i really dun understand y he can change so fast lor.. i really dun understand him anymore.. as when i trying my best to understand him give in to him n things happened.. fuck lah y like that... i really cant stand it le.. he always think that is my fault lor... kao he never think how will i feel at all... ccb.. i super hort n angry wif him le... i give him up le... n i sya everything clearly to him liao.. i giving up on him.. he shell lead his own life from now on n i lead my own life.. since thats wad he wan i grant his wish ok.. i wont msg him any morew... coz i dun worth my love.. n I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! from now on i will hate him... as he hate mi too... since we both hate each other things goes easily.... his a big lier big big lier... fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.................... not gonna give in to guys anymore.... enough is enough guys i tell u all we gers are not ment for u guys to play around... we hav feelnigs too.. if u dun treasure the person or like her dun ever accept them... now fuck off from my life man...

yesterday is my last day working in feng shui company le... will start my new job soon le.. next week lor.. hahah nice nice... went to see ah du wif my boss.. but aiyo so sian de... boring.. hahahah.. ah du nothing nice not yandao also.. kns..

after that went bugis find joey lor... after awhile kor they all called mi go for dinner all that.. den went to chinatown eat the claypot chicken rice.. wow nice nice lnog tiem never eat le... was a very big potion lor... eat till full full.. den uncle they all say wanna go chiong coz his friend got bottle over there must finish by yesterday.. so they ok at 1st i dunwan go de coz of some reason lor... but in the end still go.. hahaha his friend stupid de keep saying mi watermelon ger.. liew.. peng sia... but alright lah was fun.. went mos lor... hahaha

den daryll got msg mi also.. ask mi call him.. but i was outside mah... he got ask mi wif who all that... when he say he was jeslouse i was quite happy de... coz i noe he still care... den i got drink submarin.. is uncle they all do for mi de.. was a mix lor... not bad... but no kick.. den i got drink nid.. hahaha shuang... i was abit high liao le mah... den i ask ah kor help mi take num from the bar tender taht time at mos i saw de... he was working.. but i write my num to him till now no msg from him.. think he forget le.. nvm.. now got daryll can le...

den daryll ask mi call him all that lor... den we chated alots... i even cry lor.. n at that point i also abit high le.. haiz.. he did ask mi to be back again wif him.. but he wanan keep low profile lor.. haiz.. he also got ask mi go back to malaysia wif him... i was really very happy n touch lor... after all i still love him... hahaha i hope this time his true... kor they all com out le after that.. dne they say wanna go eat den went to chinatown eat porridge... hahaah my phone also low batt le cant msg daryll.. when i reached home daryll call mi lor.. coz i already high le no energy to walk... hahahahah den he say his hungry kns forever de lah him... hahahahaha

yesterday went ktv wif ah kor n pa... sing at party world in china town de... haiz... think of him again.. when will i accept a new relationship again.. did sms wif him... but haiz... no hope no chance... hahahah den after that went to meet joey lor... den go to eat... went cosy bay den go home le.. boring day leh...

how can i forget him??? god plz help mi my mind is all himm.... dream of him yesterday somemore.. haiz.. i did miss him but i cant stop to tell myself his not worth it... haiz.. i hate myself.. but i noe my sister also trying to help mi forget bout him.. thanz... to koni, jace, joey, xiao tian i lvoe u gers.. n my aiai ching..

nIcE n fUN nIte

hahaha here goes again mu mu.. hahaha went mu again.. yesterday meet up wif ah kor n ah pa go boat quey there eat... coz miss the food there.. die think i gonna be fat le wo.. sian.. after eating 10 plus le.. meet koni n joey outside of mu.. den we go fetch uncle to mu lor... den we reached mu koni wad hungry so went prata shop.. awhile later elmo arrive too.. heheheh.. cutie elmo always bully mi de haiz... den jace reached mu le... i sign her in.. today mu was packed as usure lor... den lots ppl like never see befor de.. tian arrive later... the was jenski n melvin ar also got com mu too...

while we gers was dancing got another group of guys beside us so irritating sia keep bang into us.. but inside their group one of the guy was cute althought he was fat fat plump plump de.. but was so cute compare to the others in the group... den koni n joey kns go say i wanan noe him make mi so pai seh sia... den they pull mi to their table there omg.. den got one guy in red shirt de fuck lor.. i also dunwan noe him keep talk to mi irritating bastard.. dancing also very er xin lor.. the butt keep shacking here n there see le also vomit.. hahahah but the guy name ah cheng is i wanan noe de... i was so pai seh till i went back to dance floor lor.. awhile later they com dance floor too... den the guy n one of his friend keep looknig at us so jia lat.. but i just dance lor.. just when i n jace wanna go toilet one of his friend hold mi down n say can he be my friend all taht rubbish lah.. den ah cheng came along too... den ah cheng n mi become friend le lor.. den stupid koni, jace, tian n joey keep saying i hong aiyo.. i never hong lor.. think this the way i forget bout daryll bah... hahahah den got exchange num wif ah cheng.. he was really cute n friendly.. althought his a malaysian.. but i believe malaysia guys r better bah.. compare ot here... i must really believe it... if got futher contact maybe ah cheng will be my target bah.... but his same age as mi omg.. dun believe it... but his older lah... nice nice.. later meet pa go eat le.. n ah kor too..