sad n sicK mOodY n HuRT

afteR yEsTerDay i feelinG bAd... i canT gEt tO slP wEll.. tIll this mOrninG i fInd mYselF lost vOiCe lE.. sO pOor ThinG wHO cAres???? hahA.. nvm i carE cAn lE...

anyoTheR saD thing is when i saw hiS bLog.. reaLly dUnno waD tO saY.. buT i noE his not tHat kInd of gUys... n i trUsT him... btw eveN if i am nOt hiS tYpE oF Gf.. all i can sAY is.. i aLreadY trY mY bEst in everytHing i caN do... bUt tHiNgs dun wOrK ouT den i will givE up.. buT onlI tIll hE tolD mi tHat " feng i duN hav feelinG foR U i onli tReAt u as fRienDS" Or "i duN lIke u coz u R faT" Haha... Jk.. buT onLi this day coMs i wiLL give uP totALly.. iT maY bE hurt buT beTter den to bE hUrT dEepEr.. btW i reaLly dUnno waD hiS thinkIng.. As i onli sEnse tHat hE treAt mI as nOrmal friendS baH.. haha.. but i wIll sTiLl aCcePT iT.. as eVeRytHiNg neEds tWO hAnD tO clap... aLthoUGh i maY nOT bE a peRfecT gEr aS hE mEntion buT this is Mi...

btW hE iS sTiLl a gUy... nOrMaL gUY.. i canT eXpecT mUch fRom hIM.. aLtHougH i jEaLouSe bUt thats waD mosT gUys n geR does.. if u lIkE ThE gER , n she iS wiF oThER gUys duN u fEel jEaLoUsE?? as it sAme gOes tO mI.. n eVeRoNe.. thats wAD love aboUt.. not onlI tHaT.. sHoW oF cOnceRn is a mUst tOo.. mOsT iMportanT iS thE feelinG.. nO mattEr how hE/shE looks mosT impoRtAnt iS thE "fEelinS" . if u tHiNK lOoKs r iMporTanT u r noT a perfecT Bf... as i mysElF duN gO foR yAndAos.. i go foR mY feeliNgs.. i wIlL cArE foR wHO i lIke.. N i wIll neveR sAY thingS wIlL hUrt hIm n mOsT importanT iS when i saW him smilInG n hAppy iTs gOod eNougH.. aLthout tIlL tOdaY i diD noT sHow mUch aCtIoN bUt i Can sAY is

"hiS tHE 1ST gUy tHaT i reaLly fAll dEeP iN hIM"

he maY nOT gET mY feeliNGs... buT i can understand aS i am not wad hIS mEntion.. haha. bTW nO oNe is pErfecT.. n i rEalLy bElIeVe in that... HahaaS i aM nOt pErfecT toO...for mi i neveR likE aH bEngS.. toO kIdS foR mi.. aS for gOoD lookinG guys r noT gD aLso as mAnY geRs wIlL gO afTeR eSpEcially goT a Gf likE mi.. they cAn gO foR a bettEr cHoice cHiO bU??? dEN i wIll bE dItCh lIao.. hahA... btW jUsT mY feeliNgS for everytHinG.. noT iN a very good moOd toO.. sIck lE.. n this saT is Val n lyn jiE dE bIrthdaY dUnno iF i shouLD go>??? wilL hE mSg mI??? wIlL hE mEeT mI??? i dUnno..PerHeLps i shoUld leaVe hiM aLoNE??? buT cAn i??? haiz.... sO fAN...