today slp till 11 wake my boy up... i also wake up le cant get to slp liao le...

meeting koni n his bf tonight den go find jace... she still very confuse bout her relationship now but we cant help her much onli can advice her the decision is hers... went to look for jace at suntec... after that we went bugis of of the restaurant for our dinner the food ok lah.. so so lor...

headed to bugis junction coz she meet her friend there after that mi her n her bg went to m1 shop coz his bf buying hp lor.. so good sia i also wanna hav a hp lor.. haiz guess this christmas i gonna be lonely again haiz... we went back to suntec to look for jace again coz she off work mah... my friend call mi up n tell mi she saw my boy... but i also noe his going lah so its ok.. but abti angry coz he told mi that onli him n fabian in the end my friend told mi got fabian wife n shawn lor... haiz... but guess not gonan ask much bah... feelnig abit sad lor coz y the fabian bring hsi gf yet he dun bring mi leh??? am i a disgrace to him??? or he scared i will be left out haiz... i wanan go lor i really really wanan go lor.. haiz... he enjoy yet mi leh... left alone he never think for mi lor.. wtf... super no mood now... the way he treat mi make mi think more bout my ex lor... haiz... sux man... fuck lah...

cant he treat mi abit more better think abit more for mi ma.. whole day onli a call from him nia... dunno wad time he gonna be back from jb lor.. haiz... yest never meet le today also never meet.. haiz now our time for each other is getting lesser n lesser le... haiz really very xin ku... i onli can cry inside my heart n yet i cant do anything... if i ask much he will find mi fun wu li qu nao.. guys r always like that they though they love us but to us we cant feel it at all... coz the action... haiz.. how am i gonna do... how i wish i am alone now.. n dun fall for anyone... it hurt really its more hurtfull den u had a fall lor... haiz...

took a photo of my bday present last year de... long time never wear le... think wear 2-3 times nia lor... hahaha too fat to wear nice clothes..

this my new ipod touch cool man... i mention in previous post

a close up look of the tree

TOok at vivo city de christmas tree... nice wo.. a huge tree..

few days never update liao... hahaha few days never meet my boy le... i mean miss him lots...

yest meet up wif stacy at ps... she bring mi go see her ger.. kns den had dinner together lor... long time never meet up liao le.. lol.. walk walk till 10 like that boy say never meet mi den ok lor.. so i decided to go dragon meet one of the friend but he say never go so bo bian...

ask koni n jace out, meet at clark quey coz we going to luner... saw suki sing wow so good now his famous last tiem he is just like us now one blink become singer n appeared on tv lor.. so gd.. after all his great but too bad never talk to him... btw luner also bored all uncle auntie really cmi.. we onli see suki they all sing nia... hahaha after that go off le... so we dunno where to go n its 12 plus 1 like that still early.. in the end msg my friend again.. he say he just reached dragon fly abit drunk liao... so we decide to went down... hahaha

very funny lor its ladies nite i mean our ladies nite... his quite ok lah friendly n sociable lor... dunno is it he drink abit too much lor.. hahaha at 1st he also never talk much to mi... saw alan also koni de ex... but guess she still cant forget bout him... but i can understand if it happened to mi i will be the same... hahah

my friend call us to go to the sofa sit we ( PAO TAI) hahaah abit nan ting leh.. especially us in gers.... lol after all his friend ok lah too friendly le one or two nia.. one of the guy guess drunk liao keep wanan touch us lor wow liao so hankie panky.. kns i still prefere my friend.. hahah coz he more si wen but he busy smoking onli.. hahah run here n there leave us behind but he very suai also lah got entertain us awhile lor... bout 4 plus den we leave lor... reached home slp..

back from work wow so tired... hahaha em... very full now just eaten my dinner...

yest went dar house slp he com n find mi... nothing much to undate coz was at home yest...

had abit of chatting wif dar but not much... get to noe some of the question that is keep in my mind... now i understand how he was like... hahaha coz he treat his ex the same way too... so i must accept it... i must cheer him up n not feel bored when i am wif him.. always stay cheerful n happy... thats the way... n thats wad i am.. i gonna be myself again.. slowly i will get to his life i be part of him n he will be part of mi... hahaha

now started to save morning for my 21st bday n gonig for holiday wif dar... but haven plan yet.. hahahah but guess would be quite soon de lah.. i wanan go shop shop... cancer my leave this week i was suppose to be in malaysia but due to somethings happened so bo bian... but nvm i still got leave so anytiem i can still take... dar say planning to thailand next month but haven confirm.. think very hard lah.. hahah no one organise mah... sian..