xiao val cElEbrAtIon

yEsterdAY very fuN n NicE... rEaLly.. hahA.. i dRiNk tIlL hIgH hIgH siA.. but tOdAy wAkE uP nO vOiCe lE.. haiz.. iT was xiaO vaL dE bIrthDaY cElEbRatIoN.. bUt bEfOr gOing mu.. i mEet a frienD to go bUY bIrThdaY pResenT fOr tAnSy n vAL.. dEN took bUs dOwN tO tAmpIneS.. oN tHe wAy tHere iNsIde tHe bus.. hE sAy hE wAn tO bE mY Bf.. wTF.. sIao dE... iMposiblE.. haha.. wHerE gOt sO sHui biaN.. aLthougH eVerYoNE sTaND a chaNcE buT dEn.. wIthout uNdErstAndinG dE rElAtiONsHiP i wOnt waN dE.. n hiS nOT mY tYpE n.. n now i aLrEaDy had someoNe iN mind... aLthoUgH hE brougH a bottle of mInirAl wAtEr foR mI n i appreciatE iT.. dEN reacHeD taMpinEs.. i gO cHaLaT sTrAiGht aWay.. pass tAnsY thE pIg Pig.. haha ke aI lEH.. wE go eAT Kfc fOR dInNER.. haha

meet kangwEi aT 9.15 pasIr rIs mrt pLaT fOrm.. dEN meet teRRy aT tampiNes platfOrm.. hahA.. oN the wAy down tO Mu.. ladIes nite.. wE toOk somE pHoTOs.. tHey bRought a biG pIggiE foR xIaO Val... so AnvY.. buT i wAN a biG biG pIglat.. who gEt for mi i marry hiM aR.. haha Jk.. bIg nice tO huG maH.. em.. deN xiao vaL oPeN bOtTLE.. wE alL got dRink.. caN sEe tHaT sHeS hAppy.. coZ aT lIsT wE r therE foR her bAh.. hOpe iTs so.. hehe.. den as uSuRe go sTaGe dAnce.. pai seH oNlI feW pPL.. worSe tIll oNlI mI n Yc dAnCe sIa omG.. iN thE enD aLL oF us staY tIll 4 bAh.. coZ R n B.. woW yC tHE oNe whO sAY wanNa go... buT hE got scH tOday.. hahA.. wEnT 7-11 eAt mAgGiE mee hAhA.. 4 oF us sIA.. dEN sHaRe cab hOmE wiF terry n ah wEI.. sO nicE oF theM.. :)

yc sAY mY dancE changE lE.. mayBe tOo lOnG nEvEr dAncE lE BaH.. buT i tRy mY besT tO dAnce lE.. i sHout tIll nO voice lE aLso.. tonIght gUaI GuaI at hOmE rEsT.. tOmm mY Rtt tesT lE.. studY tOdAY aFtEr wOrK gO homE.. buT hOW am i gOnna work wiF tHE voiCe..

feel saD n lonly. n sicK.. so sicK...

sick, rUsH ,cHalaT

wEnT tO fO mEi dE chalaT.. saW qUiT a nuM oF ppl wHicH i lOng to sEe.. 1sT thInG i walK iN wEI dE sAY woW xiao feng ni sHoU le.. i waS vEry haPpy leh.. hahA too bad meng diD nOT tUrN up .. goT shuN xI tEnG dA n AlAn aLso.. dEN tHeY ask mi takE pHoTo wif shuN xI.. sO pai sEh siA.. hAiz.. afteR thE cakE cerEmOni mi,tAnsy,kerry n jAcE tOo cAb dowN tO ms.. coZ gOing rUsh.. actUrElly nO intenD to gO dE.. coz aiyo lOng tImE nevEr gO.. go seE see lOr..lOtS oF ppl aLsO lEH... haha.. alrigHt loR.. nEvEr drink mUcH also.. rEally sIck lE.. n noW hEad vERy pain.. haIZ.. mInG haO ku aR...

fAiNtED

oMg.. jUsT noW aFtEr a cAlL.. i wEnT oUt tO mY cOmputer tAblE.. i suddEnlY fEel sO dIzzy n aftEr aWhilE i fainTed n hit tHe tAbLe now my fOrEhEaD n eyE parT vErY pAin... bUt was really sHoCK.. n hArD tO cOM oUt.. thinK gOnNa bLue black lE...hOw??
rEaLly dArm pAin.. this thE 2nD tImE eVeR sincE tHE 1St tImE iN pRimArY sCH.. sO scArY.. oMG.. hAiz.. who cArES rIght??? hAiz... dunno.. now pAiN tIll cAnT tHink le..

sad n sicK mOodY n HuRT

afteR yEsTerDay i feelinG bAd... i canT gEt tO slP wEll.. tIll this mOrninG i fInd mYselF lost vOiCe lE.. sO pOor ThinG wHO cAres???? hahA.. nvm i carE cAn lE...

anyoTheR saD thing is when i saw hiS bLog.. reaLly dUnno waD tO saY.. buT i noE his not tHat kInd of gUys... n i trUsT him... btw eveN if i am nOt hiS tYpE oF Gf.. all i can sAY is.. i aLreadY trY mY bEst in everytHing i caN do... bUt tHiNgs dun wOrK ouT den i will givE up.. buT onlI tIll hE tolD mi tHat " feng i duN hav feelinG foR U i onli tReAt u as fRienDS" Or "i duN lIke u coz u R faT" Haha... Jk.. buT onLi this day coMs i wiLL give uP totALly.. iT maY bE hurt buT beTter den to bE hUrT dEepEr.. btW i reaLly dUnno waD hiS thinkIng.. As i onli sEnse tHat hE treAt mI as nOrmal friendS baH.. haha.. but i wIll sTiLl aCcePT iT.. as eVeRytHiNg neEds tWO hAnD tO clap... aLthoUGh i maY nOT bE a peRfecT gEr aS hE mEntion buT this is Mi...

btW hE iS sTiLl a gUy... nOrMaL gUY.. i canT eXpecT mUch fRom hIM.. aLtHougH i jEaLouSe bUt thats waD mosT gUys n geR does.. if u lIkE ThE gER , n she iS wiF oThER gUys duN u fEel jEaLoUsE?? as it sAme gOes tO mI.. n eVeRoNe.. thats wAD love aboUt.. not onlI tHaT.. sHoW oF cOnceRn is a mUst tOo.. mOsT iMportanT iS thE feelinG.. nO mattEr how hE/shE looks mosT impoRtAnt iS thE "fEelinS" . if u tHiNK lOoKs r iMporTanT u r noT a perfecT Bf... as i mysElF duN gO foR yAndAos.. i go foR mY feeliNgs.. i wIlL cArE foR wHO i lIke.. N i wIll neveR sAY thingS wIlL hUrt hIm n mOsT importanT iS when i saW him smilInG n hAppy iTs gOod eNougH.. aLthout tIlL tOdaY i diD noT sHow mUch aCtIoN bUt i Can sAY is

"hiS tHE 1ST gUy tHaT i reaLly fAll dEeP iN hIM"

he maY nOT gET mY feeliNGs... buT i can understand aS i am not wad hIS mEntion.. haha. bTW nO oNe is pErfecT.. n i rEalLy bElIeVe in that... HahaaS i aM nOt pErfecT toO...for mi i neveR likE aH bEngS.. toO kIdS foR mi.. aS for gOoD lookinG guys r noT gD aLso as mAnY geRs wIlL gO afTeR eSpEcially goT a Gf likE mi.. they cAn gO foR a bettEr cHoice cHiO bU??? dEN i wIll bE dItCh lIao.. hahA... btW jUsT mY feeliNgS for everytHinG.. noT iN a very good moOd toO.. sIck lE.. n this saT is Val n lyn jiE dE bIrthdaY dUnno iF i shouLD go>??? wilL hE mSg mI??? wIlL hE mEeT mI??? i dUnno..PerHeLps i shoUld leaVe hiM aLoNE??? buT cAn i??? haiz.... sO fAN...

worKinG

tOday fInAlly gET 1 SaleS.. aLmOsT wAsteD as sHe sIgN uP fRoM anOtheR gEr.. bUT hEng sHE sUpPOrTeD mI... n sHe aLsO intrOdUcE heR siS tO mI.. sO wIll bE gEetInG 2 sales soon.. hahA pOwer.. she iS friendlY.. i lIkE heR.. haha favourate cUstomus.. aLthougH she iS PhIllipInO... bUT sHe iS gOod.. reaLly.. gOod.. sAy thouSanD thanZ tO heR...

gEetInG sIcK lE.. noT feelinG tOo goOd.. thinkiNG lOssinG mY vOicE sOon agaIn..

moodY n saD..

just com bAck fRom perlin noT lOng ago.. vEry noT feelinG gOod tOdAY lOtS thingS hAppeneD.. haiz... btW sTiLL hav to tHaNz pAuL alOtS./.. sOrry fOR tHe tRoublE..

com bAck jUsT sAw thE frieNdSteR rEading throUgh his tEsTI.. n sAW that geR wRoTe hIm a tEsTi again... wAiteD hIM fOR sO lOnG buT iN tHe enD i geT nothing.. aM i too silLy??? buT i cant bArE tO sEe hIm aLone..bUT i jusT get jEalOuSe tOO eAsily.. n tHE gEr sHE jusT noE oNlI.. i aGrEed she iS morE pRetTy n sExy bUt sO wAd?? i duN gIve iT tO dAme.. sExy dance??? wHo dUnno.. kAO.. is tHe nIcE mEmOries goInG to eNd hErE?? i duN wIsH toO.. aLthOugh i wAn hE tO groWn mAture but not wanteD hIm tO noe dIff gErs... i rEalLy saD n hurT wHeN i saW thaT.. when i asK hiM did hE saW tHaT gEr buT hE cLamE tHaT he dUN... i Was sO sad Sad sAd :(... nO mOod tO dAncE.. n now mY moOs iS lOw.. maybE tHiS tImE i Am tHE one whO gOnna Mia BaH.. bTw aFtER sO lOnG hE sTiLl duN gEt mY fEeling?? mAybe i dUN hardLY sHow bah... hAiz.. i wish i cAN pRoTact hiM... iF i aM around i wOnT aLloW any gErs oR gUys to bUlly hiM dE.. anyoNe does i make sUre hE dIe... BuT if tHE gEr wAs hIs cHoice i got nOthing tO do buT to sit oNe cOrner n wIsh tHeM aLl the bEsT bAH... reLatIoNsHiP r lIkE tHaT... bUt i sTilL wisH hE cAn bE tHe oNE tHaT i lIkE lasT tImE bAh.. btW wHeN i rEciEvE tHaT msG froM him i was really upsaD... n feelinG bad lOR.. hOW caN hE sAy tHaT??? wHen i never sAy i am nOt gOinG??? n do u tHinK i wIll lEaVE hIM aLone??? hE jUsT dUN undeRstanD mI well... sInce wheN i lEave hIm alonE?? but eVerytImE i sAw hIM i fEel hAppy n gOt mOod... bUt cUrrEnTlY things start to changE.. i msg hIM nO reply lE.. all thanz to tHaT oncoMinG ger SelEnE~!~!

FuCK mEN... i reaLly fEeL sUX... n i feel sO lonelY nOW...y things alwAys hAPpEned oN mi??? hAiZ.. love hurts... i rUtheR chOose to bE love dEN tO lOve.. but tHiS tImE i canT as i aLrEady choOsen hIM le... i aDmIt tHaT i lIkE hiM.. bUt dEN i hAv no cOuragE tO tell hIM... think if hE sAw this blog hE wIll uNdersTaND dE.. aS my feelinG fOR hIM nevEr fAde bEfoR... n HiS tHe 1ST....

Mu Mu

wOw.... yEsTeRDay was fuN... aLthOugH i aM the oNlI ger.. bUt i really eNjoY ... haha.. dAnce oN sTaGE... aLl the wAY... pOwer... bUt yestErday nOT mUcH ppl wEnT mU.. oNlI mI,yc,canto,sOnic,amON,kimsTeR,my frieNds... n manY mOrE.. eveN xiao vaL.. lOng tImE nO sEe hER le.. haha.. sHuaNG.. mI n yc sHaRe 1/2 GlasS oF GrAvEyArD.. nOt aS powEr aS dAviD givE de...noT vEry hIgh aLsO... ah bEE wAS there toO... n mIcHaeL?? hahA.. lotS ppl... thaT i noE.. pInK ger?? long tImE nEver sAw hER lE.. sHe wAs theRe too.. n kendY my ex sCh mAtES... em.. sTill goT ppl froM rUsH dE.. woW... happeneD... nIcE Nice... haha... aFtEr tHat cAnTO n y2k lefT amoN aLsO.. onli leFT mI n Yc nia.. dEN tilL 5 .. saw versioN n his frienD sItTIUng aT tHE bUs stop oPPosiT.. sO we wenT over.. dEN gO 7-11 tOgEther.. haha.. dEN mI sHaRe cAb wiF ah pA wHiLE yc share wiF hiS frienD.. sHuang rIght?? hahA.. but my phOne gOne low batT.. sIan...