April fool today... been fool by aiai just now... hahah feelnig so tired today after morning site visit.. been sweating all the way... somemore going for friend wedding lunched lor... hiaz..

when i reached teh place it rains wad a suay day... in the end went home lor.. bo bian... now here writing.

actually after thailand trip i thought about wad i though befor bout my boy.. but in the end i still carry on coz i think he would be better... we had abit of chat but some how i been quite fastrated sometimes over his action n talk... coz i cant talk it n i gonna say out... after that it seem abit better le.. n he sold off his bike liao waiting for his busa... haiz but wad i cant sit his bike at all coz he say is single sitter... wow u noe how sad n down i was when i hear this??? its a very big da ji to mi lor... coz he will have lesser time for mi n he will keep going to malaysia withought mi le... that day at his house my tears just drop down... but of coz i hide it myself... i may feel unhappy but i keep it.. coz no choice wad can i do... if he dunwan i also cant force right... but dunno lah.. i really feel very hurt. n now thinking back bout his word my tears drop down again... but am i thinking too much??? though thats wad gers wan. especially when ur bf rides u wanna acc him n be his pillion??? haiz... dunno i really feel his not the right guy for mi... coz i like to go out wif my bf to where he goes n noe more friends of his.. n mixed around..

having less time wif my friends le... really lazy to go out now... my friends r all attached too... so its ok... of coz free time still can com out lah... hahaha miss my friends... miss clubbing... miss drinking...