27th feb 2006

todAY iS mY dAY.. yesterday was a sad day i cry .. finally i drop my tears... hahah list i still consider soft hearted bah.. haha ... he was quit angry de when aaron told him that i dun wan to meet him... but i dunno if its true anot.. but i already promise that i wont contact him but he contat mi back.. i think i will soft heart again. .n comnig friday is his birthday lor... maybe going to pub bah... hopw he will enjoy that day.. i really cant bare to loss him.. but i hav to as he got jamie... i really miss him lor.. my heart keep thinknig of him.. n alex keep asking mi to be his gf.. i already tell him i dun liek him le.. so irritating lor.. hate this kind of ppl.. hiaz.. think this friday will be our last meet le.. sat gonig to mu drink i wanan forget everything n start anew.. plz help mi!!!!! i was fill wif painn.... :(~~~~~~~~