sad

today is our one month annivesary but i did something stupid... i break up wif him.. haiz i cant stand it le wo.. haiz.. so sad but alex also noe bout mi nj him.. den yesterday i cry he keep console mi leh.... haiz.. dunno so fan... i love him but i also do anything lor.. haiz...

so confuse

haiz.. i feeling so bad.. but list i never do anything silly.... hahahaha yesterday went our wif koni n the guys in mu de... one of them attached to koni... while anything 2 friend acc him... den jace n ah yong was there too... we go eat den went marina .. they very funny n stupid sia... but also liek that... den got 2 couple onli we 3 extra nia... hahahah went explanade walk walk lor den talk talk... the darrlye (dunno how to spell) n the alex both keep disturbe us... den kns stupid de.. that alex wanan xian mi.. but of coz i did not agreed.... hahahahah

lAsT tHuRsday, friday n sAT wEnT tO mU.. wAs aLrigHt.. fridaY is tHe most sAD oNe.. cOz went wif FL n joey.. butwhen mi wif joey n fL wif his friends.. at 1st nothing de leh... in the end i saw him smoke of coz i was angry.. so i decided to go home le... he wan smoke ok u go ahead... n somemore he was abit drunk le... he dun take mi as his gf at all... he just treat mi coldly.. although i say i wanna acc him go but as a bf he also never do anything ... just acc his friends all that... who can take it??? cant he just treat mi a litter better??? i onli feel cold from him n not the warm... n he always got problem all he noe is (sorry) (ok) onli.. every ger cant take it lor... sorry everyone also noe how to say.. if u kill a ppl u say sorry wow the person will go alife again ar???? so action louder den words...

i dunno now chat wif him... he is the like that.. the way he reply really hurts mi... i dunno how to communicate wif him totally lor.. he dun understand mi... how r we gonig to go on like that ... wad i wan is not this way... i wan him to care for mi more , treat mi like a gf n not friends....to him he may thing the way he treat mi is gf but i dun think so lor... i lossing more confident le.. totally no fate in the relationship.. think his not the guy for mi bah...totally..