NeW yr evE

YesTerdaY wEnT oUt tO joB interview.. early mOrning the person called mi le.. so jia lat.. hahahah den went all teh way to AMK lor... den bo bian but the place very wulu.. overall still not bad.. in teh end the person hired mi so hapyp leh.. hahahaha good.. start work next monday le.,. wont be so free le... coz working n working for my life now... dun think so much le..

den ntie tiem meet joey n her bf.. n her bf de friend.. so clal jay chow.. hahaha funny leh her didi.. still not bad gonig out wif themm friendly n chatty.. went to rush wif them... kns $6 for the entrance now.. kns lor.. haiz.. den got dance all taht koni n jace got go also.. not taht fun today at rush.. so so onli.. den yc msg mi say he going down MU alone... so i went down to mu after that.. but i saw his not alone... btw i hate ppl to lie.. but he just did it.. pro.. acturelly dun intend to go down de... but haiz... disappointed..

after taht went cine to find joey de bf they all.. haha the xiao bu dian very ke ai.. although big big size.. but they all him xiao bu dian.. heheheh.. btw.. all of them was from same ite wif mi one.. hahah

after everything went to starbuck near john little de.. sit there chat chat lor.. hehehe but i went off early.. coz got work today mah...

today think never go countdown bah... but got 2 sales today good good

nEvER gO worK

todAY nEvEr gO work.. coz duN hav thE mood to.. sO wEnt walk waLk wIF jAcE lOR.. wEnT bUgis village wAnTed tO search fOr sOme sKirts.. bUt did nOt mAnAge tO.. hahA.. dEn went OG broUgh mY bRA.. wow sExy.. bRoughT back tHe samE bra i bRoUgHt that daY wiF mY mum.. sO sian.. den afteR ThaT wENt tO eaT aT tHE markeT tHeRe... hahA.. eAt lE deN gO shop agaIN.. i bRoUgHt tWo cLoThEs.. nIcE NicE wO.. i lIke iT aLots.. hahA.. n lEnD jacE $$ for tHe cLoTh also.. buT sHe sAy her bF tranS $$ tO mi.. dEN i lEnd her lOR.. saw onE more cLoTheS wanna buY dE buT duN suiTs mI.. toO fAt lIao bO bIaN lor.. haha... when i sliM dOwn moRe baH.

wEnT Rush aFtEr thaT... coz feel likE drinking.. haha..dEN JeNnifER jIe n ivaN koR gOiNg dOwn tOO buT i lEavinG iN awhilE timE onli.. sO sad.. n noW homE sWeet hOmelE..

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AfTeR sEEing ur blog i alSo hav tO saY sOrry tOO... i am aLways over senseRtIvE buT i can sAy tHaT mY feelings r aLwAyS rIgHt.. i noE mysElF wEll.. since tHe sTaRT i noE Yc wIll lIkE u lE.. i jusT over jealouSe le. haha... but den i aM not tHose wIll keep sTiCk tO a pErson withoUt thinkinG oF his fEelinG dE.. i neveR wIlL asK hIm tO falL foR mi.. N i noE that hiS sis like hiM alotS.. aLL i caN dO iS oNlI to kEep hiM cOmpanY when he nEeds sOmeonE arounD n tRy tO make HiM hAPpy.. of cOz i wIlL fEel jEalOuse afteR aLl i aM sTill a geR.. wHo eveR wiLL feel jEalOuSe wheN u Saw thE onE u lIke tReAt others bEtter... aM i rIgHt??? eVeryoNe wiLL lIke to seE hIS/heR lOvE oNe tO bE happy aR.. same goeS tO u right?? N theY hav their cHoice oF cHoosinG a PratneR... n coZ oF U i noe hiS tHoUgh n wAd hiS thinkInG.. i sTill haV tO say tHaNZ to u wo... aT 1ST i diD dUN lIke U... but now iTs oVeR lE.. as i noT thoSe Ji cHou dE rEn.. hEhe..

n i alsO noE u Gt sOmEonE iN mind.. so JusT gOes wIf uR feeliNG lor...samE gOeS wIf mI.. mY feelinG iS tHerE for his n iTS tHE truth lE cAnT cHange.. n of coz i hopE he can bE hAppy tOo.. duN coZ oF this mAtteR eVeRytHing cHangE.. aLl r fRiEndS.. sTill caN go oUt togEtheR.. cHionG tOgetHer... haha..so jIa yOu.. afteR writInG aLl this i hopE u guys noe wAd i am thInKing lE bah.. sO aLL of U r mY frieNDs... no MiA nO notHing.. aLl shoulD sTaY by mY sIdE...kkkkk:):)

fEel cOnforTaBLe

afteR reading throught the blog.. i fEel moRe confOrtable le.. n everytHiNg is thE enD.. i sHeLl cArry oN wiF my owN lIfE... on tHiNg tO Say (sElEne u R the mOsT xiN fU dE lE) jusT treasurE wADeVeR on uR lIfE now...

n HiS rIgHt lOvE a pErsoN sHoUld leT hiM/heR hAppy.. buT i wisH duN becAuse of tHis mattER n lOse a Gd friEnd. everyone gt tHeIR rIgHt to lovE n noT to.. aS foR mE.. i wont bE dIrEcT tO thE oNe i LoVe/Like. i onlI hidE iT mYsElf.. aM sUcH a losEr toO.. (btw duN wish tO sEe u geT hUrT) yeSh u Like her.. but Den jUsT duN gET tOo dEep jUsT liKE waD i aM now.. aS iT wIll hUrT mOrE dEepEr.. althougH u neveR oR hardly tAlK tO mI sO oFfeN lE but i caN sEe tHE thinGS tHaT tRouBleD u... u cAn cHoose uR owN lOvE oNes.. u shoulD bE morE dIrEcT tO eVeRYtHinG.. aS MinOr paiN is aLwAys bEtter deN majOr PaIN.. :)

i noe that u wont like mi all along from teh start, but its ok i am still happy for the time we spend together. even u never liek mi befor but things will still be the smae. just love/like the one that is in ur mind.. as i understand taht (ai qing shi bu nen mian qian de) i alwasy respects ur decision. just waiting for ur ans.finally u did it le.. n i respect it, i think u r brave le. in my mind u r the best... i still miss dancing wif u .. if u mia none will dance wif mi le.. liek taht i be very ke lian right?? ni se de meh??? hahahahaah

but no matetr wad i wIll alwAys be therE foR u toO.. juSt liKe u be thErE foR hEr tOO... aLl aLong i Was wroNG le.. n I realIsE mY mistaKe.. i sHouldeNT haV negLat uR fEeliNs n onli thInk bout mY fEelinGs.. buT i dUnno uR fEelinGs wHerE u never eVen sAY oR sHoW iT... rIght?? plz keeP oN uR pRomIsE u R a cHeerfuL gUy.. i belIeVe u can dO it.. .. aLthoUgH u neveR lIkE mi bEfor buT... its alriGhT.. lIsT i noE thE anS cLeArly n its fRom u.. i really veRY hAppy le.. tHaNX.... YC'

belOvE fOnG

stuPiD Ktv

mEetInG aiAi gO oRcHard wAlK WaLk.. coz buyinG sLiPper.. nO sLipper liao hahA.. gO fAr eAsT n eaT loR.. fInally bRoUghT a sliPper i lIke dE lE.. nice leH..aFteR tHat mEeTiNg Zai, micHGael n apPlE... knS tOdaY so ex lOr.. iF i noe i duN go lE Lor.. haiz...

wEnT to K-Box coz i Gt tHe 25% oFf vOuCheR...ThE perSoN so sTupiD fEel like slaPiNG hER siA.. knN... so aNgRy.. dun feel lIke sInGinG lE.. so ex..... tHeY ordER bEer.. 2 juG.. woW michael sInG sOnG lIkE lIU dE hUa lor.. totaLly.. cAnt belIeVe leH... den i slp iN Ktv foR aN hOuR pluS loR... tIrED n cold.. i rEaLly shaKing iNsidE loR.. eVen gT jAckEt aLsO.. sI jIA laH.. sInG till nO vOice.. deN zaI send mI hOme...

disAppOiNtEd

tHis tImE rOund everythiNg i nOe Le aFter reading thrOuGh her bLog... so now tHe truth iS.. he dOes lIkE her.. dUnno hoW tO explain my fEelinG now.. wAS hUrT.. tOtally tHe feelinG of takeing a kniFe n pOkE intO mY heart.. tHe pAin... i dunno wAds hE thinkinG now.. i hOpe aLL tHe actioN hE does tO mi jUst duN happEneD aGain.. aS i hatE gUys to do tHat wHen u lIke oTher gers n did tHose actiOn n iT rEaLly make mI fEel haPpy aT times bUT tHe truth is i aM noT.. as iT makEs mI fEel happy n saD iN tHe end.. aS tHe truth iS nt wAD i aM thinKinG.. as ( U NEVER LIKE MI BEFOR) tHis thE feelinG u give to Mi.. y i say tHaT iS bEcAusE iS.. u cHangE lE..

if somEoNE dUN lIke thaT persON, u wonT go ouT wIF heR sO oFfeN.. n u wonT tAlK tO heR much oN pHonE.. u tell mi.. am i thInkinG tOo mucH?? nO i aM not.. i am a gER gUys wOnT understand how i feel.. u aLsO nEveR msg mI anymOre.. u caN jUsT iGnOrE oR mia for nOthiNg.. n no reply aNy mSg... bUt u diD reply hEr n dOeS everYthinG lIkE waD u nEver even dID tO mI (as in go out). say wanna watcH moviE dE.. nOW lEh?? think fOrgeT bout iT... siNcE she acc u.. dEN wAD for nEed mE??? gO aheAd wIf hEr dEn.. i wonT botheR anymOrE.. fEeling gRows.. n i gUeSs u sLoWlY tO lIkE her too.. sO i nothinG to say... i waS JusT a fOOl a sTupId a idiot geR... i aM faT n uGlY.. i aM nOt uR tYpe aLl aLonG i noe it.. buT i Just tell mYselF tO try.. but now i really dUnNO lE.. on xMas evE i tRyInG to make u hAppy but dUnno y... maybE i aM jusT tOo sTupid baH.. i jusT cAnT mElT uR hEaRt ThAtS wad i cAN sAY... u R noT mine..

sAD tO C u goinG oUt wiF another gER on heR bLog she wRite... rEaLly a biG diSaPpointment tOtally saD n lOsT... iF eVer i tReaT u colder mEans i nO lOnGer care bouT u anymore... n u r mean nOthinG tO mI le... btW tReAsUre wAdeVer iN uR lIfE eveRYtHing oNlI has oNce... gd lUck to u n hEr bah.. :)

chrIsTmAs evE

yEsTeRDaY went to work from 11-2 onli.. hahahaah i was late.. coz also hav to go jace house take her things.. coz she never go home... hahaha den afetr that i went down to kovan afetr my work.. do treatment lor. den the ger do hairstarightening for mi also.. haha not bad ar.. but onli for awhile onli.. hahaha den i went home to prepared to go town.. xmas eve leh.. stay at home so sian... meet wei n yc lor... but koni jace n joey they sellnig spray can.. wanna support them de but in the end their cans been confiscate... coz no licenece selling...

went to mu after that... not bad.. we buy spray cans but stupid lots cannot be used de... been spray all over lor.. li xian worse hahaha... but was fun how i hope new yr eve also can play .. hahaha.. mu need money yesterday but i never pay coz i member mah... haha many ppl also... was pack on dance floor n over mu.. even stage too.. hahaha elmo n terry came too.. so good.. hahahaha saw patchy jie too... hehehe she gt new bf le... hahahah...

after that we did went 7-11 i also gt meet my bro... kns his friend com n spray mi lor.. knn,..den saw someone almost fight lor.. rubbish... but those ppl also stupid lah.. bo tai bo ji anyhow spray... jace they all com very very late... n she was drunk also.. haiz.. dun wish to say her le.. she should noe her sutuation le.. still keep on like that... haiz.. but i already give up on her le.. so her thnigs i also dun wan care much liao...dun borrow $$ from mi or my friends can le.. dun wish thnigs to happened ... she is old enough to earn her own living le... n not going on like that.. such a disappointment men..

mi,yc,wei n terry went 7-11 after mu... but after awhile was raining heavily lor.. kns can go home early de but kns raining so heavy.. haiz den we sit outside 7.-11 tehre lor.. tal ktalk.. hahaah stupid terry.. kns him.. hahaahah in the end no cab there we walk n walk till phonix hotal knn gt one stupid guy siao de com say mi.. wad who say nb bei chi bye... also not saying him.. we saying the cab wad.. cbb wanted to say him back le but wei n terry stop... so i never sya if not i sure scold de....stupid.. den yc was very angry lor... he keep scolding bad words.. so funy.. hahaha i also abit abgry.. coz he pointed at mi... stupid spoil mood... haiz.. den i went hoem wet lor.. whole body.. kns...