today is really a bad day for mi... haiz.. dunno wad to say.. went to mu lor... was alrigth bah.. saw canto barcode they all also... i saw something which i really will never believe lor.. DARYLL hav a GF le.. n its the ger all of us noe.. omg... i nearly fainted lor... how can i take it men... i totally gone n lost.. haiz.. since he hav change his num.. this mean he really totally foegetten bout mi le.. n willing to give in to another relationship... wad i can say is wish him good luck n all the best... wish him will be happy as befor bah...

but to my feel he dun really looks happy at all... coz the gf can go around wif all guys as a bf how can he take it... n his attitude wont take it de... but maybe his love her more den mi bah.... thats all i can say.. i cant win his heart but she does... i totally lose to her le... in looks n dancing i lose to her... but love i wont lose to her coz i noe she dun love him that much... always see him sitting alone at the table.. i really feel like gonig over but i couldent... coz i am no one to him anymore... i really love him alots... he just dun understand until now i still haven give up.. i still hope teh day will com.... god is really unfair....

i hate it i hate it... its so crue...... WHY WHY WHY?????????

my feelnig for kelvin had faded.. but get really stronger on daryll i also dunno y... when i saw him wif that ger i really quite sad n hot... i really dunno wad to say....

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