! mIss hIm aLotS~!

sAd.. sEH iN Mu

yEstErDaY wenT fAcIal.. mEet fIlbErt.. aFtEr tHaT mEeTing kEN kor.. bUrgUndY uncLE.. coZ they say wanNa gO do pIerCing.. buT iN tHE end nEvER.. sTiLL goT yInGeR jie.. den wHiLe walking sAW Val.. sHe was wIf hEr fRienD.. dEN aFteR thaT she coM joiN us..waS actuRelLy dEcideD tO gO MomO cLuB de.. iN tHe eND nEver.. dEN go Mu loR.. cOZ aLl agreEd.. bUt tOo bad wHeN mE n Val reached aLreadY 9 lIaO.. sO sHe sIgN mE in.. dEN BebE n ice alsO reacheD.. buT nO ppL tO sIgN theM sHe wAiT for elmO.. den jAcE reachED toO. bUt ask Val tO sIgN hEr..den aFtEr tHaT.. mOre ppL camE.. gOt shaNg dE.. eLmO, kEnnEth,icY jIE, bAbYsugaR n lotS..

wAs vEry sAd.. dEN i sAw 120, sHe trEaT me drinK.. deN drinK lOr.. sO lOnG neVeR saW her liaO.. den i drinK tIlL seh.. me n BebE bOth wAs sEh liaO.. den wE walk tO 7-11.. den dUnnO y i jUsT sTarT cRyinG.. n bEbE too.. my heArT canT stoP.. n mY tearS tOo.. kEn koR.. n tHE resT wAs tHeRe tO sEe me cRY.. sO paI seh. hE scOldED me.. hAiz.. i dUnNO Y.. aftEr thaT go bAcK mu.. i jusT sIt dOwN there n fAlL asleep.. wHeN i wake uP mOsT oF tHe ppl wAS gOnE.. onlI lEfT tInG, jAcE, icy n bOy thatS aLl.. den wenT hOmE afteR warD lE.. wAd a sAD daY i haV..

bUgIS... tIrEd

wAkE uP at 9 plUs tHis mornInG.. tiReD bUt bO bIan.. aFtEr sCh wenT hOmE wAtCH Vcd aGaIn.. den wAtCh tIlL almOsT falL aSlEep.. bUt hAiZ.. feel like gOiNg oUt.. sO aSK jAcE gO bUgIS waLk WalK.. i aLsO miss mY cLotHeS.. wEnT bUgIS wan tAn mEe jAce eAT wHiLe i aCc hEr.. den gO sHoP sHoP..

hAiZ.. lots thinG hAppEnEd.. i dUn wIsH tO saY mUcH.. oNlI mAkEs mE fEel sAD.. iF he ReaLly dId cAre bOut mE.. at lisT a mSg foR mI i wIlL bE veRy gLad n hAppy lE.. realLy.. i duN thiNk i eXpEcT mUch bAh. i rEaLly dUnnO.. wAd i reallY wan.. bUt nOW i noE i oNlI wIsH tO sEe u hApPY.. n i aM aLready vEry happY lE.. nOthInG mUcH.. bTW rEaLlY vEry saD wHeN i sAw tHat pArtIcUlaR tEsti tHat u wrotE for certain ppl, i aDmit i jEalOusE i sElfIsH,iT mAkes mY heArT bReAk.. tOtallY...i aM losT tOO.. bUt i rEaLly dUnNO mY mInD jUsT cAnT stop thInkInG.. i maY lOoK sTrong bUt aCturelly lotS oF thIngS i hIde iT.. bUt yET i oNlI cAn hIde oNe sIdE n cRY aLoNe, i nEeD carE n lOve tOo.. bUt jusT y aLwayS tHe oNe i likE wOuld eNd uP tHiS wAY?? mAyBe i reallY nO fAtE iN lovE.. hAiZ..

mAyBe i realLy faLl fOR hIm lE?? can it be?? thinK sO bAH, bUt nO mAtTer wAd iF he reAlLY fOuND tHe gEr she like i wIsH hIM good luCk, hE mAybe busY aT tImES.. bUt i wIsH i cOulD undeRsTaND hIM.. hElP hIm.. really.. bUt i aM a lousEr.. wAR hAven stArT i aLready aDmIt i loss lE.. aM i???

wRite iN tears~!~!

WatcH rUsH dancinG cOm

yO... hAhA jUsT cAmE bAck fRoM rUsH aBiT tIred lE... bUt jUsT cAnT gEt tO sLp sO wRiTe bLoG lOR.. tOdaY drinK qUiTe aLot cOZ fREe fLow.. bTW i sAW DJ SPAWN wo.. hE rEmEmbeR mI sIA.. haha.. buT hE waS wIf hIS Gf...kNS.. tOday sO sUeY.. Nb.. mY cLotHes losT sIA.. knn iF i nOE put lockeR 1st liaO.. hAIz i was sO caRelEsS... sAD n moodY... lOtS iN wOrDs... buT nOT bAD qUite fuN iN rUSh.. i sTiLl reM gOT 2 GeR.. one bUi cHaR bO dAnCe besIdE mE.. aT 1ST i sTaNd bEhInD hEr.. sHe bANg iNtO mI lOR.. can sEe sHe pUrpOsLy dE.. nVm.. dEN aFter lAtEr.. mE n BeBe dAnce bEsIde tHeM.. theY keeP lookinG aT uS.. hEr frienD qUitE tall.. bUt kNS pui.. cant dancE.. sUcKs lOr.. E n beBe kEeP daNcInG.. thEY kEeP lOokInG.. deN lAtEr tHeY gO oFf lE.. nO mORe fUn liaO.. hAhA.. tOdaY sAW mElviN fIghT wIF policE sIA,... WtH.. hAiz hOpE hIs fInE...

mY mInE wAs eMptY aCcept hIM.. tHinkinG oF him.. hAiz..dUnnO.. aM i iN lOve?? oR aM i bEen bLinD bY love??? haiz.. i aLsO dunNo.. wHen daY gOeS bY.. thiNgS cHaNgE.. bTW... oVeR alL i oNlI mIsS hIM .. dEeplY truely Miss hIM lor.. dUnNO Y.. aLwAys got a sTronG fEeliNg askiNG mI tO Say tHe 3 gOlden wOrDs buT i canT dO iT.. as i dUN wIsH tO loss hIM.. sOmEtImE mAybE frieNDs r bEtTer..bUT i bElieve hE maybe thinK tHe sAmE wAY bA.. dUnnO Y.. i sEeM to noE hIS tHinKinG sOmEtime, but i jUsT canT hElp..
bTW hope bY sAyinG aLl thiS wOnT mAkE hIM fEel scarY bAh.. i jUsT sAy oUt mY feEliNgS.. no hArM... reallY... somEtIme feel lIke msG hIM.. buT i tHink foR vEry lOnG to msG hIM.. buT dEN.. hAiZ.. nVm.. btW i am a qUite StrAiGhT persoN.. i wIlL aCcepT eVerytHing u sAY dE.. bTw hOpe one dAY hE wIll aLsO sAY tHat 3 gOldeN wOrDS tO me.. i wIll wAiT.. unleSS hE truelY regectED mE.. mAyBe tHis iS me.. vIrgO cHarEcteR.. hAhA... waiting fOR mY bIrtHdAy~!~!

mEmOrieS

sian sleeping time keep coughing haiz.. cant slp well... some more keep dreaming continue for many days le.. n some more different kind lor.. think i watch the vcd till i siao liao le... haiz.. so lonely.. how i hope some one can watch wif mi... haiz~!

wow yesterday quite late den slp de.. 5 plus den went to bed quite tired.. n yet got to go sch soon le... i was happy yesterday.. coz i manage to play basketball again wif fo mei, lay ming n tansy... i real hapyp... still got some other friends... at taMPINES... really happy... since so lnog le... never really had a time spend wif them.. mostly clubbing, studying or shopping onli... play bball is a nice sport... but i was happy too when they say i slimmer liao le wo... really happy... n fo ma say i look prettier liao.. cant imagine last time de me.. n now de me... so lots different sia.. but still fat lah.. haha.. after the game we went to coffee shop.. our user coffee shop.. sit down chit chat awhile.. time up i gtg le wo... nvm still got chance to play de.. haha btw this thursday got ite bball selection should i go mah??? i really dunno.. no friends no nothing.. haiz.. go there alone???? omg.. so jia lat.. nvm see how lor... gtg bath for sch le.. tata

orchard shopping

wOW tOday meeT jAcE gO oRcHarD shopPInG befOr ThAt wenT tO lOok fOr hEr mUM aT JalaN bEsAr mArkeT... dEN her mUM treat mE dRink n food.. bUT i vEry fUlL oNlI eAT BBq cHicKeN n somE hAO.. hAhA.. aFter thaT taKE bUS tO oRchard lE.. wE gO herrren 1St wAlk wAlK awhiLE den gO hEllO sHop.. i go ask sOmEthinG bOuT tHe studenT plaN.. dEn wenT tO far eAsT... while walkInG sAW lots oF nIcE cLothInG wO.. bUt i manAge tO sAw oNe tHaT iS qUiTe nIce de.. bUt sEe oNlI.. nO mOnEy buy bUy jAcE brOuGhT 1 cLotheS.. hAha aFtER tHaT wEnT bacK hOmE lE wHile jAcE gO mEeT kOnI da jie.. hahA~! lAtEr watcHing VcD aGain.. thInK hAv tO dRoP mY tears again... hAhA~!~!

BtW gLaD tHaT u R fInE nOW.. n fEelinG bEttER~!~! tAkE cArE!!!

sEntosa piC

3 bikini gers 


Me n mY aIaI  


aftEr sEntOsA~!~! 

sunbUrN~!~!

!~SaT~!

wEnT seNtOsA wIf cHiNG n xIaN.. wOW wearIng mY bIkInI agaiN... go hArbOuRfronT centEr coZ tHE mArket cLosE dOwN liaO lE wO... aFtER tHaT i gO sEe if xIao xiN wAs tHere?? mY eX.. buT hE wAs... bUT nEvEr talk tO hIM cOZ i gOing off n tHeRe r lotS oF cUstOmAs.. aFtEr tHaT gO seNtOsA pLay waTer.. so sUprIse i noE how tO swiM abiT.. sO sHin.. N sO qIaO tHe sHettlE wE shaReD oNe iS cHiNg de fRienD lAi dE... wE soLk iN waTeR fOR 2 hOuR like tHat.. dEn aFteR tHaT tImES uP.. wE went tO wAsh uP.. bUt lotS oF ppl lOR.. sO jia lat.. den mE n xiaN wasH ouTsIdE.. sO fUnNY.. aFtEr tHat wenT hOme.. deN i wEnT yC hOuSe.. gO aCc hIM n brinG hIM tHe drinks. buT nOthing happenEd dUn wOrrY.. den i fInD myselF vERy hoT coz i sUnbUrn... woW lIao.. my faCe red red aLsO lor.. oMg sO HOT!!!!!!! knS n vErY PAIN!!!!!!! kNs.. lIke burNiNg lOr..
den hE watcH aNimE wHile i go bAtH... sO smelLY oMG.. yUcKS.. den bAtH lE sMeLl nIcE nicE..
~!sUndaY!~

deN wakE uP thiS mornInG... dEN hiS mUM cook sOmE qInG tEN.. den i eAT aBiT.. after thAt hE go waTcH aNimE.. den i verY siaN resT awhilE dEN he cOoK mIggIE mEe.. wE eat tOgetHeR den after tHaT he waTcH show again.. thOuGh of gOiNg oFf liaO bUt sUeY raiNing kNs.. den sToP n rain agAiN for 3 tImeS lor.. kAO.. dEN 4 plUs i wan gO rAiN sUpper bIG lor.. den i fall aSleep oN tHe sOfa.. wake up already 5 plUs liaO.. den wE talk awhile.. wantED tO gO lE.. bUt he very sLow, deN hE gO oRder pizzA.. hIS sIS aLsO waNna eAT mAh..sO tOgethER.. den aFter thaT hE senD mE tO bUS sToP.. wHilE i gO mEeT cHinG n xIaN aT PS... wE gO walk walK awhIlE... saw a nEw plaN fOR sIngtEl i wanna cHange tO that plan liaO.. cHeAP leh.. sTudenT plaN.. sIan.. dEN nOW jUst reacHeD hOmE nIA.. really hApPy tOdAy... wOnT fOrget this daY... hahA...

rUsH agAiN~!~!

yoyo~!~! today i play bball wif boy dear n jace.... haha so lnog never play bball le... so jia lat sia... skills sucks now.. haiz boY vErY zHuN wO.. aIyO.. waS fuN feEl tIred tOo.. aFtEr tHaT nItE tImE wEnT Rush.. wIF bEbe lIew over 1@ nO 5 drinKs oNli oNe nIA.. hAiZ sO sAD... buT nVm.. dEN tOday iS sHanG dE bIrtHdAY JacE dE BF.. dEn gO rUsH bah... oNe oNe gUy looK sO aLikE lOR.. i thougH hE iS jAcE Bf tOo.. iN tHe eNd iS ShaNG De bRO... oNE oF hIS frienD vEry cUtE sia.. KnS... den after everything kenny was outside ms eating so i go find him awhile.. too bad cant sit HX car back coz full house le... haha but nvm... today is also standly birthday sia... so qiao.. den yi lun n lazy boy they all go mu lor... but i going home shard cab wif bebe n koni.. so tired got to wake up later heading to sentosa wif jace n ching... haha~!~! got to slp le nitie~!~!

sHoppinG dAy~

yo.. tOday sCh nO lEsson... hAv tO wakE uP eaRlY.. gO markET.. bUy fOod.. hAiZ.. mEetiNg jAcE, beBe er jie n hIS gOD bRO... wE went cInE play pool tiLl round 3 pLuS.. jAcE wanNa eAt so aLl oF uS wenT tO eAt KFC~! coZ cHeapEr.. dEn after that jAce bOrroW $$ froM me.. sHe sAt dEN rEtuRned mE.. dEn we wenT hErReEn walk walK.. bEbE jIe brouGhT a bAg n A tOp... hAhA~! sEe hER sHoPpInG sO scary~!~! hAhA.. dEN jAcE wenT tO waTcH sUpEr sTaR.. oNli leFt mE n bEbE wE meeT peteR n hIS frIenD foR awhilE.. dEN gO plaY pooL aGaIn..bUt he pAy laH hahA... dEN bEbE jie wanNa gO tRiM hEr eYebrown sO wE heAd towaRdS fareasT~!~! bUt uNfoRturnAtLy the shop was cLosE lE sO bO biaN.. dEN wE shop sHoP.. iN the eND i bRoughT a lonG sLeve cLoThes.. nIce Nice lEH.. dEN bEbE jIE mOre powEr bUy 2 mOrE cLoThes siA.. tOo bAd i dUN hav tHe figure nor gOod sKiN tO weaR lOR.. hAiz.. aLsO oNE oF tHe reasoN y sOmEtimE i lIke a gUy n dUN dArE tO gO inTO a relationsHiP.. but i bElieve iF tHe guY lIkE mE.. he wIlL likE mY evErYtHinG nO mAttEr waD bAh.. hEhE~!~! hAiz..

sHe sEem tO bE sAD tOday dUnno wad tO saY aS everYtHiNg iS fAtE~! eVeN iF i am nOT tHe oNE.. i alsO wOnT fEel sAD(but abit will).. cOZ i aM nOT gOOd eNougH fOr hIM bAh~!~! bTw cHances oNlI hAv oNce.. oNcE u mIss iT thinGs eVerything iS gOne~! as foR mE.. mAybe i hArdly sHoW mY caRe bAh.. aS i dUN realLy nOe hOW to.. bUt i am wIlLinG tO gIvE iT a tRy nO mAttEr wad.. aS i aLsO hOpE tHe gUy wIll care foR mI tOo.. aS wE nEed 2 hAnD tO cLap.. aS tImE pAsS iT wIlL shOw~!~! bTW i wIll gIvE iN tO mY frieNDs nOmAtteR wad.. bUT den sOmEtImEs iT mUst be anOtHeR wAy rOund.. aS i diD it oncE i dun wIsH tO hAv anothER rOund lE... iTs reAlLy hurT~!~! sOmEtImE i aLso fEel bAd iF i diD thiS waY tOo... hAiz... hArD tO deciDe.. dUnnO wAd tO do... aLl thiS r fAtE~!~! mAyBe sInglE life sUiTS mE??? hAiz..

bTw jusT fInisH readinG blOG... reaLlY dArm sad tO wAd tO bLoG... hAiz i bElieve eVerytHinG haV "qI jI" de lor... bTw u shoulD cHangE uR sAD life lE.. hAhA~! aS it dun reAlly sUiTs U.. hAhA k le i eNdInG liaO goOd nItE~!~!

loW mOod~!~!

yO.. jUst cAme bAck froM sCH~!~! sO tirED... yEsTerDay slP eaRlY lE... sudDen mOod dOWn... hAha buT nvM iTs oK.. dUN wIsh tO sAy bout iT... aT wEi kOR n yC bOtH sIck... yEsTerday rEAd his bLoG le... sAW hiS sAd mEmOrIes.. buT hope eVerYthinG wIlL bE fIne baH.. haha~!~! gO oNe dAY sEe oNe dAY bAH... bTw dUN reaLly nOE myselF tOO... mY feElinG iS playInG hIdE n sIck wiF mi lOR... WtF~!~! sUcKs mEN.. lIfe is like a gAme.. iF u wiN u gEt eVerYthinG buT oNcE u lOss evErythinG hAV tO gO bAck aGaIn... tOdAY is a fUcKiNg day foR mE... fEel lIke cRyInG~! bTW i hAtE lIers hOpe nO oNe lIe tO mI... iF i fOuNd oUt thinGs wOnT bE goOd loR.. wHoeVeR rEaD tHis bLog rEM dUn eVeR lIe tO mI oR i wIlL rEM iT 4eVer~!~!~! sucks~~~~~~~~~~ :( :( arH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ArH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

StEaMbOaT aT Ms~!~! mU oUtinG

woW went sTEambOAt leh.. sO nICe.. tOdAY aLots of Ppl sia 4 tAbLe... so happenInG.. aLl mU chanNEl dE.. coz fArEwEll pArty fOR BarCode lAO dA.. hOpe tHaT eVerytHinG wIll bE fInd~! aFtEr eVeRyThiNg wE tOok gRoUP pHotO... can gO fOrUM n c~! hAha nIce nIcE... wOW lIao wOrSe thInG iS.. theY all dI dI sIao SiaO mE n Yc lOR.. kNS... we r sO iNnocEnT siA... wE wEnT tO pLaY pOol fOR awHiLE dEN gO hOme... lEfT mE,YC,hIro,kaI,kEN,Elmo aND tErrencE~! wE tOok tHE mAxI caB.. 49 niA qUiTe cHeap foR mIdnIght chargE lOR.. dEN tOo bad tHE uNcLE nEver gO tO bUkit tImAh sO hE aLiGhT at my hoUsE dOwNsTaIR~! we wAlK tO 7-11 coz hE is zHuI tAng kEep wanna dRink water.. nExT timE bUY 1 pill foR hIM.. hAhA,.. dEN wenT to bLk 10 de seesaW tAlK cOck... tILl 3 pLuS dEn tIrED lE dEn gO hOme... kNS iRc waS alL rOmUs bOut uS lIao lOR.. kNS... So rEdIcUlArS~~~~ omG~!~!!! sOmE mORe bArcOdE aLsO ganG uP sIA kNs lOR sTupID de... buT over aLL wAs fUN lOr~!~!

mU mu~!~!

wow wEnT foR a mOvIE yestErdAY~!~! sO fUnnY siA... goT mI wEI gE, YC aNd lYnZ wE gO wAtCh sIxth~! iS a gHoST sHoW~!~! buT oK oK nIA.. abiT lamE.. bUT nVm laH..haha.. aFteR thE sHow wEnT to Mu... iCY jIE oPeN bOtTLE mAH.. i aBit druNK mAyBe hIgH/?? hAha.. eAT lolLIpOP n danCe... alots oF Ppl lEH vEry nIcE n fun... goT danceR wEI n dAnceR Yc sUre fuN dE.. bUrguNdY uNcLE sEH aGain... bTh.. saw kEN kor sAD sAD aLsO.. hAiz.. dUnno wad tO do.. oNlI cAN aCT normAl.. dEN wE wenT 7-11 sit siT talK tALk waiT foR tImE tO pAss.. dEN aLl ppl gO lE mE yc n jAcE sTaY tHeRe fOR aWhIlE.. coZ bOtH mAI gO hOmE.. so jia lAT.. bTh.. aLwayS lIkE tHat wILl diE sIA. ~! bUt nVM.. hAhA lAtEr gOiNG fOr sTeAm bOaT lE haha nIcE nIcE sUrE lotS pPl de~!

rusH dEn MusICundergRound

yEsTerDaY vEry fUN cOz.. we weNt tO rUsH hAhA.. sO sUpRisE that tHey gO rUsH.. bUT iS aLsO their oLD place~!we meet aT sOmErseT.. i wanNa sAY mEet dHoby gaUte dE.. sAY wronGlY hAhA.. deN goT mE,kOnI,jAce,wEI ge,tInG,xUaN n eLmO... dEN eLmO gO cOllecT hIS mU membErsHip cArD.. dEN yC siCk bRiNg paNadoL fOr hIM ..den wE walk doWn tO ms.. goT cOvEr cHarge oF $5 bUt 5 dRiNks.. dEN finalLy saw aNdY.. bUt hIS vEry irritAtInG lOR.. kEeop saY cAN i bE hiS gf?? dO he hAv a cHaNce.. kNs..iF nOW i sO eaSiLY gEt intO relatioNsHiP i wOnT be heRe liaO... as lonG i hOpe tHe oNe i lIkE lIkE mE toO caN lE~!~! dEN bOY deaR aLsO gOt gO.. bUt he wAs druNk wTF~! sO cOZ oF hIm aLl oF uS sUA tO MU.. nOt bAd wAs fUN.. tOday YC nEvEr sTyLE hair agaIn wO.. hAhA cUtie.. sAw melviN n zhaO xuan n rUsh n mU sO qIaO sIA.. kNs.. hAhA dEN zHaO xUan oFfEr mE driNk.. i bTH drink tOo mucH liao.. kNs.. bUt hEnG i sTill awakE.. hAha fUnNY sIA.. aftEr tHaT went 7-11 sit dOwN talK cOcK.. wOW their frienD lOoks lIke aH bOy lOr.. bTh.. aLmOst gEt a wronG pErSon sia.. hAhA~!~! k laH eNd heRe cOntInUE tonight~!~!

esplanade

wEnT hOsPiTaL, aFteR tHat went esPlanaDE wIF kangwEI kOr, vaL, and jOcEyLn... wAS quite fUN dE dEN kor n val wAnna gO smOke sheE sHa wHile mi n jOcElyn follow onlI.. after tHaT quite a nUM of ppl camE got sHiny, mEntoL, mEoW, lYnS aNd Yc lOr.. dEN aFtER tHaT deCided tO gO roof tOp dE buT waS cLosE le sad.. todAy yC vEry dIffErENt hE wEaR a cAP n nO mAkE uP sIA.. haha.. sO cutE sHoUlD tAke a pHoTO oF hIM..den aftEr tHaT wEnT tO bOaT qUeY wE walK there mAH... haHa dEN the tImE wAs qUiTe lAtE lE.. sO mE n jOcelYN dEcIdED to gO hOme lE.. wHilE wE walKinG to tAke bUs aT cLack queY.. dEn tHe rEsT gO Mu.. so both oF us walkInG dEN sUddenlY sAW kaNGwEI n Yc rUN tOwards uS.. rEally sUprIsE.. dEN tHey sAY sEnD us tO tAke bus.. sO gAn dOnG sIA.. aFyteR tHaT tHey tOOk caB.. we tAke buS liao.. hAiz.. not bAd

mOody nItE

sOrRy lOng tImE nO bLoG aGaIn.. hAhA yEsTerday mY bRO went tO hOspItAL~! cOZ oF hIS sIcKnEss mAke mI n mY mUm thIs fEW dAyS tO tAkE carE oF hIM.. hE alsO vERy sTubbon ask hiM gO hOsPitaL liao dunWan.. nOw hAPpy laH gO in liaO.. aiyO..bUt wEnT MU yesTerDay.. goT evenT.. hAV tO paY 15 lEh.. bUt 2 fRee drinK.. wOW dAvIS gIvE mE gaO GaO sIA.. bUt not bad.. dEN lEi oPeN bOtTle aLsO.. cHivas leH.. wAs dRunK yesTerday bUT sTill aWaKe lah.. sTill goT tAkE cArE oF baBysUgAr foR awhilE.. bUT yEsTerdAY was a sUeY dAY.. coZ YC, kW kOR, bArcode.. aLl bEen kEnA cAtCh bY CNB lOR.. sI bEI sUeY.. haiZ.. sIan nO theM nO fUN oN sTaGe... reaLly lOR.. nO mOod.. sO i onlI cAn drinK n dRiNk n dRink onlI.. haiz... tIll i hIgh.. dEN hONg sEnD mE hOme...

fEw dAys nO bLog lE~!~!

sAT

wOW wEnT seNtOsA wIF mY aIai cHiNG~!!~! wE tOok sOmE pHoTo tHeRe nice niCe wEarInG oUr biKinI lEH.. dUn PlaY plaY~!~! hahA cAn go mY frieNdSTer see.. bUT aLl mY fAt mEets~!!~! dEN wEnT hOme tO helP mY mUM wIf ThE fOod foR bbq~!~! den HX sAY wAnnA coM fEtCH uS sO nO nEeD mA fAN KiMsTeR tHeY alL lE~!~! haha.. bUT reacheD theRe vEry lAtE liaO.. wAS vEry eXciTed coZ lOts oF ppl cAmE... dEN i Was bUsY cookInG sOmE food n prepArED the sTing raY bUT tHeRe sAY iS fIsh~!~! oMg~! waS aBiT sAd buT nVm laH.. bUT tAsTe nIcE tOo.. tHaNz kOnI dE mUM for tHE cHiLli.. hAha.. buT i Eat aBiT oNlI buT tHaT bArcodE eaT tHE MOST..... hAhA wAS qUitE fuN iN tHe chalEt.. dEN mI cHing n kOni wEnT tO cHangE cLotheS preparEd tO gO Mu lE.. dEN aH wEI kOr sTill Bbq sO wE gO 1ST.. dEN thougH oF tAkInG caB tHerE.. den kOnI lIkE nO mOod nO mOod... sO oNlI mE n cHinG gO nIA.. hOpe shE eNjOY aT tHe BbQ .. bTW i eNjOY In mY MU~!~! hahA rOcKS siA,... driNk oNe watErfalL.. n tRy aBiT oF kor gRaVeyArD yucKS~! sO eR xiN.. hE jI tAO tOH sIA.. oMG.. reaLly fun .. buT nO kicK... hAhA dUnnO y.. nVM lah.. sTiLl got cHance de~!~! gO hOmE qUiEt lAtE..

sUndAy
wAD a bOriNG dAy!~! slP tIll vEry late... nOthing tO dO aT hOmE~!~! all the wAY pLaY coM n slP... tIll tHe nExt day

monDay

todAY scH reopeN lE.. sUpPosE tO meEt sTaCY but sHe dIn tUrn uP.. sO i gO mysElF... sCH life aGaiN.. my bRo tiO fEvEr... hAiz sIaN.. bRiNg hIm gO sEe dOctor hOpe hE wILl feeL betTer bUt he dId nOt... aFtEr that i gO fAcIaL.. wIF fIlberT.. too bad nEver telL hIm earliEr.. iF nOt brinG extRa helmaT mah.. hAhA.. sO lonG nEveR saW him le grow abiT fAtTer lE.. he treat mI eAT zHi mA hU... noT verY nIcE.. buT stiLl caN fInIsH iT.. he 1st timE treaT lEh.. haha.. wAnNa eat tIm sUM dE.. bUt never.. meeT my aIaI gO eAT dInNEr.. deen gO sHop fOr hEr shOe.. nOw hOmE sweeT hOmE.. mY mUM brInG my brO gO sEe dOctoR hOpe wIlL be fInE.. gOD bLess~!~!

saD cAse

yestErday went sHoPpiNG wIF aIAi bRoUghT twO tOpS nIcE nIcE dEN can wEaR fOR sAT tO Mu.. buT mY sKiN sUcKS~~~~~~~ i hatE iT mEN.. wAd alsO cAnT weaR sO uGlY.. bUt bETter dEn last tImE le.. nOW goT applY sOmE med oNtO iT.. buT still uGlY leH how??? aIyo.. sIaN lEH.. aFtEr tHaT nIte tIme gO bUgIS mEet jacE n kOnI dA jIe~! dEN vIncenT uNcLE waS playInG gAmE mah... dEN wE siT tHeRE tALk tAlK lOr... bout thE Bbq thinG aLsO... dEn dunno lah..., wow cAnt waIT tIll tOmm sIA.. so eXcItEd... dUnno will bE takInG cab oR car dOwN.. haha~!~! nVm whO carEs~!~! lAtEr mUsT pRepArEd tHe cHilLi n some sTaFF lE.. if noT tomm nO time~!~!

go KTV

wOw went ktv wif da jie just now~!~! haha em... nice ncie.. miss her also very long never see her le.. we sing 4 hour of the songs, my mood feel betetr after al lsinging she told mi somethings botu patchy also.. patchy jie also mis le long time no see her~!`! haiz sian... com back home.. suddenly so many things happened... scared SCBF really tOh sia... kns leh.. aiyo.. wth men... i also dunwan care so much... so do wadever u all wan.. later more things happened haiz~! SCBF PA BEI TOH i THinK very fast TOH laio lor.. if things go on like that aiyo... i aslo fan liao... i just wanan wait till this sat haha enjoy myself on the day haha

thIngS happEnEd

loTs oF thing happeneD tHis fEw dayS.. i aLsO dUnwaN saY le.. say liaO wOrse..hOpE thIngs wIll gO wEll bAh... SCBF Pa BeI tOH... rEM aLL sTanD uniTed n fIghT foR ouR rIgHT.. if thErE iS pRobLeM wE shoulD sTaNd ouT n tAlk dE bAh.. rEM iS tAlk noT fIghT or qUarrEl..aLthOUgh i aM the youngesT bUt i noE lots oF thinG de.. dUn eveR tRY tO bluFf mI wO.. wHOeVeR.. SCBF wE bring trust tO eacH oThEr.. nOmAtTEr frieNdship?? relaTionsHip?? all tAlK togEtheR... nO pRobLem cAn nAN de daO wO meN de~!~!wE wIll sOlvE pRo oUT.. lEt ppl noe we R tHe mOsT xIN fU,bEsT sIstER in thE world~!~! hAhaHAHahAHAHahahahahAHhAahhahA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~( thInK i sIaO liaO)

BtW canT wait tIll thIS sat lE.. MU BBQ outinG wOw sO eXcItED.. SCBF gErs bE gOiNg dOwN... aLl go enjoy.. aLso mOrnInG mY sEntosa dAte wIf aiAi.. wearInG bIkInI sIA.. OMG canT iMagInE tHaT mEN.. 1st tImE shOw mY fatS.. hAhA whO wAnNA jOin?? (onLi 4 gErS) hAhA den aIai will be goInG dOwN Bbq wIf mE.. dEN mEet kOnI daJiE n jAcE thErE bah.. dEn my muM cOok bEe hOO nIce nIcE sia.. yUmmy.. den at nitE MU~!~! dUnno wIll thEre bE aNY chanGeS pRovIdED i can gO iN 1st.. hAha~!~! Is THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO CAN HERE MI??? ANYONE OUT THERE WHO CAN FEEL MI??? ANYONE OUR THERE????????? IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE????????????????????????????????????????????

????

wEnT ah kor house yesterday.. befor that we went for steamboat at marina south.. was fun lor.. 1st tiem outing so good.. got 11 ppl leh... got mi, dj bad boy, ah long n his friend ,ken kor,ting,belle jie, ying er jie, hong xing and herocyn , after that went for billiard sesson but for awhile onli.. den the rest go home den onli mi n dj bad boy went ah kor house.. after that they acc mi go home bath 1st.. den meet bungandy at senkang~! go ah kor house together... den vincent n badboy left early at 6 plus morning.. going yishun for exam. be hair model leh haha not bad today hair colour.. haha den nite meet ching n the rest for dinner den go find vis for pool session... haha nice ncie now den com back

dEvIlS bAr~!~!

wow shuang yEsTeRdAY wEnT devIls bAR leH... sO long nO gO lE.. wEnT wIF vIncent,kEN,aH lOnG,bElle aNd icY jIe.. hAhA wAs fUN tHE sonGS r R n B leH.,. sLoW dAnce.. sIaN.. dEN saW cAnCer gaL tHerE.. dEN viNcEnT bRoUgHt onE bArreR of bEEr.. wOW bEer seh sIA.. bUT i nEveR drinK mUcH.. coz i wEnt aH pA sIdE to dRink.. hEhE.. rEaLly fUn.. i aLso drinK tIlL hIgH sIA.. dEn aH lOnG dRive mAh we wEnt to nEwton eat.. tHat vincent dRiNk till seH seH sibEi funny sia.. deN i kEep disturbe him leh.. so fun siA.. tonight mu again.. suppose to go sEntosa de but coz i abit drunk sO never go msg chinG nO reply dunno if she iS angry anoT?? haiz i also brought a BiKini leH.. nice nIcE.. sEe how bah.. gOiNg yishun later do mY haiR hahA

haven recover

wow haven recover yet.. haiz sian... he wanna give mi medicien... haha i lazy go see doctor mah.. so bo bian lor.. em.. i no more work le happy.. waiting for my pay days.. hehe nice nice den i can buy my things le.. but of coz hav to save too lah.. waiting for my birthday also leh.. happy.. so excited sia.. haiz i very fan n luan this few days.. keep thinknig n thinking.. n never do things good.. haiz.. wad should i do??? he realyl treat mi very good lor.. haiz.. should i or shouldent i??? haiz giving him ans soon le.. yeh after mondya my hair got colour again hope wont be catch by sch.. haiz gonig devils tonight haha fun leh go wif kor they all.. haha tomm MU also gonig sentosa tomm.. go tan haha

sick

wow yesterday work full shift again.. suppose to hav work today but mad call mi say dun need go today ask mi go tomm den ok lor tomm den go lor better... some more ask mi go back slp sia power leh... but over all not bad yesterday i work wif my shuai ge wo... ji happy yi xia wo.. i also got his photo coz he promise to let mi take de .. this wednesday last day liao.. cant see him le dunno will contact mi anot.. em.. today was sick.. no voice.. yesterday already not feeling good le wo.. haiz boring later gonig out again... meeting jies they all haha

boring

again manyday no talk liao... haiz busy working leh.. veyr tired onli yesterday n today off den work all the way again... sian men.nowadyas very jialat... so boring no life... but after this two weeks hapyp take money liao le wo.. hahavery confuse wif myself now.. that day work been transfere to level 3.. mens department.. den i saw someone my shuai ge(play play de) he friendly n talkative we talk quiet alot de haha den another guy call adrain he also funny sia.. keep disturbe mi too but work there is more fun den downstair...at list got big area to walk n its busy all the way one.. haha sian tomm worknig again but onli 4 hour nia.. haiz alots of thing in my mind now... suddenly feel like saying out all my words to him lor... but den i scared i will hurt him.. HOW????? help Mi.... also dun wish him to treat mi so good... haiz scared the special day wont com de... i just wanna work n earn some money now.. everything put one side~!~! ArH!~`!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd tIrEd dAy~!

wow today can die but its a busy day good good... haha past my time fast too.. em the mad siao de give mi 11 for luched n 4 for dinner siao one haven digest eat dinenr liao will fat very fast sia.. though working should go slimer but instead i grow fatter sia... no ppl wan how?????????? haiz saded.. tomm have to work full n OT till 11.30 sia... tired.. who wanan send mi home???????? haha tired n stress... but was fun but lots of work to do~!~! sian

tIred dAY~!

wow today work 12.15 to 8.45.. tired leh... haiz.. rain big big this morning jia lat leh... almost cant get to work.. gonna slp early today n prepared for tomm coz i be working from 10 to 9.30 tomm~! jiu ming ar~~~~~~~~~ another tired day tomm.. sales time thats y~! but sales time better more work to do.. den wont bored.. but den gonna work till sunday cant go out le wo... sian~!

happy hOur~!

wOW.. tOday aFtEr wOrK mEet uP wiF kEn theY aLl.. gOT iCY,bEl,fatE,kEN,tInG,kEnNY n mI.. wE gO watch movIE aGaIn.. wOW thE sHoW lAme lor "tHE jAcKet" nOt nicE dE.. sUcKS thE sHow loR.. hAiz aftEr waTcHinG sHow wenT tO eaT tOU hUA.. bUt cLosInG sOon cAnt eAT mY hOT tAO hUA lIaO saded..dEN wE tA bAO tHe toU hUA tO the cOffEe wHilE thE gUys eaTiNg.. dEn wE hEaD tO parklAnE.. plaY bIlliaRD.. bUT onLi mAnagE tO plaY tWO rouNDs.. oNlI mI ,fAtE,kEnnY n icY nia.. aftEr that went hOmE lE haHa tOmm anOtHer bUsY dAY

sAt sUN..

SaT nIgHt
today wAs sUpPosE tO meet fatE tO sEe cake dE wo.. n nItE goInG chaleT dE.. buT iN The eND nO go.. coz iN tHe aFtErnoon i mEet dajIe n hER fRiend gO play pOol.aT cInE.. dEN DJ CANTO, Bel, hUI tInG, rEcArO,tHey alL camE too.. supRisE tHat i SaW sEnG at tHerE hE wAs playinG bIllIard.. aSk mI plaY wif tHem sIao sO lOusy how tO plaY wo?? haha i mEan i lousY.. dEN after thaT chinG aLso cOm cOZ sEng wAn seE hEr.. dEN fOllow bY kOnI cAmE.. dEN niTe tImE boY also gOT cOm mY dEaR lEH.. haha em dEN hE jiO mI gO plaY pOOl bUt i cAnT gEt tO plaY wIf hIM sAdeD.. nVm anotheR tiMe lOr.. hE goT gO eUsH aT nitE wO.. dEN i waS gUiltY tHaT cAnt mEet fAtE todAy n sorry foR thaT.. soon aftER pOoL mI tinG bel n Dj cAnTO wenT tO Mu dEN bArcode sIgN mI iN.. woW mU cHange aLot lOR.. tOtaLLy.. bUt i lOvE lAsT timE dE.. nIcEr nOW aLl techNo liao so bOrEd cAnT shout nO fUN nO cHing alsO..but i wEnT rUsH aFtEr that cOZ i aSK konI tAke mY baG tHeRe mAH.. wHeN reached rUsh nB gOT fIght loR.. dEN polIce cAsE vErY fUnnY theY sTill mUst tAkE pHotO of thE gLasS n pUt nUM lOR.. wOrse iS cHinG sTiLl tOok pHoto oF it sIA.. hAhA wHeN 3 pluS den i mEeT fAtE coZ lIkE i fEel bAd mAh sO aSK hIm fOR sUpper loR.. den mY bAg at locker dEN hOw i go hOmE?? bUt fate drive mI tO takE mY baD aT bOat qUeY.. aFtEr tHaT went hOmE liaO reacHed hOmE 5 lIaO... siaN~!


sundAY

wow few dyas no write again... em.. nice leh.. yesterday was my mum birthday.. help her celebrate her birthday she cook my favourate curry chicken.. so nice of her love her..em.. den nite time suppose to study for my exam today de but i fall asleep n i meeting fate also.. we go watch movie... the show ok onli not as ncie as house of wax.. em..after movie went to chinatown eat porridge ncie ncie leh... veyr hot also coz i wearing jacket..haha after porridge we went to play billiard leh.. but not bad i today abit zhun onli.. maybe the day befor play pool too much le wo~!~! we onli manage to play finish the red ball onli coz he got to rush home he father need the car...den went home le

tOdAY..
fInAlly fInIsH mY eXaM lE hAppy.. hOliday fOr mI lE.. bUt stiLl hAv to wOrK aLsO kE lian.. but nVm i sTiLl will hAv 2 wEekS oF hOlIdaY comIng.. afteR mY worK hAha dEN i plaY till sIao.. yAppy...