after reading koni de blog.. actually i got the same feeling too.. things just happened in us... haiz y??? all kind of shit... sux...

just had a chat wif him again... haiz the feelnig is back... i cry the whole nite this morning wake up also.. haiz.. feel very bad towards my boy now... but cant help it... its so xin ku...

he cant give mi that kind of feeling n the time.. he work everyday sometimes i really tell myself is he the right one... i really dunno.. the way he treat mi really make our relationship very bad... i believe i give him wad he wants but he never give mi wad i wan... y????????? just like yest nite... icall him at 12 plus he was in malaysia bout 2 plus i call him again he was in sing already but he dun bother to returned my call at all... in thew end i fall asleep le... bout 3 plus he call mi again... guess he noe i be at home bah... when i listen to the phone he say he was outside of my house i though he tease mi onli.. but in the end its true lor his outing... dunno y suddenly he will appeared lor... i was really suprise i though he dun care bout mi le... noe wad he say.. "although i never returned ur call but i appeared outside ur house" wow this word make mi feel touch lor... but den... haiz he onli accompany mi awhile lor how i wish he can acc mi lor... haiz... so sad...

in teh afternoon he call mi once nia after that no more liao.. hope he meet mi tonight lor... actually wish to hav sometime spend wif him lor... coz that the onli way we can talk lor.. haiz..