Sad dayS

yO iTs mI aGaIn... yEaH will be getting my paY sOon lE leH... hEhE.. yEsTerdaY mEEt up wIF jOeY in her shop.. no ppl de leh.. hahahaha den after that meet up wif alex at mac... onli chit chat lor.... den saw mei n tansy so sudden leh... wad a suprise.. den i went up wif them to jace house to take the $$... went home awhile.. to charge hp.. n also meeting aaron n jason after that leh... pass soem letter to jason lor.. my 1st n last letter... i type it in my office de.. n i fold some hearts too... inside got lots of words it cant be say by mouth de wo..since he dun care bout mi le wad for i still hold on to it? i give up le.. right?? but den yesterday he msg mi say after reading the letter he wan mi to give him a chance to take care of mi.. i was so touch u noe?? but den i wan him to make his mind clear lor.. if his heart there no mi wad for he choose to be wif mi den??? haiz.. den his friends say taht his serious wif mi.. wtf serious?? hahahah wad a joke he will be serious.. if his serious he wot lie again n again le lor... haiz. .dunno lah.. later meet alex again maybe.. den go mu tonight hahaha

afteR wOrk

woW yesterDay cHat wIF jAsoN oN tHe phone.. haiz.. mI n hiM iS finisH.. hahA wAd a jokE... gUys totally suX meN.. dItCh gER one.. plaY wIF gErS feelinG.. i aM sO sUeY.. hE tOtALly hEck cAre bOuT mI de lOr... hAiz.. yEsterDay i recievE a msG fRoM kelvIN i Was totALly sTund.. oNe hAv seTtle another oNe com woW lIao.. i dUnwan lE.. i diD tell jAsoN bout it buT he like hecK carE at all... wAd can i dO.. he lIe to mI tHaT he wenT DB bUt his not... y he stilL wAnna lIe oN.. i tOld he to gIvE oFf lE lor.. bUt he dUnwan no mAtteR waD we r fInIsh... later watch movIE wiF kElviN,kOni n aaron lOR.. haha knS.. 4 oF uS.. aCtuRelly is onlI mi n kElvIN buT i ask theM along coz i sCareD.. i hAte the feelINg.. i hAte been chEat..dunNo for tIme beEn i sHell stay sIngle.. hAtE tO bE lOvE..

mU n hIgH

wOW vEry full nOW hAhA tOdAy eAT aLotS... saY bOuT yEstErDaY i fEel saD.. tOo manY thInGs happeneD lE... reaLly.. feelinG dOwN n SaD.. y cAn sOme oNe tell mI.. wAd u tEll mI n waD u diD, hOw u wan mI tO believe U wO.. love is not a gAmE...

wEnT mU yestErday.. dIdEnT expecT tHaT ah cHeY wILL cOme.. hahA but alsO will mEeT jAson n aarON too..sO i waS higH yesterday... driNk coZ oF hIM... saD coS oF hIM.. wtF is it wOrTh it i tell mYselF... n i reaLly dUN wIsH tO hUrT aH cHeY tOo.. hOw??? somEoNe tell mI.. sO sTress... nO mOod tO wOrK... he sAY hE gOinG iN dB.. but we sheLl see.. i noE he mEet hIs gF Lor..bUt hASiZ.. aCturelly i dUnwan tO mEeT hIm yestErdaY de.. since hE can go out wIF hER y nOt mI.. n always wan mi to tReAT hIm thiS n tHaT.. buT is tHiS aLl i wOrth tO U.. not erVeN a siNglE feelinG fOR mI mAh??? caN u love mi just fOr thiS once?? hAiz..

i am so stUpid.. ah cheY tReAt mI gD but i dunno hOW tO tReAsure..bUt i cant lie tO mY feelinGs n ChEaT his fEelinG.. n here i wanna thaNZ hiM fOR keeping mI aCC.. lifE reaLly sUx... jUst feelinG dOwn... tHaNX tO kOnI jOeY u aLl.. foR aCc mi by mY sIdE.. love u guyS.. as i noe u guys wonT lEavE mi alOnE de... thanz..i nOe when i gT pro u gUys will be theRe fOR mI de.. evEh wHeN i am sAD oR dOwn.. thanz...