celebrate his bday

yesterday is his birthday... haha

after work i went for a movie session wif my ve company... watched final destination.. soem parts are scary lor.. hahah afetr the movie i meet up wif xiao wind he acc mi all the way till koni n aaron reached lor.. i brought 2 cakes for him but since he late n i was veyr angry wif him..so i ate up the cakes togetehr wif xiao wind lor.. his such a caring guy lor. but dunno if i got feelings for him anot.. den he reached at bout 12 lus.. den we went to koni de friend de pub... i order 1 jug of beer, mi n koni keep ta half half... den order another jug lor.. den i also drink till high high liao.. saw his eye red red wanan cry.. but i never ask much n continue my things.. after that i com back from wash room.. i cry.. i also dunno.. den awhile later we go off le... koni was very sad too... i can see lor... den both of us walk till dunno where.. den at the bus stop they left us... so u noe its so sad?? they dun understand us at all... for get bout it le.. hiaz.. talk to him for dunno how long.. say out all my feelnigs n so on lor.. many 5things.. i talk to him wif my tears... dunno y so sad lor.. haiz.. tonight he say wanna hav a talk wif mi lor.. haiz.. dunno le

27th feb 2006

todAY iS mY dAY.. yesterday was a sad day i cry .. finally i drop my tears... hahah list i still consider soft hearted bah.. haha ... he was quit angry de when aaron told him that i dun wan to meet him... but i dunno if its true anot.. but i already promise that i wont contact him but he contat mi back.. i think i will soft heart again. .n comnig friday is his birthday lor... maybe going to pub bah... hopw he will enjoy that day.. i really cant bare to loss him.. but i hav to as he got jamie... i really miss him lor.. my heart keep thinknig of him.. n alex keep asking mi to be his gf.. i already tell him i dun liek him le.. so irritating lor.. hate this kind of ppl.. hiaz.. think this friday will be our last meet le.. sat gonig to mu drink i wanan forget everything n start anew.. plz help mi!!!!! i was fill wif painn.... :(~~~~~~~~