today is the 3rd day without him... been thking of him... but haiz... wanted to msg him but den i dun dare to as i think no used & no point also.. think i really need times to heel myself lor... tomm going powerhouse.. but seriously i think back i dunno y he must restrict me so much not say i will do anything unfaithfull to him wad... haiz.. y cant he just trust me & believe me afetr so long den he tell me he dun trust me i really feel hurt & sad... haiz... tomm is friday.. dunno how am i got to spend my 1st weekend without him... coz its been so long that my weekend was with him & now its like totally gone le. got to be alone... miss those happy days...