finding myself getting more n more lonely each day le... i am not as cheerfull as last time anymore... all friends working till late... all got bf also le all got their own thnigs no longer active like last time le... i got bf like no bf de... he work everyday even when his free he also cant acc mi... today he go to sec link wif his friend ya he can enjoy yet i at home alone u noe the feelnig really very sux n painfull... think le tears also drop... he say i was sick so cannot go out.. but i still go out wad its not a good excuss lor.. he can still bring mi out de lor. i am ur gf leh.. bring mi out also so difficult meh??? so wad ppl got big bikes... just now i really wanna ask mi friend fetch mi lor instead of him... list my friend willing to lor... not liek him.. i am already very bored n lonely le cant just think of mi mah?????????

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my ger friend ask mi go sec link i can just go without him de... y am i making myself so miserable
n so fuck up??????????????? i really hate myself now....... i hate the way i am now....... i really really very xin ku lor................. really...........