em... lately things happened between mi n him dunno is it my problem or his... coz i find both of us more n more hard to communicate le... just dun feel good as i am the one working n he dun.. n i persuade him lots of time to look for job but he insisted not too i even help him to look for jobs... i was farstrusted bout this as he gt no more $$ to spend but yet wanan go out wif his friends n leave mi alone .. cant io hav freedom.. no friends to go out wif le.. btw birthdaY COMING so dun think i get anything from him too... btw also nt sure r we still together... heart breaks lots of time.. tears drop lots of time for him he dun seem be care.. been so useless i wish my heart can be as hard as a stone lor.. like that i wont get hurt anymore... haiz.. i believe those guys after him de will sure suffer lots from mi...

y those that like mi de but i just dun like them haiz.. liek that i be more xin fu.. as i will be love.. haiz... life r so unpridictorble.. think weekends gonna stay home liao...