anytHeR nEw dAY..

hE wAs oNline.. i duN hAv tHe cOuRaGe tO msg hiM.. haiZ think hE also wOnT msg mI lE BaH... btw no bIG dEal sInCe hE gOt a Gf alreAdy... y bOther... sHI ni dE jIu sHi nI dE bU sHi nI de jIu bu sHI nI dE mIan qIaNg sHI meI yOu xInG fU dE... hAiZ..

laTer gOinG tO lAvandEr dO higHlight liaO.. hahA.. hAvinG nEw ligHlighT aGaIn...

bAck fRom kTv...

tOday waS sUpPoSe tO mEeT up foR bLood dOnatioN dE.. bUt thaT sTupId stacy kNs lOr.. hAiz duN say lE.. bUT i meeT Yc bEfOr i gO tO wOrK... cOZ hE wanna change hIS carD..wHile jAcE aLsO gOT com.. dEN gO wIsMa eAT.. kNs waSte my $$ onlI the tHinG sO eX one.. hAiz..

tOdaY wOrkiNG alriGhT laH.. aLmosT got salEs.. jUst thaT weatheR tHe person wilL cOntAcT mI anot onli.. scarEd sIA.. hAiz... den afTeR wOrK went tO ktV wIF aPplE.. sO sUprIse wHeN i SaW valVe?? ravEn?? Jss??? n lotS moRe hahA theY cOm fInE uS.. sO gD sIA.. hEhe.. nOt reAllY in tHe gD mOod tO sInG n dAnce dunNO y .. fEelinG dOwN..

jUsT gOt hOmE nOT lonG aGO... dUnNO iF he wILl stilL talK tO mi?? oR thinGS rEallY turN out bad.. bUt i hAtE iT wHen ppL lIe tO mI.. hAiz.. iF got Gf jUsT sAY gO Gf lOR.. nO biG deaL lOR.. haiz... knS leH.. lIke i waS bEen fOol arounD lOR.. tHe feelinG reaLly sUX ... hAiz...

reallY break dOwN...

wOw.. i fOunD out aNothER suprise thinG... aCturelLY his thE oNE hImself wHO aSK got rOom wIF hiS gF aNot... of coZ he can sAy nOt hIS Gf bUt oNlI frieNdS.. wHO nOeS?? aS i am nOt aS cLosE to him.. n i aM nOt hiS whO rIght.. oNE tHing hE say was really rigHt wHeN i talk tO hIm oN Msn lasT nItE.. "i dun own u a explaination' tHiS pHrIsE aLready wIN eVerythinG i saY... hAiz i dUnno wAD tO sAY lE.. buT keep mY feeliNG iNsIdE... lOts ppl sAY tHaT lIkE a pErson u sHould let hIM/hER nOE... bUt i dUn hAv tHe cOuRagE to.. as sCareD thiNgs wOuLD tUrn out dIFf... hAiz... nOw mY mInd wAS reaLly losT.. mAyBe i sHoUlD jusT tReAT him normALy baH.. dUn thinK sO mUch...

到了?要??，不?易放?，任和是都是?有其几的。

lEts belive iN fate bah.. 是你的就是你的，不是你的就?免?，免?是?有幸福的。

saD daY moODY

wEnT foR my bikE pracTicAl i pAss mY narrow plunk buT faiL mY eneRgencY bRaKE.. kNS lOR.. abit morE i pAss lE.. hAiz.. haV tO retaKe agaIn.. sIan...

aFteR tHaT i wEnT down to mIng dE sAlOn... wow liaO i waitEd foR 2 houR lor.. wtH...haiz...

i actUrElly wEnT dOwN tO J dE housE dOwNstaIR... coz dUNno y jUsT fEel lIke gOing n hAv a cHaT wIF hiM.. buT unFoRtUrEnatElY hE nEvEr reply mI... dEN nVm loR.. deN i wait awHiLE i saw hIM walkiNG tOwarDs hiS bike...bUT i hiDE bEhInd tHe wall.. mY heaRt aLmOsT droP oUt lor.. deN sAW hE ridE mOrE fAr aWay lE dEN gO tAkE a look.. hAix..

but nOW i noe everythiNg lE... coz i ask hiM on msN lE.. nOw feel bettER lE.. buT sTill sCareD... hahA..

你是?儿我是沙，沙儿???儿??，沙儿??天山去，?儿??天山去。
wAD a nIcE pHrAsE...

!~nO mOod~!

my mOod wAS lOw nOW.. reaLly vEry low.. wHeN i sAw that posT ... J n his GF omG... i hAtE iT y he nEvEr tell mI tHaT hE got a gF??? oR iS hE goIng wiF aNy gErS?? oR wAdever??? but nvm sUaN lE.. haiz.. sEe wHeN he gOnNA tell mI dEn.. wOnT mA fAn hIM aNymOrE... n sOrrY tO ask hIM tO fetch mE everytIme... i fEel bad n bEen cheateD.. hAiz.. bTw i noE tHaT hIs nOt my wHO but dEN.. dUnNO mAybe iTs aLl my guessInG?? thIngS mAy nOt turN oUt tO be wAd i thInK buT dEN iTs wAD i feel..

tRuElY hIS nOt bad.. bUt mAybE hE iS stIll tHe sAmE aS other gUy bah.. fLiRtS too?? i dUn wIsH to sAY tHaT buT dEN my fEel... tHiNk hE wOnt aSK mI oUt aNymOrE.. eveN yEs aLsO tAkE mE as a (Dai tI ping)???? omG... hAte iT... y iS iT sO?? hE tReat mE gOod mAybe jUsT aS nOrmaL frIeNdS?? oR i just thInK tOo mucH?? wOW.. wAD a fOol am i..

1St hE jIo mI tO gO.. buT nOW?? sO fAsT hE gEt anOtheR gEr?? oR maybE this gEr is alreAdY assist bEfOR mI??? i rEallY dUnnO... hate it hAtE iT hAtE iT... gUyS r aLl tHe sAmE... all flirT.... FLIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wonT bOtheR tO mSg hIM anymorE.. FUCK oFf meN... hAte pPL tO lIe.... tHe feelinG sUX mEN...

gOiNg foR mY prAcTicaL lEsson lAtEr lE....

1sT dAY wOrk

wake uP latE tOdaY buT sLP eaRlY lasT nItE.. tIrEd.. hAiz.. iN tHE afteRnOon mEet joeY aT oRcharD for a walk... dEN cHiT cHat loR... so nIcE of heR... dEN aFtEr tHaT wenT tO bUgIS mEeT jAcE n kOnI coz wIlL bE wOrKinG aT 6.30...dEN kOnI go eAT... wE wEnT wTM oUr old hAnG oUt placE.. very lONg nEvEr go tHeRe lE... cHangE aLotS... haiz...

aT 1St vEry scarED coZ dUnNO wAd tO sAY foR thE 1sT calL.. buT waS fUnNY tOO... robert sIt bEsIdE mI i mOrE stress siA... dUnno y leH... hAhA.. wE gEt to nOE dIff kinD oF ppl tHroUghT phonE taLkinG.. reaLly eNjoy tHe jOb.. tOday dID noT mAkE anY saleS bUt i wIll sTill tRY mY bEsT dE... jIa yOu... hAhA

mY jiaN fEI jI hUA hAiz...

Chiong cHioNg ChionG

yEsTerDaY went to mu... wif yc , wei, ting, n lots more.. but waited for quite long coz of amon... he came late coz he need to sign koni n jace in mah.. but in the end elmo sign them in coz he came more early.. hahaha den after that amon came wif a bear cute leh... hahaahha

den yesterday while dancing on stage suddenly got a guy com talk to mi funny sia.. ask mi am i from balestier ite... n say lots of thing... but i keep dancing lor.. but yesterday not bad was fun.. haha den after that jace n koni went off wif their friends... den left mi yc n wei nia... den we go 7-11 lor... we sit there n talk..

today saw ah long also so suprise leh.. when saw him...dunno wad to do le...just normal lor.. hahaha den J com fetch mi home... haah although was late le but he still make his way down here.. hahaha