saded... crying alone in my rooms.. feeling down n sad.. dunno y.. maybe i cant believe that it happened just so sudden.. n i dun hav to persuade him anymore.. as we r finished.. just coz his attitude n my stubbon that cause it bah.. wad gone is gone it wont be replace.. i hav my freedom from now on... n i am alone again.. dunno wad life i be leading on..
after all both of us hav wrong.. so we cant blame.. u hav ur own attitude n i hav mine... after 7 monthes together finally u noe wad kind of ger i am?? it will good taht we really be friends.. list we wont get to quarrel so offen le or maybe not at all le.. i noe i wan too much from u le.. just dunno y i always got selfish feelnigs to u.. sometimes i need u i wan u by my side n sometime i dun need u i will ask u away.. i can say is my feelnig is there for u.. same old phrASE i say to daryll now it reflects back to u too.. "feelings will fade but memories will always remain" pls forgive for wad i did to u.. n i dun mean to hurt u.. but its just my feelnig who does it.. i may feel guilty but after all i wont regret it..i will always remember the happiness n not the sadness.. all along i never blame u at all.. i really do understand u.. but is u dun understand mi n wad i really wans...
really hope i can be strong again n be the old xiao fong last time bah.. really thanz to u i really did treasure wad u give to mi... i always say words to hurt u.. n do things u dun like mi to do.. but in my heart i do care.. u just dunnoe mi well thats all.. really hope in my next life be can be togetehr again n i wish u would be better den now.. n wish u will find a betetr ger den mi... i really hope we r still friends.. i believe u hav the same feelnigs too.. the tears i had for u is all the pass le.. i gonna stand up again... but i cant promise that when i saw u i wont cry..