haiz... this few day very bored mostly stay at home lor... yesterday had a big quarrel wif him again.. wth lor.. i was sick n having fever n yet he still can quarrel wif mi wth this kind of bf... how can i take it .. my charector dun allow lor.. if this goes too much i think i will be the one saying that "*****" words lor.. coz i cant take it always quarel wif my bf lor... he just cant think for mi?? i am sick n feeling headach yet he was so selfish just think for himself... always pick quarrel wif mi lor.... but of coz i appreciate his visit for mi but not quarrel lor... ya he bring mi a small present.. i love it.. of coz a big thanks to him... btw how i wish we can be like how lovely as agnes n wen bin lor.. this couple is very lovely lor.. they been togetehr for 10 yr le n still so lovely.. haiz.. btw cant compare... maybe his not mine.... n i am not his bah... i also dunno.. i wanan go mu.... onli there i can forget bout my unhappiness. but i still feeling week.. haiz.. haven been eating much since yest... haiz...