just com back from mu leh.... so sian... today lots ppl went down.. got ah chey, my ah kor, god dad, uncle vincent , auntie jasmin... hahaha quite happening... but last n nt list.. his always there.. was happy when i recieve his sms... but sadly he sms mi as a friend onli.. but list something better den nothing bah.. coz i cant ask much n thats wad god give mi... really hope one day we will be like befor... when i saw him i never really talk to him much.. he dun seem to be as cheerfull as befor n the time i noe him lor.. he seems change.. i can feel it.. or maybe am i thinking too much?? he may carry a smile on his face but acturelly his not... haiz.. acturelyl he did com close to mi but i tell myself i hav to control... onli talk to him few words bah... i intro my bor n ah pa they all to daryll hope he wont feel weired coz i still wan him to noe my friends... as usure.. my uncle, my ah pa, my bro they say his not godo all that but to mi his diff... coz onli i noes... lots ppl say i am silly lor.. but indeed i am... but dunno y.. i just cant leave his slight i will still worry bout him, keep looknig for him.. when i noe his fine den i relax down.. but of coz i dun wish him to feel that i keep looknig for him lor.. coz he dun feel good taht way.. but my care is always a bad point for him.. get used le... although we never talk much but i am still happy to see him.. i did dance awhile wif him.. guess now he already got target le.. if there is i will still wish him good luck as befor... i noe i cant turn back the time anymore... wad gone is gone unless mirical really happened.. but i still hope for that mirical to happened... but will there still be??? i dunno.. ]

now we r onli go out as a friend.. but in my heart he will always be more den friends... i really hope he wont scared of mi can le.. but really happy to hav kor n pa wif mi.. they r great.. hahahaha love them all.. n also my sister... hahahaha love u guys lots... nv fail to be wif mi..

my new house comnig too.. i gonna design my own room hahaha nice nice...