today slp till 11 wake my boy up... i also wake up le cant get to slp liao le...

meeting koni n his bf tonight den go find jace... she still very confuse bout her relationship now but we cant help her much onli can advice her the decision is hers... went to look for jace at suntec... after that we went bugis of of the restaurant for our dinner the food ok lah.. so so lor...

headed to bugis junction coz she meet her friend there after that mi her n her bg went to m1 shop coz his bf buying hp lor.. so good sia i also wanna hav a hp lor.. haiz guess this christmas i gonna be lonely again haiz... we went back to suntec to look for jace again coz she off work mah... my friend call mi up n tell mi she saw my boy... but i also noe his going lah so its ok.. but abti angry coz he told mi that onli him n fabian in the end my friend told mi got fabian wife n shawn lor... haiz... but guess not gonan ask much bah... feelnig abit sad lor coz y the fabian bring hsi gf yet he dun bring mi leh??? am i a disgrace to him??? or he scared i will be left out haiz... i wanan go lor i really really wanan go lor.. haiz... he enjoy yet mi leh... left alone he never think for mi lor.. wtf... super no mood now... the way he treat mi make mi think more bout my ex lor... haiz... sux man... fuck lah...

cant he treat mi abit more better think abit more for mi ma.. whole day onli a call from him nia... dunno wad time he gonna be back from jb lor.. haiz... yest never meet le today also never meet.. haiz now our time for each other is getting lesser n lesser le... haiz really very xin ku... i onli can cry inside my heart n yet i cant do anything... if i ask much he will find mi fun wu li qu nao.. guys r always like that they though they love us but to us we cant feel it at all... coz the action... haiz.. how am i gonna do... how i wish i am alone now.. n dun fall for anyone... it hurt really its more hurtfull den u had a fall lor... haiz...