i think i am really stupid... last sat he meet mi at my house downstair... i was so suprise.. den we went somerset together we go walk walk awhile bah... den meet up wif joey... at nite we went to mu again...this time i was real happy lor... of coz we dance ours lah.. he was quite happy too.. his action show that he gonna give mi the chance again... but i saw a friend of mine in mu.. den he was drunk so i acc him go 7-11 when i was back .. daryll was quite angry de he ask mi who is he of coz i say friend but indeed he was my friend onli.. den he just go off like that again.. not onli once le.. but many times.. this time i chase him out.. i really dunno wad to say... all along he just dun trust mi... we r really finish this time.. he wont give mi any chance le.. no more n its totally finish.. y we r in love but yet cant be together dun tell mi wad i done is still not enougyh mah???? i do all things r for him n waiting for the day to com again... i really cant take it.. y things alwasy happened to mi?? he dun like mi just let mi go y still give mi the chance for??? i really hate..
yesterday nite i eat panadol n cut myself i though i would die.. but i did not.. i gonna leave this scare on my hand n remind mi that i cut this scare is for him... n will remain in my heart deeply... i will always remember him..
No comments:
Post a Comment