Its Been Sad for mi this few days broke up wif my boy already... actually i dun feel happy at all.. coz i noe i still love him but just dun like the way his treating mi so i choose to leave... yet he did not even say a word at all... its my single life now... theres good n bad after all i never been single for 2 yr plus already suddenly feel so weird. nvm lah.. guess i will find i better one just that times not up onli.... guess i be feeling moody for time been bah... after all need time to heel up... its hard to put down a long relationship... its a though decision.... haiz... i though i would feel better afetr the break up lor.. but how i noe he really so heartless to mi... cant he just give in to me??? n make things better??? guys r so stubbon n dunwan to lose face de.... haiz.. dunno wad they thinking lor... hope i would forget the past n go forward if not i be living mi miserable life....

been going to pub 33 recently lor.. drink n drink lor... i dunno wad to do le.. maybe i feel better after that coz there hav my friends n i wont think so much bah... but when i am home things change i start to be moody n wanan stay alone... wad i need now is someone to talk to mi n cheer mi up lor... haiz...