yEstErDaY wenT fAcIal.. mEet fIlbErt.. aFtEr tHaT mEeTing kEN kor.. bUrgUndY uncLE.. coZ they say wanNa gO do pIerCing.. buT iN tHE end nEvER.. sTiLL goT yInGeR jie.. den wHiLe walking sAW Val.. sHe was wIf hEr fRienD.. dEN aFteR thaT she coM joiN us..waS actuRelLy dEcideD tO gO MomO cLuB de.. iN tHe eND nEver.. dEN go Mu loR.. cOZ aLl agreEd.. bUt tOo bad wHeN mE n Val reached aLreadY 9 lIaO.. sO sHe sIgN mE in.. dEN BebE n ice alsO reacheD.. buT nO ppL tO sIgN theM sHe wAiT for elmO.. den jAcE reachED toO. bUt ask Val tO sIgN hEr..den aFtEr tHaT.. mOre ppL camE.. gOt shaNg dE.. eLmO, kEnnEth,icY jIE, bAbYsugaR n lotS..
wAs vEry sAd.. dEN i sAw 120, sHe trEaT me drinK.. deN drinK lOr.. sO lOnG neVeR saW her liaO.. den i drinK tIlL seh.. me n BebE bOth wAs sEh liaO.. den wE walk tO 7-11.. den dUnnO y i jUsT sTarT cRyinG.. n bEbE too.. my heArT canT stoP.. n mY tearS tOo.. kEn koR.. n tHE resT wAs tHeRe tO sEe me cRY.. sO paI seh. hE scOldED me.. hAiz.. i dUnNO Y.. aftEr thaT go bAcK mu.. i jusT sIt dOwN there n fAlL asleep.. wHeN i wake uP mOsT oF tHe ppl wAS gOnE.. onlI lEfT tInG, jAcE, icy n bOy thatS aLl.. den wenT hOmE afteR warD lE.. wAd a sAD daY i haV..
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Friday, July 15, 2005
bUgIS... tIrEd
wAkE uP at 9 plUs tHis mornInG.. tiReD bUt bO bIan.. aFtEr sCh wenT hOmE wAtCH Vcd aGaIn.. den wAtCh tIlL almOsT falL aSlEep.. bUt hAiZ.. feel like gOiNg oUt.. sO aSK jAcE gO bUgIS waLk WalK.. i aLsO miss mY cLotHeS.. wEnT bUgIS wan tAn mEe jAce eAT wHiLe i aCc hEr.. den gO sHoP sHoP..
hAiZ.. lots thinG hAppEnEd.. i dUn wIsH tO saY mUcH.. oNlI mAkEs mE fEel sAD.. iF he ReaLly dId cAre bOut mE.. at lisT a mSg foR mI i wIlL bE veRy gLad n hAppy lE.. realLy.. i duN thiNk i eXpEcT mUch bAh. i rEaLly dUnnO.. wAd i reallY wan.. bUt nOW i noE i oNlI wIsH tO sEe u hApPY.. n i aM aLready vEry happY lE.. nOthInG mUcH.. bTW rEaLlY vEry saD wHeN i sAw tHat pArtIcUlaR tEsti tHat u wrotE for certain ppl, i aDmit i jEalOusE i sElfIsH,iT mAkes mY heArT bReAk.. tOtallY...i aM losT tOO.. bUt i rEaLly dUnNO mY mInD jUsT cAnT stop thInkInG.. i maY lOoK sTrong bUt aCturelly lotS oF thIngS i hIde iT.. bUt yET i oNlI cAn hIde oNe sIdE n cRY aLoNe, i nEeD carE n lOve tOo.. bUt jusT y aLwayS tHe oNe i likE wOuld eNd uP tHiS wAY?? mAyBe i reallY nO fAtE iN lovE.. hAiZ..
mAyBe i realLy faLl fOR hIm lE?? can it be?? thinK sO bAH, bUt nO mAtTer wAd iF he reAlLY fOuND tHe gEr she like i wIsH hIM good luCk, hE mAybe busY aT tImES.. bUt i wIsH i cOulD undeRsTaND hIM.. hElP hIm.. really.. bUt i aM a lousEr.. wAR hAven stArT i aLready aDmIt i loss lE.. aM i???
wRite iN tears~!~!
hAiZ.. lots thinG hAppEnEd.. i dUn wIsH tO saY mUcH.. oNlI mAkEs mE fEel sAD.. iF he ReaLly dId cAre bOut mE.. at lisT a mSg foR mI i wIlL bE veRy gLad n hAppy lE.. realLy.. i duN thiNk i eXpEcT mUch bAh. i rEaLly dUnnO.. wAd i reallY wan.. bUt nOW i noE i oNlI wIsH tO sEe u hApPY.. n i aM aLready vEry happY lE.. nOthInG mUcH.. bTW rEaLlY vEry saD wHeN i sAw tHat pArtIcUlaR tEsti tHat u wrotE for certain ppl, i aDmit i jEalOusE i sElfIsH,iT mAkes mY heArT bReAk.. tOtallY...i aM losT tOO.. bUt i rEaLly dUnNO mY mInD jUsT cAnT stop thInkInG.. i maY lOoK sTrong bUt aCturelly lotS oF thIngS i hIde iT.. bUt yET i oNlI cAn hIde oNe sIdE n cRY aLoNe, i nEeD carE n lOve tOo.. bUt jusT y aLwayS tHe oNe i likE wOuld eNd uP tHiS wAY?? mAyBe i reallY nO fAtE iN lovE.. hAiZ..
mAyBe i realLy faLl fOR hIm lE?? can it be?? thinK sO bAH, bUt nO mAtTer wAd iF he reAlLY fOuND tHe gEr she like i wIsH hIM good luCk, hE mAybe busY aT tImES.. bUt i wIsH i cOulD undeRsTaND hIM.. hElP hIm.. really.. bUt i aM a lousEr.. wAR hAven stArT i aLready aDmIt i loss lE.. aM i???
wRite iN tears~!~!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
WatcH rUsH dancinG cOm
yO... hAhA jUsT cAmE bAck fRoM rUsH aBiT tIred lE... bUt jUsT cAnT gEt tO sLp sO wRiTe bLoG lOR.. tOdaY drinK qUiTe aLot cOZ fREe fLow.. bTW i sAW DJ SPAWN wo.. hE rEmEmbeR mI sIA.. haha.. buT hE waS wIf hIS Gf...kNS.. tOday sO sUeY.. Nb.. mY cLotHes losT sIA.. knn iF i nOE put lockeR 1st liaO.. hAIz i was sO caRelEsS... sAD n moodY... lOtS iN wOrDs... buT nOT bAD qUite fuN iN rUSh.. i sTiLl reM gOT 2 GeR.. one bUi cHaR bO dAnCe besIdE mE.. aT 1ST i sTaNd bEhInD hEr.. sHe bANg iNtO mI lOR.. can sEe sHe pUrpOsLy dE.. nVm.. dEN aFter lAtEr.. mE n BeBe dAnce bEsIde tHeM.. theY keeP lookinG aT uS.. hEr frienD qUitE tall.. bUt kNS pui.. cant dancE.. sUcKs lOr.. E n beBe kEeP daNcInG.. thEY kEeP lOokInG.. deN lAtEr tHeY gO oFf lE.. nO mORe fUn liaO.. hAhA.. tOdaY sAW mElviN fIghT wIF policE sIA,... WtH.. hAiz hOpE hIs fInE...
mY mInE wAs eMptY aCcept hIM.. tHinkinG oF him.. hAiz..dUnnO.. aM i iN lOve?? oR aM i bEen bLinD bY love??? haiz.. i aLsO dunNo.. wHen daY gOeS bY.. thiNgS cHaNgE.. bTW... oVeR alL i oNlI mIsS hIM .. dEeplY truely Miss hIM lor.. dUnNO Y.. aLwAys got a sTronG fEeliNg askiNG mI tO Say tHe 3 gOlden wOrDs buT i canT dO iT.. as i dUN wIsH tO loss hIM.. sOmEtImE mAybE frieNDs r bEtTer..bUT i bElieve hE maybe thinK tHe sAmE wAY bA.. dUnnO Y.. i sEeM to noE hIS tHinKinG sOmEtime, but i jUsT canT hElp..
bTW hope bY sAyinG aLl thiS wOnT mAkE hIM fEel scarY bAh.. i jUsT sAy oUt mY feEliNgS.. no hArM... reallY... somEtIme feel lIke msG hIM.. buT i tHink foR vEry lOnG to msG hIM.. buT dEN.. hAiZ.. nVm.. btW i am a qUite StrAiGhT persoN.. i wIlL aCcepT eVerytHing u sAY dE.. bTw hOpe one dAY hE wIll aLsO sAY tHat 3 gOldeN wOrDS tO me.. i wIll wAiT.. unleSS hE truelY regectED mE.. mAyBe tHis iS me.. vIrgO cHarEcteR.. hAhA... waiting fOR mY bIrtHdAy~!~!
mY mInE wAs eMptY aCcept hIM.. tHinkinG oF him.. hAiz..dUnnO.. aM i iN lOve?? oR aM i bEen bLinD bY love??? haiz.. i aLsO dunNo.. wHen daY gOeS bY.. thiNgS cHaNgE.. bTW... oVeR alL i oNlI mIsS hIM .. dEeplY truely Miss hIM lor.. dUnNO Y.. aLwAys got a sTronG fEeliNg askiNG mI tO Say tHe 3 gOlden wOrDs buT i canT dO iT.. as i dUN wIsH tO loss hIM.. sOmEtImE mAybE frieNDs r bEtTer..bUT i bElieve hE maybe thinK tHe sAmE wAY bA.. dUnnO Y.. i sEeM to noE hIS tHinKinG sOmEtime, but i jUsT canT hElp..
bTW hope bY sAyinG aLl thiS wOnT mAkE hIM fEel scarY bAh.. i jUsT sAy oUt mY feEliNgS.. no hArM... reallY... somEtIme feel lIke msG hIM.. buT i tHink foR vEry lOnG to msG hIM.. buT dEN.. hAiZ.. nVm.. btW i am a qUite StrAiGhT persoN.. i wIlL aCcepT eVerytHing u sAY dE.. bTw hOpe one dAY hE wIll aLsO sAY tHat 3 gOldeN wOrDS tO me.. i wIll wAiT.. unleSS hE truelY regectED mE.. mAyBe tHis iS me.. vIrgO cHarEcteR.. hAhA... waiting fOR mY bIrtHdAy~!~!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
mEmOrieS
sian sleeping time keep coughing haiz.. cant slp well... some more keep dreaming continue for many days le.. n some more different kind lor.. think i watch the vcd till i siao liao le... haiz.. so lonely.. how i hope some one can watch wif mi... haiz~!
wow yesterday quite late den slp de.. 5 plus den went to bed quite tired.. n yet got to go sch soon le... i was happy yesterday.. coz i manage to play basketball again wif fo mei, lay ming n tansy... i real hapyp... still got some other friends... at taMPINES... really happy... since so lnog le... never really had a time spend wif them.. mostly clubbing, studying or shopping onli... play bball is a nice sport... but i was happy too when they say i slimmer liao le wo... really happy... n fo ma say i look prettier liao.. cant imagine last time de me.. n now de me... so lots different sia.. but still fat lah.. haha.. after the game we went to coffee shop.. our user coffee shop.. sit down chit chat awhile.. time up i gtg le wo... nvm still got chance to play de.. haha btw this thursday got ite bball selection should i go mah??? i really dunno.. no friends no nothing.. haiz.. go there alone???? omg.. so jia lat.. nvm see how lor... gtg bath for sch le.. tata
wow yesterday quite late den slp de.. 5 plus den went to bed quite tired.. n yet got to go sch soon le... i was happy yesterday.. coz i manage to play basketball again wif fo mei, lay ming n tansy... i real hapyp... still got some other friends... at taMPINES... really happy... since so lnog le... never really had a time spend wif them.. mostly clubbing, studying or shopping onli... play bball is a nice sport... but i was happy too when they say i slimmer liao le wo... really happy... n fo ma say i look prettier liao.. cant imagine last time de me.. n now de me... so lots different sia.. but still fat lah.. haha.. after the game we went to coffee shop.. our user coffee shop.. sit down chit chat awhile.. time up i gtg le wo... nvm still got chance to play de.. haha btw this thursday got ite bball selection should i go mah??? i really dunno.. no friends no nothing.. haiz.. go there alone???? omg.. so jia lat.. nvm see how lor... gtg bath for sch le.. tata
Monday, July 11, 2005
orchard shopping
wOW tOday meeT jAcE gO oRcHarD shopPInG befOr ThAt wenT tO lOok fOr hEr mUM aT JalaN bEsAr mArkeT... dEN her mUM treat mE dRink n food.. bUT i vEry fUlL oNlI eAT BBq cHicKeN n somE hAO.. hAhA.. aFter thaT taKE bUS tO oRchard lE.. wE gO herrren 1St wAlk wAlK awhiLE den gO hEllO sHop.. i go ask sOmEthinG bOuT tHe studenT plaN.. dEn wenT tO far eAsT... while walkInG sAW lots oF nIcE cLothInG wO.. bUt i manAge tO sAw oNe tHaT iS qUiTe nIce de.. bUt sEe oNlI.. nO mOnEy buy bUy jAcE brOuGhT 1 cLotheS.. hAha aFtER tHaT wEnT bacK hOmE lE wHile jAcE gO mEeT kOnI da jie.. hahA~! lAtEr watcHing VcD aGain.. thInK hAv tO dRoP mY tears again... hAhA~!~!
BtW gLaD tHaT u R fInE nOW.. n fEelinG bEttER~!~! tAkE cArE!!!
BtW gLaD tHaT u R fInE nOW.. n fEelinG bEttER~!~! tAkE cArE!!!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sunbUrN~!~!
!~SaT~!
wEnT seNtOsA wIf cHiNG n xIaN.. wOW wearIng mY bIkInI agaiN... go hArbOuRfronT centEr coZ tHE mArket cLosE dOwN liaO lE wO... aFtER tHaT i gO sEe if xIao xiN wAs tHere?? mY eX.. buT hE wAs... bUT nEvEr talk tO hIM cOZ i gOing off n tHeRe r lotS oF cUstOmAs.. aFtEr tHaT gO seNtOsA pLay waTer.. so sUprIse i noE how tO swiM abiT.. sO sHin.. N sO qIaO tHe sHettlE wE shaReD oNe iS cHiNg de fRienD lAi dE... wE soLk iN waTeR fOR 2 hOuR like tHat.. dEn aFteR tHaT tImES uP.. wE went tO wAsh uP.. bUt lotS oF ppl lOR.. sO jia lat.. den mE n xiaN wasH ouTsIdE.. sO fUnNY.. aFtEr tHat wenT hOme.. deN i wEnT yC hOuSe.. gO aCc hIM n brinG hIM tHe drinks. buT nOthing happenEd dUn wOrrY.. den i fInD myselF vERy hoT coz i sUnbUrn... woW lIao.. my faCe red red aLsO lor.. oMg sO HOT!!!!!!! knS n vErY PAIN!!!!!!! kNs.. lIke burNiNg lOr..
den hE watcH aNimE wHile i go bAtH... sO smelLY oMG.. yUcKS.. den bAtH lE sMeLl nIcE nicE..
~!sUndaY!~
deN wakE uP thiS mornInG... dEN hiS mUM cook sOmE qInG tEN.. den i eAT aBiT.. after thAt hE go waTcH aNimE.. den i verY siaN resT awhilE dEN he cOoK mIggIE mEe.. wE eat tOgetHeR den after tHaT he waTcH show again.. thOuGh of gOiNg oFf liaO bUt sUeY raiNing kNs.. den sToP n rain agAiN for 3 tImeS lor.. kAO.. dEN 4 plUs i wan gO rAiN sUpper bIG lor.. den i fall aSleep oN tHe sOfa.. wake up already 5 plUs liaO.. den wE talk awhile.. wantED tO gO lE.. bUt he very sLow, deN hE gO oRder pizzA.. hIS sIS aLsO waNna eAT mAh..sO tOgethER.. den aFter thaT hE senD mE tO bUS sToP.. wHilE i gO mEeT cHinG n xIaN aT PS... wE gO walk walK awhIlE... saw a nEw plaN fOR sIngtEl i wanna cHange tO that plan liaO.. cHeAP leh.. sTudenT plaN.. sIan.. dEN nOW jUst reacHeD hOmE nIA.. really hApPy tOdAy... wOnT fOrget this daY... hahA...
wEnT seNtOsA wIf cHiNG n xIaN.. wOW wearIng mY bIkInI agaiN... go hArbOuRfronT centEr coZ tHE mArket cLosE dOwN liaO lE wO... aFtER tHaT i gO sEe if xIao xiN wAs tHere?? mY eX.. buT hE wAs... bUT nEvEr talk tO hIM cOZ i gOing off n tHeRe r lotS oF cUstOmAs.. aFtEr tHaT gO seNtOsA pLay waTer.. so sUprIse i noE how tO swiM abiT.. sO sHin.. N sO qIaO tHe sHettlE wE shaReD oNe iS cHiNg de fRienD lAi dE... wE soLk iN waTeR fOR 2 hOuR like tHat.. dEn aFteR tHaT tImES uP.. wE went tO wAsh uP.. bUt lotS oF ppl lOR.. sO jia lat.. den mE n xiaN wasH ouTsIdE.. sO fUnNY.. aFtEr tHat wenT hOme.. deN i wEnT yC hOuSe.. gO aCc hIM n brinG hIM tHe drinks. buT nOthing happenEd dUn wOrrY.. den i fInD myselF vERy hoT coz i sUnbUrn... woW lIao.. my faCe red red aLsO lor.. oMg sO HOT!!!!!!! knS n vErY PAIN!!!!!!! kNs.. lIke burNiNg lOr..
den hE watcH aNimE wHile i go bAtH... sO smelLY oMG.. yUcKS.. den bAtH lE sMeLl nIcE nicE..
~!sUndaY!~
deN wakE uP thiS mornInG... dEN hiS mUM cook sOmE qInG tEN.. den i eAT aBiT.. after thAt hE go waTcH aNimE.. den i verY siaN resT awhilE dEN he cOoK mIggIE mEe.. wE eat tOgetHeR den after tHaT he waTcH show again.. thOuGh of gOiNg oFf liaO bUt sUeY raiNing kNs.. den sToP n rain agAiN for 3 tImeS lor.. kAO.. dEN 4 plUs i wan gO rAiN sUpper bIG lor.. den i fall aSleep oN tHe sOfa.. wake up already 5 plUs liaO.. den wE talk awhile.. wantED tO gO lE.. bUt he very sLow, deN hE gO oRder pizzA.. hIS sIS aLsO waNna eAT mAh..sO tOgethER.. den aFter thaT hE senD mE tO bUS sToP.. wHilE i gO mEeT cHinG n xIaN aT PS... wE gO walk walK awhIlE... saw a nEw plaN fOR sIngtEl i wanna cHange tO that plan liaO.. cHeAP leh.. sTudenT plaN.. sIan.. dEN nOW jUst reacHeD hOmE nIA.. really hApPy tOdAy... wOnT fOrget this daY... hahA...
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