Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Its timE fOr me tO bLoG bOut mY life nOW... its been so long since i last blog... too busy wif my love life liao... hahaha i think he the right guy i wan... but my mum dun seen to like much when we stick together... now he is sick & sleeping at home.. i just finished playing bball wif my old friends that i used to played with now i am really happy.. although they may not be my close friend but when they tell me to play wif them & join them more offen u noe wad appeared in my mind??? they r the onli guys i noe that when things happened they wont run away & leave mi behind they say that they really miss mi cos few yrs dident play bball wif them i bring back the joy & laughter to them.. wad we used to be on the court.. until now we r still good friends..

but yet the closest friend of mine used to be "sister" just done things that really make mi go angry bout it.. ya it may be a small matter but it just show wad kind of friend she is . she may not be bad but just cant imagine she can do that to mi. a 3-4 yrs friend that used to go club together noe guys together do wadever together but dun think negetive please... dunno when she will really grown up & be an mature adults.. i may be good to u be nice to u but just dun take advantage of mi.. for mi i treasure everyone in my life but once i think u r not worth a friend to me den u r not worth any... chances can be given but there is limit to it dun over do it... same to relationship its the way u handle ur own relationship... u do nasty things to ur partner just dun blame them for doing back the same thing.. sometimes human being noe wad they r doing but yet they still do it & noe its wrong when things happened they will start to regrate and its just too late for it.. since u decided to do it in the 1st place dun do it & accept the outcome...

to me now my life is ok althought it may not be as happening as befor but now i am adults i must bare for things i have done... working & earn $$ is important to mi... of coz i found a love one that treats me well & dot on mi.. (but still on probetion) maybe if stable down few years later get married lor... thats wad i wan now... but of coz not forgetting my friend.. when my freetime we will still gather around have dinner shop & talk talk its good enough.. we hav our own life cant be like befor anymore. not say got bf totally forget bout friends its not the way.. i really envy my bf until now he still contact his sch times friend & they r still so good.. how i wish mi too (SO FRIEND OF MINE DO MEET UP OFFEN YA) hahaha now i just wanted to study get a cert & work towards it...

MY LOVE LIFE

Noe my bf for 4mth plus already... in this relationship i learn alot too.. especially when we quarrel how r we going to solve problems.. talk things out nicely dun raise our voice at each other... of coz respect each others... my bf sometimes maybe xiao qi(small gas) but so far he treat me really good.. make mi feel like heaven coz he fetch mi to work off work.. dinner... when i am out wif friends he make the effect to fetch mi home.. once he told me ( i just want to spend more time with you) this words makes mi feel so happy & an xin... his friend say his a good guy.
he likes to stay at home den go out so sometimes i do feel bored but nvm lar after all our hobby is different... but sometimes he wont allow mi go out late de... so sad.. dun allow to meet guys.. so meet him almost everyday... but its not bored at all coz his cute & funny not those boring type both of us like to joke alot.. of coz we noe when to give & take also lar... i think thats the way a relationship should work... u need to set freedom to them & they will never leave u if they really love u... especially guys they will wan more freedom. but my guy different lar dun compare coz he like to stick to mi de... hahah i noe abit ro ma lar... but bo bian its true lar... his parents side relative also see befor le... i am the 1st ger he brought mi to see lor.. i am so happy... hahahah abit tired le... going to slp nite yawns