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wOW si beI dulan yesterdAY... went to rush wif stacy,elisha,joey lijuan n ah boy.. den jace n ching came later... befor that i went to watch the show shaggy dog.. super funny lor... watch wif ling ling standly n william hahahahawas quite funny when watching de.. standly keep laughing like no body business lor.. after that show he send mi to ms lor... acturelly not many ppl de.. but later den got.. ching leave early also lor.. so sian.. den dunno y suddenly a guy go n push elisha lor.. kns he was finding trouble onli lor.. den all of us went out.. haiz ke lian de elisha do nothing den been beaten.. most dulan is his friend i think com n say mi lor.. knn... i never chup so wad??? com beat mi lor... i not scared.. knn.. from now on i wont go down rush liao.. sucker place kiddy place.. fuck.. sux...

tonight meeting FL watching movie... den dunno after that go where le.. dunno should go mu not..

dunno wad to do..

haiz.. i finalyl did it le.. i never contact him liao.. but now got another problem again.. between FL n XW i hav to choose one... XW treat mi good but got no feelnigs for him.. but FL i also not sure but feel better wif him.. haiz.. but dunno if his my kind??? maybe i should try out or wad?? i also dunno.. scared le.. after that stupid jason.. but FL tell mi he will treat his GF cold de.. meaning he wont hug or kiss gf on public.. but hold hand lor.. think should be alright bah... hahahaha... sian... tomm gonig for a slimming session hahahahahah.. go try out lor..

WoreSE day 4 me

haiz yEsTerDay nIte i went to rush wif jace n some friends.. but i abit high le lor.. den i call jason n hear lots of ger voice.. but den i decided to call jamie n tell her all the truth.. n she noe lots of things too wo... so suprise.. but i noe the day i tell jamie jason sure find mi troulble de... n the day has com..

today jamie break up wif jason i very sad when i saw jamie cry i ask myself am i wrong to tell her those thing?? but jason is doing overbored le.. so i just tell lor.. jamie also tell mi lots of things... den mi jamie n koni meet up today... den koni aaron n jason going k box... wow jason still got mood to go k box lor.. haiz.. den when mi n jamie meet up le n go ktv find them... aaron was very shock lor... but afetr that jamie cry lor.. i try to console her too.. acturelly i also dunno wad to do.. i alsoo wanan cry le lor.. haiz.. i see jason love jamie so much i totally break down le.. n decided to give up liao... haiz..den both of them talk things out. i may feel sad but i cant do anything but to see.. i wanan go off early de coz i cant stand it le.. n i never eat the whole day till now.. haiz... den stupid aaron ask mi go back kns lor.. haiz...

now talknig wif jason he ask mi be his mei.. but i dunwan .. coz i still hope tehre is a day he will accept mi bah.. but the chance i noe is 0 but i will wait bah..i hope i can lor.. haiz... i noe he ruther stay single bah.. haiz.. i dunno leh... feel bad n sad over it.. haiz...