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wOW vEry full nOW hAhA tOdAy eAT aLotS... saY bOuT yEstErDaY i fEel saD.. tOo manY thInGs happeneD lE... reaLly.. feelinG dOwN n SaD.. y cAn sOme oNe tell mI.. wAd u tEll mI n waD u diD, hOw u wan mI tO believe U wO.. love is not a gAmE...

wEnT mU yestErday.. dIdEnT expecT tHaT ah cHeY wILL cOme.. hahA but alsO will mEeT jAson n aarON too..sO i waS higH yesterday... driNk coZ oF hIM... saD coS oF hIM.. wtF is it wOrTh it i tell mYselF... n i reaLly dUN wIsH tO hUrT aH cHeY tOo.. hOw??? somEoNe tell mI.. sO sTress... nO mOod tO wOrK... he sAY hE gOinG iN dB.. but we sheLl see.. i noE he mEet hIs gF Lor..bUt hASiZ.. aCturelly i dUnwan tO mEeT hIm yestErdaY de.. since hE can go out wIF hER y nOt mI.. n always wan mi to tReAT hIm thiS n tHaT.. buT is tHiS aLl i wOrth tO U.. not erVeN a siNglE feelinG fOR mI mAh??? caN u love mi just fOr thiS once?? hAiz..

i am so stUpid.. ah cheY tReAt mI gD but i dunno hOW tO tReAsure..bUt i cant lie tO mY feelinGs n ChEaT his fEelinG.. n here i wanna thaNZ hiM fOR keeping mI aCC.. lifE reaLly sUx... jUst feelinG dOwn... tHaNX tO kOnI jOeY u aLl.. foR aCc mi by mY sIdE.. love u guyS.. as i noe u guys wonT lEavE mi alOnE de... thanz..i nOe when i gT pro u gUys will be theRe fOR mI de.. evEh wHeN i am sAD oR dOwn.. thanz...