Went in JB today with him... although we dint talk as much as befro but den the feel is still strongly in my heart 1st thing when i say him tears drop down in the car... of coz i try to control myself but i cant. coz thats my feeling... 1yr 3mth relationship just ended for nothing.. actually we are very happy for the past 1 yr just recently he become so different.. actually i think alot of things that could make him this way but i try to convince myself not to believe..

went to his cousin shop... after that he bring me to eat porridge near by very nice... this kind of feeling can only find in him.. coz he really treat me the best of all... i think onli i still got feel for him ba.. coz i a very devoted person & get hurt easily especially my love one...

i think is because of our mindset is different bah... but i really reaLLy love him... but wad can i do now?? cry everyday??? sad everyday?? it just make my life meseriable i dunwan... but can i forget everything or treat everything never happened befor??? i cant right.. the picture will keep appearing in my mind everytime.... i dunno if i will go crazy not...

Haiz... he ask me to forget bout him... of coz i also noe but say is so easy... everyone can say.. not say forget den forget right... if i am those play play type of coz i will but i am not... Love Hurts...