wAkE uP at 9 plUs tHis mornInG.. tiReD bUt bO bIan.. aFtEr sCh wenT hOmE wAtCH Vcd aGaIn.. den wAtCh tIlL almOsT falL aSlEep.. bUt hAiZ.. feel like gOiNg oUt.. sO aSK jAcE gO bUgIS waLk WalK.. i aLsO miss mY cLotHeS.. wEnT bUgIS wan tAn mEe jAce eAT wHiLe i aCc hEr.. den gO sHoP sHoP..
hAiZ.. lots thinG hAppEnEd.. i dUn wIsH tO saY mUcH.. oNlI mAkEs mE fEel sAD.. iF he ReaLly dId cAre bOut mE.. at lisT a mSg foR mI i wIlL bE veRy gLad n hAppy lE.. realLy.. i duN thiNk i eXpEcT mUch bAh. i rEaLly dUnnO.. wAd i reallY wan.. bUt nOW i noE i oNlI wIsH tO sEe u hApPY.. n i aM aLready vEry happY lE.. nOthInG mUcH.. bTW rEaLlY vEry saD wHeN i sAw tHat pArtIcUlaR tEsti tHat u wrotE for certain ppl, i aDmit i jEalOusE i sElfIsH,iT mAkes mY heArT bReAk.. tOtallY...i aM losT tOO.. bUt i rEaLly dUnNO mY mInD jUsT cAnT stop thInkInG.. i maY lOoK sTrong bUt aCturelly lotS oF thIngS i hIde iT.. bUt yET i oNlI cAn hIde oNe sIdE n cRY aLoNe, i nEeD carE n lOve tOo.. bUt jusT y aLwayS tHe oNe i likE wOuld eNd uP tHiS wAY?? mAyBe i reallY nO fAtE iN lovE.. hAiZ..
mAyBe i realLy faLl fOR hIm lE?? can it be?? thinK sO bAH, bUt nO mAtTer wAd iF he reAlLY fOuND tHe gEr she like i wIsH hIM good luCk, hE mAybe busY aT tImES.. bUt i wIsH i cOulD undeRsTaND hIM.. hElP hIm.. really.. bUt i aM a lousEr.. wAR hAven stArT i aLready aDmIt i loss lE.. aM i???
wRite iN tears~!~!
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