disAppOiNtEd

tHis tImE rOund everythiNg i nOe Le aFter reading thrOuGh her bLog... so now tHe truth iS.. he dOes lIkE her.. dUnno hoW tO explain my fEelinG now.. wAS hUrT.. tOtally tHe feelinG of takeing a kniFe n pOkE intO mY heart.. tHe pAin... i dunno wAds hE thinkinG now.. i hOpe aLL tHe actioN hE does tO mi jUst duN happEneD aGain.. aS i hatE gUys to do tHat wHen u lIke oTher gers n did tHose actiOn n iT rEaLly make mI fEel haPpy aT times bUT tHe truth is i aM noT.. as iT makEs mI fEel happy n saD iN tHe end.. aS tHe truth iS nt wAD i aM thinKinG.. as ( U NEVER LIKE MI BEFOR) tHis thE feelinG u give to Mi.. y i say tHaT iS bEcAusE iS.. u cHangE lE..

if somEoNE dUN lIke thaT persON, u wonT go ouT wIF heR sO oFfeN.. n u wonT tAlK tO heR much oN pHonE.. u tell mi.. am i thInkinG tOo mucH?? nO i aM not.. i am a gER gUys wOnT understand how i feel.. u aLsO nEveR msg mI anymOre.. u caN jUsT iGnOrE oR mia for nOthiNg.. n no reply aNy mSg... bUt u diD reply hEr n dOeS everYthinG lIkE waD u nEver even dID tO mI (as in go out). say wanna watcH moviE dE.. nOW lEh?? think fOrgeT bout iT... siNcE she acc u.. dEN wAD for nEed mE??? gO aheAd wIf hEr dEn.. i wonT botheR anymOrE.. fEeling gRows.. n i gUeSs u sLoWlY tO lIkE her too.. sO i nothinG to say... i waS JusT a fOOl a sTupId a idiot geR... i aM faT n uGlY.. i aM nOt uR tYpe aLl aLonG i noe it.. buT i Just tell mYselF tO try.. but now i really dUnNO lE.. on xMas evE i tRyInG to make u hAppy but dUnno y... maybE i aM jusT tOo sTupid baH.. i jusT cAnT mElT uR hEaRt ThAtS wad i cAN sAY... u R noT mine..

sAD tO C u goinG oUt wiF another gER on heR bLog she wRite... rEaLly a biG diSaPpointment tOtally saD n lOsT... iF eVer i tReaT u colder mEans i nO lOnGer care bouT u anymore... n u r mean nOthinG tO mI le... btW tReAsUre wAdeVer iN uR lIfE eveRYtHing oNlI has oNce... gd lUck to u n hEr bah.. :)