HaTe it.... i hate the feeling now... i hate it when i talk to him he give mi attitute.. i find that our relationship wont last le... coz i dun think he love mi anymore... he give mi attitute now le... slowly i will lost everything... just chatted wif him on the phone... his friend asking him to go kulai today i just onli say go again??? wad he ans mi was u always like that de.. dun go dun go lah... i go home.. dun u think the attitute very bad how can he say like that n the tone is not very good... i expect him to say he will bring mi go lor... or maybe i dun go i com find u. but the ans he give hurts mi alots... I dUnnO hOw lOnG cAN wE last lE. i Feel hurt everytime... y am i the one????

actually i hav two choices now... one is kelvin n one is him... i gonna give kel a ans by 22nd dec. actually i love both but think back i wif kel i am more xin fu.. wif my boy i will hav better future... so i can onli choose one... gers if u were mi which one will u choose???? sorry my tag board got problem cant reply msg...

i Respect n give in to my bf does not mean i can tolorate their attitute towards mi... if i respect n i hope to get respect too... y my boy cant be more caring n think more for mi?????

Y am i so Stupid to give in to him everytime?? should i voice out my toughts??? meeting kel in the afternoon going for willian baby ger de one month celebration...

was back from my dar house... yest went movie wif dar... actually wanan go cine watch de but in the end dun hav the show he wanted so went to plaza sing but was full house also den went to teh cathay but also the same taht tiem was bout to raining le.. but i wanted to watch show no matter wad.. den bo bian he say go vivo watch lor the last place... so we went there luckly we catch a 12.30 show overthere watch "the golden campass' not bad a advanture show... heng he never fall asleep... haha after so lnog finally we got the chance to watch movie together again... coz everytime onli at home so bored... was happy when he acc mi yest.

after that went to his house bout 2 plus le... sleep at 3 plus... n he gonna work early today so bo bian lor... haiz.. wtd..

yest had a hcat wif hui xian also... lots bout our things my relationship my problems... for us gers we dun ask for much as lnog as ur boy love u n always care for u its already very xin fu le right... even a small action will make us happy... such a simply logic they also dunno mah??? haiz... i am always good to the one i love but y dun they appreciate it??? unless they dun like mi lor... if not i see no point y they ignore us sometimes... n actually i suspect my boy hav chat wif another ger recently.. but i cant confirm it.. coz taht time i look at his phone since he cant reply that ger y not he reply mi den??? am i very bored???? he think i always keep quite n give in to him nothing will happened mah.. after all i am his gf lor... how can i let this kind of things happened right??? its redicurious.. i msn him dun reply sms him dun reply also wad am i in his heart???

i think this few days i onli noe how to complain ppl always say we gers dun understand guys but plz turn around does u guys think bout us too??? gers is the one taht always lose out lor... so wad u guys gonan say??? afetr fuck already can just throw teh ger aside n treat it nothing happened mah??????? i wish i am guy lor....

guess my boy dun really love mi that much... from the way he treat mi the action does... wE from onE WeEk mEet 5-6 dAys become NoW 1 day or 2 day i find it unacceptable. wad i need is ur company not ur 1- 2 hour just to see mi for nothing.