after reading koni blog again.. i noe my ans too... i still wan my boy... coz i noe he love mi too.. althought i still hav feel for kel but i cant turn back the time n go back to him le... coz its the past n i am leading a new life since my boy treat mi good so y not...i cant let my boy down.. but sometimes i do miss kel lor... even if i am wif him back i believe someday same things will happened again so must well stay the way we r bah... onli until the day he noe how to think he will realise last time i treat him the best le... afetr all i still treat him as good friend lor.. now i am very clear le... i love my boy more.. hahahah

wow just came back from my boy de house.. wad a unlucky day i hav today... never go work...early morning my menses stain on my pants... haiz hav to ma fan my boy send mi home... btw he gonig to work also so its ok lah.. y he never off today so sad... haiz.. he was suppose to off today de lor... yest he took half day le but he gonna buy something thats y... wow he brought he dream psp i guess also noe he will buy it.. too rich liao... hahaha

my wish for my christmas is my boy can take off pei mi den go out eat walk walk..
bless my wish com true.. die now stomach cramp again wtf..