sian... today off.. taking mc again.. coz yesterday i went to clinic after work wif dear... he acc mi lor.. den saw that mu de candy there was so suprise.. coz its not a original clinic... hahahahaha i was there for few hours lor.. so sian n bored.. after that dear bring mi home to bath... at 1st dun wish to go home coz lazy mah.. was thinknig go eat liao go shopping de... in the end all was wasted.. coz while eating suddenly my gastric very pain till i cant eat.... the pain is really killing mi.. so i ask dear eat faster... den he bring mi to his house n rest for awhile... but the pain dun seem to go any better.. bout an hours plus later... still very pain i really cant take it lor... 1st time sia... den i ask dear bring mi go hospital liao.. but he still at there tu... some more used medical oil to apply on it.. i was like wtf lor.. my gastric pain leh not stomach pain.. but he insist n ask mi rest for awhile more... but the pain still dun go any better.. in the end den he willing to send mi to go hospital lor.... on the way to hospital we was still quarreling lor.. power right... hahahahah

went to general hospital emergency department.. but there was many ppl there lor... wtf.. hav to wait till 3 am den can see doctor lor... wtf.. taht time was onli 10plus pm leh.... how to wait?? later wait till i die how??? stupid.. in the end dear bring mi to alexandra hospital... when reached there no ppl de.. compare to general hospital... hear the hospital was haunted one... hahaha but i bo bian so just went... the doctor give mi medication n one needles so ask mi to rest on the bed for 1/2 an hour to 1 hr lor.. see if the pain was alright not... the most funny was dear ask the doctor to wake mi up but i was sleeping so soundly lor.. thats wad dear told mi... after that went back to he house to rest.. wanted to go home de.. in the end slp at his hosue again... coz drowzeness mah.... just now went to eat... till now den home...

wow tired day... its national day wo.. but pass le... hahah n also its mi n my dear de 2 month annivesary wo... hahahaha... good right on the 9th... hahahahah... went to play bball at blk 10... long time ever since i play my bball le... today mei they all com down so go down lor... but quite fun n nice de.... not bad wo.... hahahahaha after play bball at blk to we went to geylang eat the beancure wo... was very full now hahahahaha... the feelings r great.... my birthday also coming very soon... will ask them out for some dinner bah... hahahahah my sister for years... still love them as befor although we hardly meet or see each other.. coz they will remember mi... i really appreciate them.. hahah thanks to fomei, tansy, layming, zhi ming, suat kim n some others... really thanz... thats wad friends are.... hahahaha...

they never failed to be there too when i need them... still the same lor... hope things will go on like this... hahahahaha

today is really a bad day for mi... haiz.. dunno wad to say.. went to mu lor... was alrigth bah.. saw canto barcode they all also... i saw something which i really will never believe lor.. DARYLL hav a GF le.. n its the ger all of us noe.. omg... i nearly fainted lor... how can i take it men... i totally gone n lost.. haiz.. since he hav change his num.. this mean he really totally foegetten bout mi le.. n willing to give in to another relationship... wad i can say is wish him good luck n all the best... wish him will be happy as befor bah...

but to my feel he dun really looks happy at all... coz the gf can go around wif all guys as a bf how can he take it... n his attitude wont take it de... but maybe his love her more den mi bah.... thats all i can say.. i cant win his heart but she does... i totally lose to her le... in looks n dancing i lose to her... but love i wont lose to her coz i noe she dun love him that much... always see him sitting alone at the table.. i really feel like gonig over but i couldent... coz i am no one to him anymore... i really love him alots... he just dun understand until now i still haven give up.. i still hope teh day will com.... god is really unfair....

i hate it i hate it... its so crue...... WHY WHY WHY?????????

my feelnig for kelvin had faded.. but get really stronger on daryll i also dunno y... when i saw him wif that ger i really quite sad n hot... i really dunno wad to say....

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