Its timE fOr me tO bLoG bOut mY life nOW... its been so long since i last blog... too busy wif my love life liao... hahaha i think he the right guy i wan... but my mum dun seen to like much when we stick together... now he is sick & sleeping at home.. i just finished playing bball wif my old friends that i used to played with now i am really happy.. although they may not be my close friend but when they tell me to play wif them & join them more offen u noe wad appeared in my mind??? they r the onli guys i noe that when things happened they wont run away & leave mi behind they say that they really miss mi cos few yrs dident play bball wif them i bring back the joy & laughter to them.. wad we used to be on the court.. until now we r still good friends..

but yet the closest friend of mine used to be "sister" just done things that really make mi go angry bout it.. ya it may be a small matter but it just show wad kind of friend she is . she may not be bad but just cant imagine she can do that to mi. a 3-4 yrs friend that used to go club together noe guys together do wadever together but dun think negetive please... dunno when she will really grown up & be an mature adults.. i may be good to u be nice to u but just dun take advantage of mi.. for mi i treasure everyone in my life but once i think u r not worth a friend to me den u r not worth any... chances can be given but there is limit to it dun over do it... same to relationship its the way u handle ur own relationship... u do nasty things to ur partner just dun blame them for doing back the same thing.. sometimes human being noe wad they r doing but yet they still do it & noe its wrong when things happened they will start to regrate and its just too late for it.. since u decided to do it in the 1st place dun do it & accept the outcome...

to me now my life is ok althought it may not be as happening as befor but now i am adults i must bare for things i have done... working & earn $$ is important to mi... of coz i found a love one that treats me well & dot on mi.. (but still on probetion) maybe if stable down few years later get married lor... thats wad i wan now... but of coz not forgetting my friend.. when my freetime we will still gather around have dinner shop & talk talk its good enough.. we hav our own life cant be like befor anymore. not say got bf totally forget bout friends its not the way.. i really envy my bf until now he still contact his sch times friend & they r still so good.. how i wish mi too (SO FRIEND OF MINE DO MEET UP OFFEN YA) hahaha now i just wanted to study get a cert & work towards it...

MY LOVE LIFE

Noe my bf for 4mth plus already... in this relationship i learn alot too.. especially when we quarrel how r we going to solve problems.. talk things out nicely dun raise our voice at each other... of coz respect each others... my bf sometimes maybe xiao qi(small gas) but so far he treat me really good.. make mi feel like heaven coz he fetch mi to work off work.. dinner... when i am out wif friends he make the effect to fetch mi home.. once he told me ( i just want to spend more time with you) this words makes mi feel so happy & an xin... his friend say his a good guy.
he likes to stay at home den go out so sometimes i do feel bored but nvm lar after all our hobby is different... but sometimes he wont allow mi go out late de... so sad.. dun allow to meet guys.. so meet him almost everyday... but its not bored at all coz his cute & funny not those boring type both of us like to joke alot.. of coz we noe when to give & take also lar... i think thats the way a relationship should work... u need to set freedom to them & they will never leave u if they really love u... especially guys they will wan more freedom. but my guy different lar dun compare coz he like to stick to mi de... hahah i noe abit ro ma lar... but bo bian its true lar... his parents side relative also see befor le... i am the 1st ger he brought mi to see lor.. i am so happy... hahahah abit tired le... going to slp nite yawns

hi here to blog again... wow was so tired was supposed to meet dear de but i think he fall asleep already.. today went out wif koni was supposed to meet jace earlier de but she got thing so mi & koni go shop... brought somethings today..




this the present from jace.. love it. althought its late but still thanks

brought some staff with koni at body shop, purchase $85 and above we will get this free... i got this bag coz she hav it already..

this wad wad i brought from the body shop its nice & limited edition

i simply like this cup alotssss being aiming this for lor.. & i like the cute little mouse cover nice right?

actualyl wanted another design but that design left last peices so in the end take a similer one... worth it coz i like it.. for $49 brought it from the taka sales...

& thats all for the day went PS meet jace for dinner at cafe cartal... but a nice meal we order lots of food but cant manage to finished it wad a waste... was wated to go og but dident coz was abit too late already.. so walk walk at ps went Best to see laptop i wanted to buy vieo laptop i just like it... luckly can pay installement with 0% interest wad a nice deal was think to get it or not... haiz... now home sweet home was supposed to go pub de but haiz..

was happy this few days coz finally dear meet mi le... went for dinner wif his parents that nite can see that dear treasure this relationship when i ask him y this few days he ignore mi he replied " thinking of how not to hurt my feeling & think how to treat mi better" i hear le i really touch lor... yet i keep give him attitude... haiz.. think i should control my attitude too..

he wanted to buy a flat at fernview near jy house $220.000+ & its 22nd floor but the place to mi is very far & wulu lor... to mi i wont choose that place near sengkang area i go town go work go where also not convenien lor... haiz... travel time already can kill mi leh.. i rather pay more to live in town den those wulu place but his mind is set i cant do anything... luckly not my name ar... hahaha his mum also ask us go register married lor omg i dunwan lar... so fast not stable yet.. haiz...

later meeting koni & jace le.. hahah go shop shop

Today dun have much mood... last nite had a quarrel wif dear again... feeling down totally no mood to eat.. today whole day he never msg mi lor.. haiz... partyly my fault also.. i too childish sometime also.. haiz... :(

Busy WeekEnd

Friday 17th Oct 08

Had a Busy week end last week... friday celebrate koni bday went sushi tei to eat.. thanz for the treat ar... was nice... too bad onli me ended up celebrating wif here where r the rest of them??? its been so disappointed but after all we enjoy still. went for a movie at cine. its been so long since i last watch movies. after the show i go home le while koni & alan go for their own programmed.. was sad that dear couldent join mi coz he sleeping & go play bowling in the end make mi more sad.. coz 2am he gonna reached his friend house. he become his bro.. so no choice got the acc the groom all the way till morning 7am.. exactly morning 7 plus dear msg mi le...

Sat 18th Oct 08

he come & find mi lor... he had a sleep at my house.. while i wake up at 9am do house work & so on. coz later someone is coming to view my bike coz i am selling it away.. & finally few ppl came last i sold to a uncle he give mi deposit so i went to the biek shop wif him to transfere the name lor.. den went back home.. dear wake up liao le... nite got wedding dinner he good friend fei zai wedding finally see another couple married happy for them.. i believe dear also wish the day faster come ba... but too bad still need few years to go.. haha.. need planing de.. cannot rush. after the dinner went dear house slp lor.. was tired ..

Sun 19th Oct 08

Wake up at 11 plus dear friend msg him ask him to go down his place coz all his friend arrived so i faster go bath n prepared. dear drove mi, the place at fernview near sengkang area.. lots of baby today coz my friend wife give birth 1month celebration mah.. many ppl was there. although lots of them i dunno but after all still enjoy.. after all the celebration we headed to gary house at pasir ris play mahjong. but too bad i dunno really good in it so i see dear play onli... today got free lunched & dinner coz gary uncle tio 4D $4000 so he treated us dinner got KFC & Pizza hut lor.. very full leh... but nice... look at the time its bout 10plus pm so all of us go off already. went dear house slp again... coz acc him lor den morning he send mi to work... wad a tired day...

long time never blog le... super long.. was really busy wif my bf... was happy to be wif him... coz he really bring mi lots of job & happiness his my ideal husband but things still have to see 1st dun so fast make a decision... coz i dunwan to regrate... this month is a busy month for mi... friends bday friends wedding friends baby 1st month... wow busy busy...

after reading koni blog i find that true friend we dun need alot but good one few is good enough.. i wont treasure ppl who dun treasure me... its a waste of my time... now wad i thinking was onli working... earn lots of $$$ if can will go study & ungrade myself... but now is i dunno wad to study haiz headach... life is boring.. now got my bf i am happy & few of my good friends that acc all along.. thanz gers.. hope we stay in contact & go out if free,,

Date: 21/06/08 Me & jOey SiS at Luner... BeBe Birthday...

SexY gEr sIA... haha

This iS beNgUa.... LokkS cUtE aR bOth oF us... Miss ThosE Mu DaYS... Had a GreaT nItE yEsT... HappE nInG.. feEl like oLD dayS lOR... wisH thE timE cAn turN back..

Its Been Sad for mi this few days broke up wif my boy already... actually i dun feel happy at all.. coz i noe i still love him but just dun like the way his treating mi so i choose to leave... yet he did not even say a word at all... its my single life now... theres good n bad after all i never been single for 2 yr plus already suddenly feel so weird. nvm lah.. guess i will find i better one just that times not up onli.... guess i be feeling moody for time been bah... after all need time to heel up... its hard to put down a long relationship... its a though decision.... haiz... i though i would feel better afetr the break up lor.. but how i noe he really so heartless to mi... cant he just give in to me??? n make things better??? guys r so stubbon n dunwan to lose face de.... haiz.. dunno wad they thinking lor... hope i would forget the past n go forward if not i be living mi miserable life....

been going to pub 33 recently lor.. drink n drink lor... i dunno wad to do le.. maybe i feel better after that coz there hav my friends n i wont think so much bah... but when i am home things change i start to be moody n wanan stay alone... wad i need now is someone to talk to mi n cheer mi up lor... haiz...

took it yest at punggol marina country club... went for ktv session... so long never sing le feel so shiok... dar de hair super funny due to his reservist so he gonna cut shorter... but nice to touch..

this my new phone which was born on 27th april... samsung i450 a gift from dar... love this phone alots... thanz dar for the suprise...

too blur cant see it clearly... this a present from mi to my dar... titus watch... befor that i choose de he dun like so he go choose again lor... he like this alot too... of coz lah a birthday gift from mi.. this watch was born on 29th april...

com with box...

April fool today... been fool by aiai just now... hahah feelnig so tired today after morning site visit.. been sweating all the way... somemore going for friend wedding lunched lor... hiaz..

when i reached teh place it rains wad a suay day... in the end went home lor.. bo bian... now here writing.

actually after thailand trip i thought about wad i though befor bout my boy.. but in the end i still carry on coz i think he would be better... we had abit of chat but some how i been quite fastrated sometimes over his action n talk... coz i cant talk it n i gonna say out... after that it seem abit better le.. n he sold off his bike liao waiting for his busa... haiz but wad i cant sit his bike at all coz he say is single sitter... wow u noe how sad n down i was when i hear this??? its a very big da ji to mi lor... coz he will have lesser time for mi n he will keep going to malaysia withought mi le... that day at his house my tears just drop down... but of coz i hide it myself... i may feel unhappy but i keep it.. coz no choice wad can i do... if he dunwan i also cant force right... but dunno lah.. i really feel very hurt. n now thinking back bout his word my tears drop down again... but am i thinking too much??? though thats wad gers wan. especially when ur bf rides u wanna acc him n be his pillion??? haiz... dunno i really feel his not the right guy for mi... coz i like to go out wif my bf to where he goes n noe more friends of his.. n mixed around..

having less time wif my friends le... really lazy to go out now... my friends r all attached too... so its ok... of coz free time still can com out lah... hahaha miss my friends... miss clubbing... miss drinking...

5 of us... was actually tired..

dar stupid face.. in the plan going back to singapore its so cramp inside...

mi n dar..

our last meal in thailand airport...

back to thailand airport.. our luggang.. the biggest is mine...

james, apple, my dar & shuan.. n mi taking the photos.. in teh hotel..

kaosan rd nite time... hahaha

cha tot chat.... weekend market its really big inside... the thnigs much cheaper..

the day pasa malam at kaosan road..

grozilla we saw there...

their kfc there is so nice... bagus

see so many things to buy..

the pasa malam at ba bong... we even watch ping pong show... their famous show there..

the toot toot at babong

somewhere near to our hotel kaosan rd..

this the thailand duty free... hahaha

we reached thailand airport..

singapore airport... at budget terminal... nothing de so sian..

the toot toot we took when we go other places in thailand.. cheap onli 100 bat to 150 bat.. hahaha

Back from thailand trip 5 days 4 nite... miss the shopping there its much more cheaper den here... but i dint buy much coz cash not enough

day 1

reached hotel bout 11plus am... check in the hotel.. the rest slping while mi n dar n apple went to walk around find food to eat was hungry after that den we go back to hotel rest... nite time we go out again... the nite market there was nice lots of things to shop.. we went babong its their nite market there n all the famous pub its also know as our singapore clark quey... but wif pasamalam... shop till u broke ar... haha after went back to hotel rest le..

day 2

early morning wake up to eat their breakfast.. we not bad... den went to kaosan road walk walk le... shop shop.. the things there alot just like our bugis street.. u can find all the things there.. one bra onli coz 80bat = sing $2 plus.. wow its so cheap man... after walknig went back to hotel le.. rest den nite go ba bong again.. this time we went for the ping pong show... kns they

cheated our money if not i will hav more to spend lor.. haiz.. nothing much the show onli gers without clothes dancing. went back hotel again but by cab this time round..

day 3

morning was suppose to wake up for breakfast but all slp till quite late lor... went cha tot chat coz onli weekend den open... we rush there we take 2 hour also cant shop finish the whole place lor.. coz too big le... had our lunched n head back to hotel.. nite time we went to the shopping center.. at mahongkong... all teh big shoppings center there... haha walk not long den went back to hotel le..

day 4

nothing much to shop went to kaosan road again coz last day we can shop all we want... but the pasanmalam was close... so disappointed coz some thnigs i wanan buy also not open lor... nite time they stay in hotel while mi n dar went buger king to eat.. not bad lor... nice... walk around kaosan road there... nothing much to buy le... den went back hotel le..

day 5 (last day)

morning wake up for our last breakfast.. went to kaosan road again for our last shopping trip but thsi time round the pasan malam open again.. omg but no much money to shop liao le lah... kns.. 4.30 we leave the hotel to airport le... miss the place man... next time must bring much more money over le... must shop till crazy... hahaha had our last meal at the airport.. we was so ke lian that we onli left 835 bat t eat a meal for 5 of us n one bow of noodle/rice coz 100+ bat lor.. so we all choose the cheapest... drink also dun dare to order lor... hahaha took the plan back to singapore after that.. was quite tired de... thats the end of the trip le..

going thailand later le... guys n gers dun miss mi too much ar... hahahaaha will update when i am back

last destination at bt merah de mac.. family photo but some of them outside

at yishun dam few of us... shuan his gf, dar & me , fabian & his wife last ken.. haha

dar & few old friends

see our funny face so stupid.

this our group photo at cosy bay. there was another group another side

our very own bbq pit pertatic

yesterday was a happening day. meet up wif ching aiai at cine leisure as she wanan pass mi the camera for my thailand trip. so excited we walk around wisma to buy my travel pack thing den hui xian came to find us too but she was going back to her hometown haha so mi n chnig went to far east as i wanan trim my eyebrown. after that we headed back to cine to eat lnog john silver its been so long when i last eat LJS. hahah she headed to her bf house as i head down to marina to find apple & james. they acc mi back home to put some stuff.

we went down to dar de working place at bedok coz we gonan buy food for the bbq, dar planned de after buying the food its almost time for dar to go off le den headed down to cosy bay & start all the fire things. above is some of the picture.

been to many places so its happening.. 1st bbq at cosy bay, head towards yishun dam den to mount fabour & last bt merah mac... hahaha happening day for me...

i be flying to thailand soon le will upload more when i com back... hahah

today very sian... been quite long never blog le wo... now counting down to thailand liao left 2 weeks more very excited... thats the time i really can enjoy fully wif my boy... haha valentine days was a miss for me but nvm no flower or wad does not mean he dun care but as a ger we still envy wad... some more did a stupid thing helping my friend to send the flower to his ex house n yet i myself no flower so sad right???

time pass very fast mi n him going to 4 monthes le... hope when time come our relationship will turn better lor.. n also he will hav more time for mi bah...

wow yest was really a bad day lor someone stolen my ipod lor wtf i cure the person man... today buy 4d better let mi strike if not i curse his whole family ar... i just suspect the new guy steal it but there is no prove to it... so bo bian... haiz take it as a lesson again lor... luckly i still got a psp if lost i will sure cry ar... coz not mine.. see tonight got meet dar anot bah..

just back meeting my boy.. today is a bad day for mi my mood n just very down now feeling very sad n lost...

1st meet up wif my boy at his work place i was sitting there alone soon after that raymond came n follow by shuan so decided to go bedok 85 eat.. but just when we turn out from his out place the floor was slippery i try to brake le but i too kan chiong go n throtter in the end bang letter box... luckly never kena my friend.. just coz of that been say by my bf at that moment i feel like crying out le... but list he ask how am i that make mi feel better... when reached bedok 85 he keep saying i almost cant control myself liao le... but i still hold on..

i really feel very left out n extra in the group le... when i was a pillion i still dun feel taht way onli when i ride i start to feel that... y does big bike always hiam small bike all also bike wad?? n who dun make mistake?? i already prepered for the worse le since the day i decide to ride so nothing scared mi... but is the feeling that u guys let mi feel so unbearable.. my wish com true le but i dun feel happy at all... wads the point??? why my bf dun understand my feeling?? i enjoy going out wif them i am happy when i hear them comments on my mistake but plz i may be a newbie but i still ur friends right??

really feelnig down dunno wad will i do when i ride while i am feelnig down maybe die on the road also dunno...

today n mi n dar den 3moth annivessary so fast 3 month le... but he seem to do nothing at all but nvm lah... as lnog we r happy.. went out wif dar yest i was riding in the 1st place while his riding too.. so togetehr wif his friend we wanted to go watch movie but was fully packed in the end decided not to watch... was thinking of gonig to changi airport to eat popoye but stupid shuan bike no oil in teh end we eat at sepang bedok lor.. ordered a claypot kuey tiao but i eat abit teh rest dare eat.. he looks very hungry lor.. hahah

afetr chatting awhile i fall sleepy.. keep closing my eye coz i dun slp well for quite long time dar den send mi home lor.. reached my house le he ask mi wanan go his house anot but i rejected him coz was too sleepy n wanted mi to ride so i dunwan coz too sleepy later slp on the road ar... hahaha

slp till 3plus lor wow very long never slp till so late le.. but tomm gonan work again... sian leh..

been very long never blog le... busy wif work n bf lor.. meet my boy almost everyday.. but the day befor had abit of unhappiness but was fine hope his not angry... now gonna rush for a project abit stress coz next monday gonna finish dunno how long i gonna stay over. meet my friend sister lesser n lesser le... no time for it...

but i think i spend less this moneth till now i still got extra cash.. hahah happy n new yr is coming brought new yr clothes le... looking forward to it.. dunno wad do to n where to go during newyr.. dar gonna work dunno will bring mi bai nian anot??

on 29feb will be going to thailand wif my friend n bf.. wow my 1st time taking plan n wif my friends n bf looks good.. going bangkok area for shopping n eat n play.. haha believe i will enjoy the trip... shop shop shop till i drop... thats wad my purposed... hope everything will be good..

happy new year everyone.. its a new yr again... everything new hahaha.. been riding for few days find it not bad... been pillion my boy too but mostly he ride lah coz i still not very zai especialyl pillion him i unbalance lor.. he too heavy liao le... hahahah now gonig in to jb le wif my mum n bro go shopping le...

gonna shop for new yr clothes now le... hahaha new looks n new clothes... make mi feel high.. n my new rides.. hahahah